Friday, December 26, 2008



But I won't be mean. Hehehe~

Some Cyworld Updates from Teukie oppa and Donghae Oppa as well as SJ-M's Ifensi messages, you can read it at my link: Super Duper Love. Mainly of Christmas wishes from SJ-M members, the most interesting is Teukie's CW update. He expressed his loss on having un-busy winter unlike the last two years, so he was determined to get busy for 2009. ^^

DBSK wishes everyone season's greetings too and you can read it at Gorgeous18 in my links.

Happen to love SHINee? Come and join us at SHINee International forum. Spazz about the young boys talent and lots of things to do. Share the same feelings towards them with the whole world. You can do so as you click on So Hot section ^^

Are you Malaysian? You love DBSK just too bad? You love Super Junior just too much? Your love for BoA is unbeatable? You can't stop loving So Nyuh Shi Dae? The Grace is your favorite? Zhang Li Yin is your love? The charm of young SHINee caught you totally? YOU LOVE SM ARTISTS??

Come and join us at My-SMTown!!! Quickly browse my link there and you can find the same pool of people who loves them too :D

Hope You Will Be Well and Happy For The New Year :D

Lots of Sarang

Majestic Heaven

Monday, December 22, 2008


Quick updates about me:- I passed my driving test, I went to the PC Fair but got not what I want, I'm making appointment for a hair treatment and I'm going to start a crash exercise routine.

Enuff about me.

TO ALL ELFs!!! Make sure to VOTE our HANGENG OPPA in MTV Korea.

He is going to be set in challenge of Best Foreigner Artist in Korea. The rival is Nick Khun of 2PM and he is leading verrrrryyyyy close.

Wacca waitin' for??? GO VOTE!!!! Show the world what ELFs could do!!!

You can vote every 10 mins okay? :)

credit: MTV + helenjie + sapphirepearls + gorgeous18

Alright, here is the update. Looks like Hangeng oppa is leading majority with average 73% of votes, but it's really hard to rise to 74%. Keep on voting ELFs. Until the poll is closed officially!! :P

Kangin and Lee Yoon Ji's WGM is subbed by gomdorii at YT people!!!! Come and watch it together. You can simply click at my 'So Hot' section, the link with the name 'Pretty Boy Power'.


Yay!! Hangeng oppa won the tight battle!!! Thank you soooooooooo much, to the amazing ELFs and maybe our sister, Cassies for helping Hangeng oppa out!! XD

Let's wait for the acceptance of the award now ^^

Sarang Sarang Sarang

Norfolk Pine

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Happy~ Happy~ Celebrates with HEECHUL!! XD

Annyeong~ I just checked up my final's result, and it was great!! For the busy and lazy semester, this one is a good one~ though, gosh, it dropped a lot!!

Oh, well. But I'm so happy to have it all clear thou? I'll drop a lesson for yuh. Never do last minute study. Should constantly study, balances with activities and socializing. Uh, yeah. So people, here are some picspams of Heechul in Good Daddy. He looked so adorable with HongKi!!! Not to forget baby Mason's cuteness~~~ XD

Heechul oppa is doing his hair, his pants looked familiar~~

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The cute baby Mason!!!!

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Pink Heenim~

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HongKi is trying to take pic

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Awww..............I can't help but to goes...awwwwwwww......

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Lots of spirits right now~
Majestic Heaven

Friday, December 19, 2008

I'm taking the chill pill

Ok, thats a lie.

I gone totally crazy when I look into my favorite forum (MY-SMTown) and found out a pic of how Super Junior's 3rd album would look like!!!

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............and when I zoomed in, the pic is totally FAKE!!!! Oh, getting me hyper for no reason!!! Arrgghhh!!! I am so mad right now, I can eat double cheese burgers!! (I hate cheese).

So much for getting my day happy....and it turns out to be fake.....I'm in could they did something like this....maybe they are happy to see fangirls like me crying over false hope.

People who loves to tease us (fan girls), please do think of us as humans. With overwhelming passion that is....

SuJu oppas.....I am okay if you keep us waiting for the album, as long as it will turn out to be a great job. I can wait, for the sake of quality, I won't let you rush. Before you guys said it, I won't believe any other news anymore. I love you all.... *sobs*

Dang. It feels like buying fake Prada with the real's price!!!!


Majestic Heaven

p/s: The news was taken from and posted in MY-SMTown so it was not our members who are doing the fake thingy. It was originally posted by members under the name BoAtiful. The member was recognised as posting false news. TQ

Thursday, December 18, 2008

SHINee overdose and why

I think I got myself drowned in SHINee World nowadays?

Yeah, since their debut, I vowed to be their fans as I believe they're going to be much bigger in the K-Pop industry. Those talents and charms are just going to win off all the way.

Got myself gone insane when I watch too much of SHINee's Yunhanam, and not to count those live performances. I think I got one wire damaged in the brain when I watch SHINee's cut in Band of Brothers? Uh..I think so.

And recently got myself liking Jaejin FTI. I used to like HongKi, and still is. Hahaha~ these kids, underaged, and I dunno why I kept lamenting about my age. I'm only 20 going on 21, but these kids makes me felt old!! LOL

Why? Most of my friends are not into the idea with those younger idols, since they're Not really a man, and it's regarded as babies. Can't protect, that is what they told me.

Heh, I'm different. I love them. I even DATED younger boy.

And I hurted him. Leaving him just like that.....Of course I felt guilty, but I need to hurt him so he wouldn't hurt even worst in the future. Too much differences, I wish he would understand one day.

I think, that is why I'm so into those younger idols? Since the break up, I'm like soooo fanatic over hallyu wave. Found SHINee and FTI (yes, people, I learnt SHINee first before FTI), suddenly loved them. Oh, the influence. I think he would be proud on changing my opinion like 180 degrees.

About why I chose younger boy, let's just take that I love a person who had a dream and wants to live it no matter how hard. I want to support this kind of person so much, and this dreamy person happens to live in a younger soul. So, if he is a guy who got this criteria, he is going to win my heart. Maybe because I inherited my mom's gene, being so supportive on every little thing that our family did.

And I wasted it being a FANGIRL!!! Hahahaha~~ Oh well, that is all. Morning makes me feel hyper. Here is another day. Live it!!

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Song : Girl In Flight (Bi Haeng So Nyeo) -Magolply-

Lots of Lurve~
Majestic Heaven

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Gone Totally Wrong


My body clock is completely destroyed.

I wakes in the night, and sleeps in the morning.
So much for a holiday mood.

I have to get this thing right before I starts my varsity back!!!

Oh, well. I'm enjoying FT Island's ole reality show when I'm vampiring myself in the night.

Listening to 'Doushite' and 'Miss You' just like thousand times.

And running my overdued requested fanfictions. I am so going to be dead......*shrieks*



I'm not happy when........

I'm certainly not happy when I'm out of attention.

And it's even worse when it comes to someone really important to me.

Come on, I know I acted bad. Well, that is just a girl's way to pull some attention.

But well, you don't get me do you?

You love it better when some other people that are anonymous are around you, kept talking about how good you are.

While me, the one who is there is always being myself. I gave you my opinions and critiques, but you know what? You just wanna have some sort of people who can gives you lots a lots of causes to brag.

You know what? You are kind of going away from me. You didn't understand me anymore. I am not the person who is your hope anymore. But those people who you regards as your future.

And when I'm just being firm of myself, you've got to think straight. It is YOU who I'm transforming to right now. Don't you just get it?


Song: Blood -Mika Nakashima-

Unhappy Daughter

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Just feels like posting

I'm in my PJ, just ate some noodles, planning to brush my teeth, put some anti-aging and sleep.

But I can't sleep. And went to YT. I searched for SHINee since they just crossed my mind.

Ahhhh....I just love them. So young and fresh. I hoped they can maintain that, and continue to grow and shine their own way. SM is so lucky to get those kids to polish under their roof.

I love SHINee. I know they can withstand their name one day, just like their sunbaes did. Sometimes I think SHINee will inherit that H.O.T's and DBSK's craze. Not I'm saying Super Junior is not that hot, but Super Junior, got their own charm and love.

Which lured and even makes me one of their E.L.F. I love you SuJu oppa, you're my first Korean Love :3

SHINee ah, your spell makes noona couldn't sleep you know?? Aishhh....

Friday, December 12, 2008

I'M DANCING OUT!!! Woohooo~~~


Since I've been sooooo bored at home, my friend forks me into her idea of going out. Yeah, out. And I just can't wait to 'DANCING OUT IN THE AIR!!' Wahoo!! 'Life Couldn't Get Better!!!'

The point here is, to SHOP!! Shop for that SUPER SHOW T-SHIRT!!!! YAY!!!! And I'm planning to buy some Shinee stuffs for my sis too ^^. Maybe an AMIGO CD+T-shirt for her. Her friend is soooo going to be green in envy XD
So, currently I'm diggin' cash for the trippy and were planning to set the budget, best period of time, activities and all. Thanks so much for the babes who help me out~

Chores for money~ that sounds so funny!! But this is what I'm doing currently though. LOL
mood:Image Hosted by Friggin' Jumpy!!
song: Dancing Out-Super Junior-
That's all, WOOHHOO!!
Majestic_Heaven of Priceless Voice
p/s: Priceless Voice' Debut will come up here sooner. Please Anticipate!! ^^

SHINee!!! Noona disapprove!!!

Okay, I complain a lot recently. I should change my name to 'Majestic Complainer'. So, currently I went through YT and watch SHINee Subs' (ehem! advertising here~) vidz. I laid on Star King SHINee's cut, I go 'awwwww' when Kang Ho Dong hugs Taemin affectionately and even holds him on the air!!

Than, I realised it. Than I quickly browse my SHINee's gallery and dumbfounded. Let's check it out. This is their debut pic.

This is them on MKMF '08 red carpet.

And this is another one, randomly.

Got something? Oh, well. It's their pants I was looking at. IT'S TOO TIGHT!!! think that they're so young... OH GOD!! IT'S REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!

Poor SHINee, though I think they're getting used with it now...still, they need the sense of COMFORT there!! Oh, gosh, and dancing in those???

SHINee....noona is really concern about your health, but noona couldn't tell you directly T_T

Uhmm...and to cure that feelings, I just browse the local online shops and gets awed with the beautiful fittings plus great prices. Think thats the complaint.....I'll see ya round~

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song : Asita no tame ni -Lee Sungmin (Super Junior)-


Thursday, December 11, 2008

Should I, or should I not?

I had won a watch, costed RM2000 from Kung-Fu hustle's SMS contest

I never wear it (it's a guy's watch), and I put it in dead-mode.

Now I wonder, since I never want to wear it (IT'S A GUY'S WATCH!!)

Should I sell it?

Than I consider the memories of getting it. But I got pictures taken with it.

Memories enough.

Should I or should I not?

What's with the money? Hehehehe~

Read my last post, see what I mean?

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song : Dirty Cash-Big Bang-

Self-proclaimed VIP
Majestic Heaven

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I need goals to live+ Wishlist

Alright, I'm stuck with this boring, lazy life. Well, what do you expect from holidays?

I mean, I got to do something with my life.

Everyday, sleeping at 7 in the morning, and wakes up at 1 in afternoon....eiii... I don't want to age fast!!!!

But people(including my family) said I'm a night-goer. Hahaha~ I think so too.....

Maybe I need something to do for the next day so I can wakes up early.

Oh, whatever. I want money. I need to find a job. Why? Becausseee......I am so going to grab so much hot stuffs in the next year!!

2009 Stuffies:-
1) Super Junior's 3rd Album
2) Super Show's Tix (! Yeahhh!)
3) A digi-cam (in lime-green)
4) More English novels, I need to read more....
5) Anti-aging facial care (I know it sounds odd u_u;)
6) BAPE hooded-sweater
That's all for now.
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song : Headache -Wonder Girls-
Norfolk Pine


That's it.

I'm lost. Totally.

Who am I? Where would I go? What's next for future?

I don't know. I don't see it.

It's like everything is me. I want' it all. Greed. Greed.*tsk*

All that I do and wanna do right now, is something that would please my youthness.

I'm lost. I don't know who I am anymore.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Unwanted Habit

I got habits. I think most people had, ok. EVERY one have their own habits.

I got habits, which sometimes annoy people. But I love my habits, it makes me felt unique.

But I hate when I 'imported' others habit to become MY habit.

Especially when that particular person is not how they used to be anymore.

So, currently I'm trying to get that stupid habit out of me!!! *cringes*

It's hard, but I'll do it for sure!! HWAITING!!

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Rasa Sarang HEY!

Norfolk Pine

Monday, December 1, 2008

Talking About My Favorite Sungmin~

This is Lee SungMin of Super Junior that I had been admiring since I watched Exploration Of Human Body. And this exact capture of him smiling is the moment when he totally captured my heart. ^///^
He is being scanned, and it is proven that he is full. But than he was offered chocolate cake and he starts eating. I took note that he loves chocolate~ hehehe. I'm waiting to give him one~~ *walks in la-la land*

He is one of the members that played guitar so well, both acoustic and electric one. I had the hots for boys with guitar, so I was so pleased to know he had this knock-out talent!! He looked super hot while belting out the guitar with that boots... Gosh. He can turns out HOT from cute.
Yes, he is. One human being that can be innocently cute and sinfully sexy at times. You don't get the idea of what I'm talking about? Lets take a look on a few examples.

Here. Take a look on this one picture
I dunno bout you, but I think it's ridiculously cute!! XD
And try looking at this one:

Than, try this one. The combination of both sexy and cute:-

Do you know anyone that can challenge this guy? Mixing cute and sexy is almost impossible, but this one dude really know how to pulls his charm out. Talking about charm, my friends points out another thing that made me fell in love just a bit more to him. That is, when he sings, he closed his eyes. As if trying to sends out the lyrics, with all his heart to the listeners.

Just many more about him that I loved, but basically, these are the charms that had taunted me until now. One member of Super Junior that I would marry for, because of his hard work and clear goals. I am always looking forward to meet this great guy in person. I believed that he can rocks the entertainment world as he gets mature one day.... Until now, I really can shower him with my supports and love. I really, really love Lee Sung Min (though I'm still lost on how to pronounce your name until now) for the effort that he had been constantly giving.


Lots of Love

Majestic Heaven

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I'm No Backpacker-like Gurl!!

About 3-4 hours before travelling, if you asked me to go, I'll say no.

This time, I'm not following. A little protest would help people realized what am I made of.

It's not that I'm this somewhat all-organized person (nope, wrong person :P), but I'm particular about going places. Especially when you had to present yourself to other people. I need that time to sorts what needs to bring along, I don't simply jam-packed, because I used to do that. No fun at all.

I am impulsive, and could do things on the spot. But when it comes to travelling, gosh. Please let me know earlier, I'm not going to let myself feels like being kidnapped!!

Sometimes, I don't really know myself at all....*sigh*

Mad & Home Alone


Friday, November 28, 2008

The Joy Of Giving.....

It's a day out with fellow cingu

And I'm really happy today~

Doing things, with the girls that can accept me the way I am

Though getting picked, I'm always happy spending hours with them

And the most precious thing is to see the rejoicement when you're giving


I always wished myself to be rich, and never forget birthdays

So I could continue giving and giving ^^

I'm happy when everybody around me are happy!!

Loaded with Haengbokness

Norfolk Pine


I was shopping around for the Members Only Bargain. Bought the pants that usually fits me. Since the mall is flooded with people, I had no intention to try it out at the fitting room. As that usual size fits me.

When I went back home, I tried it on.

It got stuck at the thights.


To think that I bought 4 pants.... (T_T)*sigh*

And now I'm taking seriously on the slimming plan I had been digging around while in college.

By the way, take a look on this funny, dorky, Yunho's and Yoochun's (called NoKy Brothers) for a CF ^^. Hilarious Alert!!!

Part I

Part II:

Lots of Sarang
Chubby Heaven

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

SMTOWN Thai Concert vs. Riots

What happen at the Thailand Airport had caused stirs among SM artistes' fans and to think that putting the risk over safety, gosh.... No comment, it's dangerous, yet, my heart goes out to those who bought the tix already~

But I wished that my FAV hwangjas and Thai fans are safe~

One after another cancellation (Paran and U-Kiss concert at Malaysia cancellation), just broke my heart and I almost lose the hope.

Still, I wish that ELF Malaysia can organize the Super Show by their won. It would involve passion as for one of the advantages ^^

To Thai ELFs, hang on there. Heard that they are still going for you even if they had to swim!! And hope that the crisis in Thailand would end a.s.a.p. The settlement might not sounds that easy, but I prayed that they can get the best solution out of it.

Lots of Love from Malaysian ELF

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


I was browsing the Super Show's pixies of the cute hwangjas

And I saw Heenim's t-shirt (though everyone practically wear it also)


*going crazy, bangings head to the wall*

Monday, November 24, 2008

Latest on my FAVORITESSS~~

Okay, when I kept myself busy in the real world, making stuffs, than only I realised that I forgot to share~

Let's start with Super Junior. The multiplied hwangjas (which of course I love every one of them XD) just finished with their Shanghai Super Show!! There are lots of fancams with every singles song are provided in YouTube, many thanks to Liz99bb's for the uploads. Here is the link to her channel, and you can pick what to watch it from there.
Super Junior's photobook in Tokyo with DVD, and 2009 calendar is ready to be in your hand! You can get your preorder at

And they are planning for THIRD ALBUM EVEYRBODY!!!!!! 2009 is going to be SUPERJUNIOR'S YEAR!!!! *fangirlism shrieks* Though the date is still ambigous, it is clear they are now preparing for the new album :) Ryeowook cyworld's had picture of him and Kyuhyun doing their recording at the studio~

Oh, and gongxi, gongxi for Super Junior-M as they had been awarded as Most Popular Group in Southeast Explosive Music Chart Awards!!! JIAYOU3!!

For DBSK updates, gosh... I had to congratulates them a lots!! The amazing boys had won theirselves the:-
1.MKMF Auction Best Style Award
2. MKMF Mobile Popularity Award
3. MKMF Auction Netizen’s Choice Award
4. MKMF 2008 Overseas Viewer Award
5. MKMF BEST ALBUM OF THE YEAR (Daesang for album)

And our maknae, Changminnie cried his heart out upon receiving Best Album Of The Year award!! You can watch him crying (hihhihihiii) here:-
There are also lot's of interviews and variety shows they had attended, there are so many stories never before told are unveiled!! Chocolate, Champagne, Come to Play, Family Outing, Jeonsil Notes, Happy Together and the list is still growing to be watched!! Currently, their albums are selling high, expected to break the Korean sells records that is unbreakable for 2 years. People, 2008 is really DBSK's year!! Personally, I'm in love with Wrong Number right now~ DBSK, AJA!

For SHINee dongsaengs, my sweet little fairies are being at lots of photoshoots recently. Marie Claire, CLRIDE etc. I see that they are in demands from those fashionistas~ think their motto is clear, music+fashion. Beaute! SHINee had performed DBSK's Rising Sun for MKMF's opening performance, sweet~ They won theirselves the Best Newcomer Award!!! And they are honored to give away MKMF 10th anniversary commemorative award to Moon Hee Jun, former H.O.T's member. Check it out:-> Giving award to Moon Hee Jun
They even went to the over sea!! Recently, they had interview and performed at Thailand for Channel V. How cool is that? They're doing Arirang's Monologue, and currently only Onew's are presented in Youtube. Better check them out frequently ^^ --> Onew's Monologue --> SHINee Channel V Thai
Think that's all that I can update briefly~ enjoy!! Oh, and the downloads section is up. Many, many, loads of thanks to Wendi and Star for their wonderful site. See my hotspotzz than you'll know ^^
Majestic_Heaven of Priceless Voice a.k.a PriVo

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Doing make overss!!

Ten days straight, since the day I left college, I haven't post anything here. Haha! Guessed I'm being a happy person right at home~

My departure as the senior, was a dramatic one. All heads that popped out from the hostel, kamsahamnida so much, you girls made me felt loved. *tears*

Hmmm....the land that I left, had so many memories. I am very sure one day I'll come back as someone new, and made the college I attend so proud of me. One day....yeah.

Okay, so right when I stepped down to my homie, calls pouring in. Getting appointments and automatically, the first week of my holiday is filled with dates!! XD I didn't expect that, and it was fun, catching up news and such with all of them.

Everytime we had dates, it's always the MALL and SHOPPING!!!

Since I had left that room of mine so long, it certainly needs some make over. I'm not the same high-schooler who needs motivational posters to get As anymore. Hence, whenever I get to spree, I flew to seek for decorations and organizers stuff. Which made my girls bored of me, yet, really understanding.

I'm going to change my room into pink blue, with a little motive of VIP inside. Once I get the them right, I'm going to post em!!

Currently so active!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

I hate my dreams!!! ARRGGHH!!

Finally I've finished my papers. Ahhh!!! So happy *bounce*bounce*

.....and the nightmare is to pack all these stuff I had, cluttering everywhere. Huh!

So I went to Pasar Malam last night with my fellow level-mate. We're on the mission to buy some boxes, packing mission next.

And there, I was browsing with my girls, trying to find the food that was well-ordered from our friends. So we hit the pasar, looking for the subjected food.

I was busy searching (I felt like google searching engine at that time) when suddenly my roomate pulls me from my way to another stall. I was like; !@#$^&*()*%$#!???

She said she saw something unpleasant. So I checked my shoe, did I stepped on the cat's poo??? And suddenly all my girls gathered around me to check it too. It's kind of loud for 2 secs, and my roomate said, no! Not that she meant.

She points to the next stall I was trying to walk on, a glimpse of a familiar Adidas jacket. My hand flew to my mouth. GOSH!!

I don't even dream to meet him again before I went home.

So, the other girlfriends don't have any idea on what me and my roomate are doing, walking around avoiding the dude. Huhh.... had made me all upside down. I was rushing to went out from the pasar, and quickly wanna go home. But I think, he spotted me. So, to think that, I should have let go and move on.

I texted him. Though I lied that I thought I saw him. At least I talked (non-verbal) to him.

Our life had parted. And we should move on.

So! Recently, I dreamed this weird dream of getting chased at huge mansion. The chaser wants me to marry their daughter. Of course I ran. And I was running, in gaming mode the screen was. Where the options and all are on the screen of my dream. I always end up getting caught at the garden filled with hibiscus. Than, I woke up. I have been dreaming this deadly dream for nearly 5 TIMES!!

And never liked it!!

I hate chase dreams!!! EXHAUSTING!!

That's all. Gotta see my hometown soon, I've been waiting for the home I loved.


Majestic Heaven

Monday, November 10, 2008

One By One, Step By Step

It's the crazy moment.

Felt like boiling those books and drink it all up.

In the hope that I'll digest all the words written.

Managed to pass those bitter days anyway. Sleepless nights, and instant noodles beside me...aish!! Hate myself as Varsity student!

Many thanks to P-shii for the accompany~ hehehe

Next paper is going to be tough, hope I can answer all like I did with the past papers!!!

Heaven, HWAITING!!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

Happy Birthday, Super Junior oppas!!

I loved you guys a bit late, but I am thankful to know the wonders you guys had made before this year's anniversary (thanks to PriVo!! Esp Miss Pleiades).

Had introduced me to love of asia even more. And had me searching more for something different than before. You guys are awesome!! FIGHTING!!

Looking forward for more of yuh all~~ I love you.

Lots of sarang~

Miss Norfolk Pine from M45 and The Norfolk Pine a.k.a NoPi of Priceless Voice.

Miwo (hate you) mode

Just get out from the exam hall with all my confidence. Than stepping out to see those carry mark.

Damn. I'm blue rite away.

I hate my carry marks. I even hate myself. Now I hate everything.

But I can't hate my craving to go on............
Neway, listen up to SHINee's AMIGO. Though I don't approve words like 'slave' and 'sexy' to be used for such young boys like them, well; I enjoyed myself when listening to them so much, so take a bite on it.

Song: Romantic (SHINee)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Over my obsessions and galzfwen

It's final exam. I'm in the most stressed period of my youth~~~

It got cured anyway, with some dose of fanfics and boybands. LOL. Nowadays, fallin' for G-Dragon of Big Bang. Since the song Number 1 got blasted, I think I just totally drawn to Big Bang!! My galfwen said TOP-shii had that, pure, rapper voice, dude, his English is the best anyway.

So it's been a while since I had been happy. Now I'm happy. Though the things are not settled yet, but I'm happy all those conflicts get lessen. I don't have to think of it as examinations are the main focus of everyone. I'm happy. As long as the boyband I love the most (note: Super Junior) is still standing and the fans are still growing~ ha~

Umm...and yep3. I had gone mad wif my dude, Pleiades Rhapsody to form a group. It'll be called M45 and Norfolk Pine. Our genre should be included country and hiphop. But it's still under construction. Hopefully, this subgroup of Priceless Voice (formed with Miss Virtual El) can do well like we did in PriVo.

Gotta go, HWAITING!!

Majestic Heaven

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The accepting, and being accepted

It’s wrong isn’t it? When you don’t accept what others are like, but you want the others to accept you the way you are.

In my case, I was trying hard to understand. Why is one behaving like this, though I’m not verbal about it (it’s more to not ‘gossiping about it’). Let me do it in here, by the heart I was given.

This world is colorful. So, I had to understand, why one is behaving like this, his or her purpose of doing so. I can’t just immediately judge, because the key to one’s healing and peace, is to understand. Not by merely judged, just looking and oh yeah! That’s it!

Believe me. I’ve been judged. I also had been misunderstood. I don’t want to do such thing to anyone. Because it hurts, really. That is why, I tend to listen. Only then do I speak, and if it was to be accepted or not, it’s up to those who are listening.

And it hurts me so much (try to think of a peeled apple), when I tried hard to understand, and the other party is not even trying to understand. It hurts deeper (okay, imagine that apple juice), when the other party is the one I had kept faith to. How come one can’t accept that other party know, made like this? When one had already accepted the other the way they are. If one was not to accept you, don’t they would avoid you so the other party wouldn’t be meddling in your business?

I had been looking for the place I belong to. Where people there can accept me the way I am, and I promised myself that I will accept them no matter how they are. I mean, wow! Not everyone can understand why one is so passionate about dinosaurs, and befriend with that person. And to be fair, we’ll change the part where we hate, and we’ll help each other on that. It seems that, all my effort goes to waste. Think I found one place, but I was being kicked in very respective manner.

I’m sorry for being selfish (not even stepping to the fish market). That anger, that babble, that lunatic act, that lack of patience of mine. I was being myself. I’m so sorry you couldn’t accept that. I’m so sorry I had ever think that I’m one of you guys and act shamelessly like you guys had accepted me.

Think I had misunderstand myself once again, mianhe….. I had loved you guys. Think I had to take that back.

Current song: Super Junior-TWINS (knock out)

p/s: maybe I’ll consider cheating*sigh* but I’m born loyal…..

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I'm Bad, really really bad


A broken relationship. After all the effort that I have been putting. It’s like stupid when you had to call it a quit. It’s a shame actually, especially when you had cry over it, and all.

I think my tears are bit cheap though. I cry for almost about anything. But I can’t help it. Especially when it comes to people that I care about and things I really love. Maybe this time, I learnt a thing or two.

Don’t put your trust just too easy. Don’t say things when you don’t believe in that person. Cry no more. Try not being too overboard. Because, I will get hurt after it than. What happen to me? I had pre-mature love story with someone I never expect would come to my life. I stops it before it even start. And this time, it happens to someone I called out as second family. A dear (not) brother of mine.

But it’s done. I had sought solutions. And he believed other people than he believes in me. There is no need for explanation because when I tried to do so, he just wouldn’t listen. I had suffered just too much. Cry just too much. Thinking just too much. I even risk my pride; it’s always me to persuade him we should be okay. All that he wanted for me is feeling guilty. He doesn’t want anything but that. Selfish relationship just would ends up like this. So, there is no surprise actually.

Maybe he thinks I’m a liar. He thinks that I don’t keep secrets. He thinks I’m being unfair. It’s up to you. Why on earth did you take me as a sister back before this? He blindly takes me to be his sis, and than he blindly alleged me to all that stuff. Simple. You take me, you ditch me, and yeah. This is what you get. You’re broken all alone because of your stupid decision.

I’m a woman. I’m a proud woman. This little kid had belittles my title and I had weaken to think that we are sharing ‘brotherhood’. God. Did I mention that my girls hated me when I cry about fighting with him? Yes. They think I’m weak back then. So here I am, being the steel like I used to be. I would laugh and would move on like nothing had happened.

Say whatever you want. Think whatever you please. Do whatever you love. I am not in your life anymore to even care about it.

To all the girls out there. Stand tall. Walk with chins up. Feel happy. Do smile, never frown. We are woman. We are beautiful when we are happy and we look awful when we are crying. So, cry when there is nobody looking. Haha!

Friday, October 3, 2008

A little break from exhaustment

Annyeong~ it’s been a while!! (Like I said, it’s really been a while~~~).

When I left this community, it’s been exhausting months for me, doing all the events that are organized by my club. We had concert (it was mini, but it’s fun ^^), members gathering, members registering and upcoming soon, we’re going to have some summer camp for the super-senior members and audition for the new members as we’re leaving the club. I can’t believe I’m grabbing my diploma the next year!!

Around my period of absentness, Super Junior had won the award as the Best Korean Artist at MAA!!! Yay!!! Thanks for voting you guys!! It’s really worth it to have the voting widget plastered all over my social network stuffs. Hehehe~ They came to Malaysia and my girlfriends (Priceless Voice, our team similar to SuJu ^^) had seen them alive!! The words that spills out from them are; they look like they came from another dimension, with shines and halos like no other. And it’s funny how the fans are acting like mad when they see SuJu walked the red carpet but completely silenced when the other artists like Pussycat Dolls and Joe Flizzow is walking the carpet. Aww~~ show some support next time, ELFes!! ^^ But if it was me, I would act the same too~ Who cares~ hahah!

While Super Junior is at their peak, Shinee dongsaeng is having their MNet choice award and reality tv show; YunHaNam where they should date the noonas to win the game. Uh! I wanna be one of the noonas too~~ the noonas are so fortunate to meet the talented youngsters~~ You should watch them in School of Rock where they dressed as girls to play some drama!! ROFL

There are some rumors about Shindong losing too much weight and became slim. I had posted the news at SMtown Malaysia, sparking the rumors around but the thing is actually, it’s a prank Shindong oppa is playing around by himself. Ahh!! And I was being the dumb one to post it all over my favorite social forums!!! Huhuhuhuhu~ In the other hand, Kyuhyunnie won the first position for the favorite maknae in Korea. Ahhahaha~ Super Junior M is promoting their latest song; Me. I haven’t listen the song yet but my girls said is very lovely and meaningful~

Oh! And the latest on DBSK, their fourth album is out!! Fans had been missing them in Korean album~ their latest album, entitled Mirotic, is offering the newly, modern touch of DBSK. They are promoting Mirotic song (which I ended being so addictive to ^^) and Hey, Now!. The MV is a major eye candy for the ladies, and maybe guys would love to learn their charm too in the MV.
Nowadays, I found myself amused at the rapstress Yoobin from Wonder Girls. I'm also amazed at Hyoyeon of SNSD's popping and waving dance, it's very cool. Though I had been MoMusu's fan since I heard of them (like I was twelve or so), but I never think of getting into the K-girls music. When I heard Wonder Girls' So Hot rap, I was tantalized (I'm a rapstress myself). Oh, and about SNSD. I read the lyrics translation of Girls'Generation's song, and it was nice for a girl like me. It suddenly become my theme song recently. Anyway, Wonder Girls is promoting 'Nobody' and it's a really nice song. While I heard that SNSD is going to star in 'Factory Girls' where they act as fashion's commentator. Looking forward for them!! ^^

Here are some YouTube links for the vidz that I highly suggest to you. Enjoy!!
DBSK's Mirotic MV:-
DBSK's comment on Mirotic:-
Mirotic Live:-
Wonder Girls' Nobody MV:-
With lots of love,

Heaven a.k.a Majestic_Heaven

p/s: Aye, I would leave this blog again and be busy again after this holiday. Gaahhhh!! I wish I could really manage my time and get the broadband by my own. I should gather some money to buy it~~

Thursday, July 3, 2008

At the end of Hols

Here it goes again~

Annyeong evrybody~

Ahh~ had myself drowned in the net for a while. Now I had to get myself back to the reality; the verge of college opening. I’ll start being busy again, carrying my laptop and black book everyday, completely ignoring my commitment to the internet (hahaha?).

It’s like, I’ve been ignoring my phone and messenger for a while. Instead, I head to youtube, (since Veoh had blocked Malaysia, DAMN!) and forums to communicate and do stuff. Only certain social event I attended and I even didn’t get out of this cave (my room, hahaha). That is holiday for me. A completely breakaway, only Darius (my laptop) and me.

Bought an external hard disk and named it Eunhyuk. Why? I dunno, it’s sounded cute. I even had hello kitty stickers on him all over. I don’t think Eunhyuk would love the scene, haha. And finally, officially, I named Lee Teuk for my N73. I had joined the credit business so he would become a real important item to me. Actually I laid an eye on Samsung’s SOUL but they take SNSD as their model, that’s just turned me off. It’s not that I’m anti SNSD, but what one of the girls said to Kangin made me gone mad!! I had a little dislike on Big Bang too since they got no respect to Kangin as hyung. Geeze, I really am Kangin’s fangirl!!
When was the last time I read a decent good book? Yesterday I went out with my friends and I find out how long had I had my hand on good book. Gaahh~~ I should buy Majalah Ahkam Johor and finish up The Secret instead of buying Super Junior’s Glowstick!! Yet, I felt so satisfied. Ohh..youth~~

Maybe the influence of Shinee’s Noona You’re So Pretty, I had completely gone insane on the fanfic and made up elder girls dating younger boys. Hahhahahaa~ and to think that I’ve gone through Dal Jia’s Spring, I had this, wow anything can really happen! Aish, I had been digging on Oriental stuff and found myself weird when listening to Jesse McCartney’s Leaving. Hahhahaha~ I even found myself saying: “Too rough for me,” when I looked at Justin Timberlake!!!! Maybe overdose on Asians stuff had changed my opinion on what good looks really are. I’m changing into a weird vegetable. But, HELL YEAH I LOVE IT!!!

My last semester’s result is not that good to be proud of. Most of my girls work off to DL. And I had to work harder since this is like my last semester. Though I had hopelessly fell in love with boyband once again……ah, but I had to work off so I can really do wonders on myself. It’s okay to daydream, drowning into false hopes, but when it comes to reality, do the best as you could. I’m twenty, and I gotta have plans for the next 5 years.

That’s all. Don’t forget to vote for Super Junior!!!



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Tuesday, June 24, 2008


Come one, come all! Let's get these guys know they're loved :)

Holidays Dilemma


Ahhh~~ right. Another post for me to confess. While I’m writing this, I’m in a dark room, looking ugly since I haven’t wash my face from out of bed till afternoon, reading fanfics, watching youtube and voting super junior again, again, and again. I don’t talk to any human beings in this house, I don’t know how to start to because what will blurt out of my mouth would be anything that I’m interested in. That would be so selfish of me. So I better off retreating myself from any conversations and live in this small cave doing things I like. This is very unhealthy~

I rejected every social gatherings like the reunion camping, varsity meetings, shopping spree and campus orient-week officer offer. I don’t answer text messages since I don’t feel like talking into anything. I even reject the idea of me assisting my dad on his motivational talk. Dare I have to say I am lazy. And I can live this boring, lifeless living forever. I did.

Yeah. But I’m too ambitious for that. I don’t know what is happening in my mind right now. I just wanted to do things that I really like this holiday. As if I’m going to have a nerve-breaking, tiring semester this upcoming back to school session so I had my lazy bone in, and I’m enjoying it.

Just what happen to the twisted-elegant, cheerful, light-hearted girl here? This is holiday disorder. I spent it to the max. This is the moment when I can be lazy all day and all night. Locking myself in the room and do anything I like with my laptop. I even laugh to myself when I looked into the mirror. Just thank God I don’t gain any weight. Since I seldom walk out, I ate less and dance just too much on my own. I even wish I had this huge mirror to see if I’m dancing it fine. LOL.

Watching pretty boys are huge sin when you’re not as pretty yourself though. I felt it’s not worth it so sometimes I found myself dolling up in front of the laptop, watching (sometimes dancing) to those cool videos. Okay, it may sounds odd. But I’m only doing this when people are not around.

JUST WHAT HAPPEN TO GOD THAT I LOVED SO MUCH???? When was the last time I pray??? Ugh, this truth hurts. I should off being squeaky clean, dolling up, go somewhere and pray.

The reason that I had the guts to confess, is meeting this, umm….dongsaeng. Too pure, too innocent, I wish I could take him and put him in my handbag. How can I forget that Saturday with such a shy smile? Meeting him moved myself to…well, refresh myself? Repackage? Hahahaha~ things like that. I just have to. Since he is looking at me like I’m a respectable noona. I should be one. Haha! That is sooo cheesy!!

Well then, end of confession. I should step out and do anything necessary. Like…eating or shower? Maybe pray~ hahahaha~
With lots of love from a really ugly side of me

~Heaven~ (not really right now :P)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Shyness That Caught Me

It’s here. The place. Both of us knew. Both of us are late.

But it’s okay. We bumped at the right time.

I said you’re late. You nod and laughed.

We sit. You ordered a shake. So do I.

We’re awkward.

You said I’m different from what you thought.

I said you’re exactly what I thought.

Laughing again.

I said I like your hair.

You blush and look away.

With that attitude, reminds me of a school girl.

You said you wanted to be an author.

That is why we’re here.

We should discuss. About a book. A political one.

You said with an awkward voice. You want to talk about other things.

It was religion. I’m okay.

We talked about the issue.

Suddenly, we’re dumbfounded.

Shakes empty. We walked out.

People were looking at us weird.

I’m uneasy. But your shy smile washed it all away.

I hardly see the sun outside. But it’s really lovely.

I found scenery I like.

I pull out my cell and you hid behind your palms. You thought I’m capturing you.

When I explained, you flushed. So I took your picture.

There. No need to be embarrassed.

I’m laughing hard. And you looked away. I know you’re shy.

To keep me silence, you gave me a key chain.

When I’m busy admiring it. You gave me a piece of paper.

I asked if the digits were yours. You said yes.

I asked are we going to meet again. You just nod.

I told you this day is my happiest day. You smiled.

“Me too,”

….is the most wonderful two words I’ve ever heard.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Happy Birthday Ryeowook Oppa~

It's 21 of June and it's Ryeowook of Super Junior's Birthday!!

The eternal magnae of the team is 21 this year. Currently he is staying in China (i guess, since he is working in Super Junior-M nowadays). I wish the tenor-voiced oppa will do well thus forward in the future~~

The first time I knew Super Junior, my eyes locked on his face in Don't Don's MV. At that time, I didn't know he is Ryeowook, the shy, cute oppa (^^). So, yeah. Happy Birthday again, Ryeowook Oppa!!! Saranghaeyo!!
<---- the looks that caught my eyes LOL


Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Here comes SHINee dongsaengs!!

Aneyohaseyo~ Is what you had when you had a breath in cause for you to move around. So, than? What is the point of moving and breathing? You bet. It's G.O.A.L. Every humanbeings needs a goal in their life to had their body work on it, get the brain sharpens and breath not wasted. Goal is the essential in life so you can find yourself the reason to keep waking up everyday. Goal, is somewhat a short term list of things to do. What do you call the long life one is?

Destiny. Yeah. That is what we had to had, so then you don't even had the chance to think of suicide and stuff. Destiny, is what you will live for and can even inspires people around you.
Without a goal, your life is plain boring. Without destiny, your life is totally garbage (ooo, that's a bit harsh!!). So what is my GOAL and DESTINY actually?

I've got to say, I am somewhat blurry about this. Given so much options can make one go crazy inside, don't know what will lead your life to. What I do know is, I wanted success. I want to do something that I'll love. And I had smile on my face everyday. And I would never regret on it until the day I die. Currently, I'm still thinking about choices. I love myself, I won't let myself go down to the wrong abbey.

So, here we are. Another boy band has emerged from SM entertainment, named SHINee!! They made their debut with this catchy song; Noona, you're so pretty which I found it'sr eally cute! The members sure had their reason to set the title since they're all in age of 14-18 range. Fangirls whom are much older may had no hesitations to go crazy over these five cute pretty boys; Onew, Jonghyun, Taemin, Minho and Key (real name Kim Kibum!! The same name with one of the SuJu dudes!).
Recently they had sung live at Sukira where Eunhyuk and LeeTeuk are working as the DJ. Listen to their powerful voice here.

and this is their official Noona You're So Pretty (Replay) MV

Well, if you found yourself interested on SHINee, feel free to check their official site

Oh yeah, this one is SuJu related. Please vote for SUPER JUNIOR for Korea's Best Artist at MTV Asia Award Malaysia this year!! You can vote here:
Well, of course you can vote others, but I WILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH if you vote for SUPER JUNIOR!!!!! hehehehe~ can't help myself being a fangirl after all.... :P

So that's all for now. I'll see ya around~

P/s: I can't wait for SuJu to come to Malaysia!!!! WELCOME!!!

Super Junior Happy latest song: Cooking? Cooking!
consisted of all Super Junior T members with additional of Yesung and without HeeChul