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Petition for SJ 3rd Album Malaysia Version
For one and a half year apart from the 2nd Album (Don't Don, SJ is finally going to Come-Back on stage together with their 3rd Album during the month of March this year.
We are sure that all ELFs have been waiting for this moment for a very long time, and expecting new surprises from SJ.
Being noticed or not, there is a special and tender relationship between the 13 members and us.
SJ have never missed out the word "Malaysia" wherever they have their promo tour or Concerts in other countries. This shows that we are always in SJ's heart and mind although we are away from each other for a few thousand miles.
Don't you feel this is a pride of being a Malaysia ELF? Honestly, ELFs who knew about this matter are very proud of it.
But, all these while, SJ's main albums are only distributed in Korea.
We ordered their albums from Korea which costs us extra pennies due to foreign currency exchange and courier charges. SM Entertainmen…

To My Cassies

Remember the time when TVXQ went to Malaysia back in 2007? Let's do it again Cass!!! Join both of the petitions to make this event come true XD

RedStar is a bit of different team from Sayang and the other Malaysian Forum petitions (sign their petition by following the link!).. But please support the both of us~ I'm gonna do my best to help all teams to make this event happen ^__^
Help us PROMOTE by spreading this everywhere~ FEEL FREE TO COPY / PASTE. I am providing links to the photos for the other language versions.
PHONE [Malaysian Residents]:
VALID E-MAIL: (1 per person)
FREE TIMES/PREFERRED DATES: (around December preferably a free-from-exam date) SEND IT TO:
OR FAX IT TO: +61894583162
DEADLINE is before February 14, 2009!

a- MYR 100 - MYR 200
b- MYR 200 - MYR 300
c- MYR 300 - MYR 400
d- MYR 400 - MYR 500
e- …

Me and Nadia's Bad Deeds LOL

"Ohhh~ girls just wanna have funn~~"
Since me and Nadia is still in festive mood, we're kind of 'I need mandarin oranges....' in doing our routines in the office. Aishh....we're not a permanent employee anyway, but still, we followed the disciplines like real office lady.  
I was having this problem with MUET registration, and I decided to take a half day to settle all the craps there. Nadia frowned when I told her I'm not going to be around for the afternoon half. I was calling the cab for reservation since I don't get my license yet and my dad is too busy to entertain my princess needs. A bulb appeared between us. 
Nadia applied for a half day too, saying that she is going to register MUET together with me which is actually....completely hehehe....LIES!!! 
Nadia had succesfully gets her MUET of Band 3 and she is exactly not taking another go of it. and her was like...
Me: Okay, I'm going to back you off if boss is going to ask you many …

Of My Favorite Members and SHINee's Charms

Heenim: "Kuci kuci kuci~ My cute dongsaengg :3~~" Sungmin: "Eh? Hehehe~ My pretty hyung~~"
Junsu: "I think the crazy girl over there is screaming your name" Sungmin: "I thought she is screaming your name" Me: "SUNGMIN OPPAA!! JUNSU OPPA!!!"\(^0^)/ Junsu, Sungmin: O_o *runs away*

Ahahahahaha~~ What can I say? My favorite members getting together in one life is complete..... *sigh a relief sigh*
And I found out about the MBC Star Dance Battle.....aigoo...I'm upset on how SS501 won over Super Junior. I mean, yes. Oh yes, trillion dozens of Yes that SS501 are total smexy, hot,  gosh I just jaw dropped when they do that handkerchief thingy XD 
But Super Junior owns the stage. It's really entertaining, yes really. I mean, look at that tectotronic dance that, I guess, influenced by the Japanese dance team which is named...Uniqlo? I guesssed that is the name ^^; Who can dance pacman dance and do tunak tunak tuna at the sam…

Being 21st Is Not So Bad When....

"I love You Oh Thank You"
Ahahaha~ I just have to post this one. Really....
Last night, Chinese New Year's eve, me and my family had this gath to celebrate a late birthday of mine. And I saves all the gratitude from them, of having me in the family, as someone who as tough as rock to keep the family stays firm and protected in my mind. 

P-shii, made a Birthday video and I was like all anxious. Downloading, is really a pain. But it comes worthwhile when I watch it. I can I say? I was...touched. Really..... that vid was made very careful and...well, hehehe, it fulls with what I love. Actually, WHOM I love is much correct. 
Thank you so much P-shii, the sayings at the end of the vid really means a lot to me. Thank you for accepting me just the way I am. And thank you so much for even have the hassle of making those things for me, it cause you a lot of hardship, to even upload the vid for me. 
And to think that you made it all, just for me...... Ahahaha, really....I…


Happy Chinese New Year~~

And when I post this, fireworks are everywhere~~ Now, all I want is to see the lion dance to complete the day :D
24 (Korean age) already......
Hope to see more of you for this year oppa~~ stay healthy and safe~~
** SJ-M's pic credits to: as tagged+sapphirebluelove **Jae's pic credits to  As tagged + DNBN + KPOPJJANG

Best Birthday Present....

Sungmin: "So you're the wife? Do you know how to make pumpkin dishes?" Me: =.=;

God answered my prayer last night.....
Dear God,
I will be good from now on and do more good deeds!!!!
**pic credits as tagged + Lee Sungmin@friendster

At The Verge of Turning 21.....

"Saengil Chuka Hamnida, honey. Make a wish~"
*Wakes up from dreaming*
Aisshh.......*regrets to wake up*
Shortly, I will turn 21.
I must say, I had so many things and chances that I let go without giving a shot.
Now I am going to take every opportunity if it comes for me.
That should includes meeting Super Junior and study abroad XD
I had always been the stupid hobae, strict sunbae, random friend, caring noona and a loving unni. I wish I could always stands at that position forever to you guys ^^
There are so many new things ahead that I would like to discover. So many people to meet, so many places to go. 
Right now, I just want to tell myself to be who I always be, and be what I want to be. 
I am well blessed to have known all of you, and I wish we could get along well forever and ever. 
One prayer before I turn to the big 2 and 1.....
........please get rid of all the wrong guys I would meet in the future, I rather be lonely than to meet the wrong person. Those hurtness should come on…

I Am So Above You

"I know I'm just too good for you,"
It's been a while since I left college.
I heard about him from a good friend of mine. Haven't heard of him much since we parted.
Seems like he enjoys the newly found life. With my friend. Seems like they're very dear to each other.
Good for them. Though I'm still bruised because of what they've done to me.
But one thing that cracked me realy hard, is that he is fooling himself of being in public.
Really, he is not good enough for anything as public as that. And I heard that he looks freaking stupid. Oh, I told him before, but he is too full of himself.
He is good at this one. Loving himself just too much, and found himself stupid after ward. What a good thing? Hahahaha~
You really are nothing without me. You must have been regretting to even hurt me in the past.
I am so above you. Hope you can digest that thing well now. Ahahahahahah~~~
Oh, life couldn't get better.

And yes. You just can't fight a PRINCESS. And you are…

Open Letter To My Future Husband

Dear hubby

I am sorry that you have to accept me as a fangirl
I laid my eyes to so many guys before I lock my faith to you
I am sorry for the imperfectness of myself that you have to take
Marrying me, the lifetime fangirl would be a very hard thing for you to accept
I couldn't promise you that my fangirling would stop
But I can promise you to tie my one, and only precious love to you
Only you
Those idols I'm after to are just some fantasy
And you are my reality, my destiny, my lover
My ultimate idol over idols I had in my whole life
Thank you for your rings on my finger
Thank you for even having the idea of making me as your wife
In this middle of fangirling era, I write to you to assures you my loyalties
I love you
From the bottom of my heart Your Fangirl Wife, 21st January 2009
p/s: I write this for my future husband, in the hope when I get married in future, he will understand my love for idols and for him are different ^^;

Borderline Of Being a Fangirl and a Fashionista

"You're my first NORMAL love, and I can't keep you out of my mind..."
For more than half of my life, I had been a fangirl. 

1993 is the year I was 5, and I'm so in love with Michael Jackson. 
1996 when I was in standard two, I'm into Backstreet Boys.
2000 I changed to Hideaki Takizawa's fangirl, but the love between us doesn't last long~
2002 I'm back with Michael Jackson
2004 Wufei of Gundam Wing and Kakashi of Naruto's fangirl
2005 Gackt Camui caught my attention, it was love at the first heard. His first song, Mizerable made me be his fangirl (and still am ^^).
Mid 2008 I'm officially in love with Super Junior. It spreads to SHINee, DBSK, Big Bang, FTIsland, Wonder Girls..........
See? I have spent so much money, creativity and time being a fangirl. When I mention 'fangirl', it means DEEP. I have gone all out for it!! My family thinks I need to get a life. Really....I'm normal....I got good grades, I do club activities, I have circle…

I Share The Same Issue With Kim Yoobin

Yeah. Really.
Me and Kim Yoobin is like the same age. Both of us loves to rap. Both of us are naturally darker than people around us. 
And both of us are being serious about slimming down those thights!!!
Heard of her doing jump-rope like 1000 times per day. WTH?
I'm not going to lose!!
100 crunches everyday, 10 push-ups (I'm not good at this :P) hows that sounds to you???
But those jump rope thingy is luring me. Think I'm going to try that method. 
Yoobin!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! XD
All Spirited Up Norfolk Pine

Super Show at Nanjing: The controversial continues....

"Girls would lovin' me, boys would hatin' me, they will never stop, coz they know we're SO HOT HOT"
Hahahaha~ yorobeun. Have you watch the fancam of Heenim fanservicing Sungmin? Well, for the straight talk, Heenim KISSED Sungmin. Yes he did. And I am one of the fangirls who wouldn't mind. Yes I am. 
Why? Well, let me get you into the J-Rock fandom first. Why? Because from what I have been seeing that, Heenim had his interest on J-Rock, he loves rock for sure. I think he must had one or two Visual Kei's album at home and watch the live show of the Visual Kei's bands. That is where he get all the influence to do this. Oh, you just have to be a fan of visual kei if you want to know what the heck am I talking about. 
I am pretty sure he is not gay. Most of Visual Kei artists did the same thing (and worst, fyi) but they still got married, have children, normal. That is just some kind of expression, only in different light, which might not be acceptable in som…


Hahahaha!! I just saw this one and really needs to share~~~ XD
Infinity challenge does it again! This time, they're doing Big Bang parody. Thus calling themselves.....BIG BAG!!!! ROFL
As a self-proclaimed VIP, I'm not offended at all seeing this performance and brief MV. When the gagmen do your things, meaning is you're KNOW...WELL KNOWN!!! LOL
Here is the long awaited portion of Infinty Challenge. After the rise of wailings from fans about their delayed performance back in christmas day 2008, it is worth waiting for this one. Oh, and did I told you that I am Park Myung Soo's fan? He is my fav gagster!!! ^^

MC Yoo made imitation of TOP,Myung Soo as Jiyoung,Jong Hyung Don (Daesung),Noh Hongchul (Seungri),and Junjin (Taeyoung).

Jess' YG World

Taegoon: From My Point of view

Who is Taegoon?
Taegoon is a solo artist who just debuted recently, gambling along with his song, 'Call Me'.  Being known as a good friend to Hero Jaejoong from TVXQ, Taegoon steps into the showbiz with RnB style which you can see a resemblance of Se7en and Bi Rain from it.  
Though people said he is not something worth to pay attention on, I doubt it.  For all Kkot Minnam Huntress out there, please lay your eyes on this soloist because as for me, I think he is hot. One point to give your love to. Next, his dance moves are killers. His MV and live show just makes you wanna do that moves too. You might want to compare him with Rain and Se7en, but you can see that Taegoon is Taegoon. He got all the potential to become a big name soon. I really wish he could get his own attitude after hitting the lime light using a big name like Jaejoong for his promotional.
Don't be so harsh on the debuting artists, I guess Taegoon got his things only need a little work to have his own specialt…

Saengil Chuka Hamnida!! NO.1 RACOON!! XD

Happy Birthday Oppa~~ 
I hope you can have much better health and will shine even more in this year.
I will see you more with Super Junior in 2009 :)
And I really hope oppa could make it to come for Super Show in Malaysia~~
Saranghae~ Majestic Heaven

Something I learn about myself

Annyeong~ another day as industrial trainee.
When there is something to do, it's good to keep being focused on it, but if there is nothing left, I'd be doomed to B-O-R-I-N-G-N-E-S-S
Today, my supervisor is taking a day off, so here I am, doing nothing. Thank god I assist my fellow colleague (an industrial trainee too ;) in doing her job. So I kept myself alive :P
Went back home with my dad, he sounds tired. While on the way back, he kept saying the hardwork he had to do. I just listen, like an obedient child. I know, we're awkward, and he didn't know what to say. 
Than, when he was dropping me home (he got a meeting with fellow friends at 'mamak'), he said something that clarifies everything about our weird father-daughter relationship.  
He was taking this meta-physic tests, and he finds out that he is a person who can brings sunshine to people, as much as he wants.  He is the light that can brings darkness to brightness. Overall, he is a good element that can make…

New Layout

I disgracely digs out a new layout for my blog at :P
Thanks to (see credits site where I named 'I Love You Oh Thank You')
Three days left for the ELF Valentine's Project. Have you submit yours?
Click here for more info:-
Short post, got headache.
Love Pumpkin Healerzz (new nick ^^)


To all Lee Sungmin's Fans, which is also known as Pink Pumpkins, here is the place for you to spazz about him

So let's all unite here to show some support for him internationally ^^ Thanks to Asminnt for making it possible (also owner for SarangSJ :D)
His Pink Pumpkin Heaven a.k.a Miss Healerzz
**pic credits to I don't remember where did I took that from ^^;


Tracklisting :PresidentTear It Up
All Around My World feat. terrytyelee
Do it, Duit
Mengapa Harus Kita Bercinta? feat. Hady Mirza
Call Me
Get It Done feat. KRS-One
Bersamamu feat. Joeniar Arief
Complicated feat. Hady Mirza
Bergerak feat. Phlowtron
Out Of This World feat. Jin
Do It Big feat. Thaitanium
Distributed by Warner Music Malaysia.
Price : RM30

I love Too Phat. And I really want this album!!! 
**credits to:

Me in early 2009

Lovely Sungmin's pic from his recent Cyworld entry
Annyeong~ It's been a while.......hohoho~ It's not that I dun have time, it's just that I use the time to do something else. 
Let's see, I've started my days as industrial trainer and one of the moderators in the MY-SMTOWN this week. Talking about debuting, hehehe~
It's great, at least in the office I got work to do. And sometimes I curik tulang also, go to MY-SMTOWN and my favorite blogs to see any updates. LOL!
Night, chitchatting with Pleaides and updating the news while communicating with the other members in MY-SMTOWN had been my good routine every nite. And to tell you the truth, my diet plan is killing me softly~~ T_T It better pays me off!!!
Oh, SNSD released their new song, Gee. It's a really catchy song and the MV is oh, so, cute!!! Though I prefer Minho to have more actions, like Donghae did in their previos MV~~ Oh well.... 
DBSK released Mirotic album Chinese version, the admin of my forum said …

SJ Valentine's Day+Smoochie Heenim and Sungmin!!

Anyeong people~ 
Okay, regarding on the title, here is the project lead by  It's for the Valentine's Day and they need you to post up your piccies showing SJ thingy in the pic. 
Click here for more details:-
I hope you guys would participate^^ Who noes any of the hwangjas think that you're his type LOL! Chances, still need to be grabbed right? So, make the move now you girls!!!
The due date is going to be 17 January 2009, so better palli with this!!! XD
So, I browse around to look for SuShow Encore fancams. I found this one, Heenim is singing 'Crazy' with Sungmin and Jungmo the guitarist while Siwon on the drums.  BAHHH!!! FANSERVICE!!!
I know people are going crazy over this HeenimXJungmo smooching scene, but as a proud Pink Pumpkin (Sungmin's fans self-endorsed :P), I was dead when I saw Sungmin oppa doing that look in his eyes. Damn smexy~ I swear I screamed like mad when I saw him…

Me and Super Show Encore :P

Tease~ baby, tease~XD
I'm going to start the next monday onwards as new person. 
1st, I'm going to start my industrial trainee days. Since I'm not really a quick-witted person, I hope the employer would spare me a bit. 
2nd, I am now officially My-SMTown Global Moderator!!! LOL I felt really honored to see my name is changing from pink to green. I hope I can be a good mod there and get to noe each members better^^
3rd, I'm going to dig gold, I mean, money. It means that I'm going to work. 2009, needs me to stay alert wif my money!! I can't rely alone with my varsity loan. Active fangirling needs me to stay wealthy LOL
4th, I'm going to join humanitarian organisation very soon. Now, I'm collecting donation :)
It sounds like I'm going to be a busy person both day and night. But I hope it's not as hectic as I imagined. 
Super Show Encore just done in S. Korea. Hows our hwangjas doing? Someone new had flashed off some more skin! Who? SHINe…

Let's Pray For The Peace

I was looking for the best pic of DBSK for the petition when I heard the outrages in Palestine news. I stopped looking and start watching the news.
I am not a good person, but my heart scratched and pained to see the suffering people, coated with bloods and some just wails out their heart for losing their loved ones. I hold back tears when I see young girls, crying and shouting hopelessly, frightened and unsure of what happened  around them. 
Here I am, fangirling and there are so many girls out there couldn't get the same chance to enjoy the same leisure I did. My heart goes totally out for them. 
The girls should stay healthy and happy, and girls like me should be their 'unni' and make friends. Shopping, studying, fangirling and all the girls stuff. But they are suffering for things that are not even their faults. 
Though I couldn't do much, but I would try to tell people to pray for the peace. I would try to involve myself to keep as much girls happy and do what girls sh…


Attention all Malaysia Cassiopeia,First of all, as we all knew that our beloved TVXQ will kick off their 3rd “Mirotic” concert tour on February 2009 and unfortunately Malaysia was not included in the tour…. We knew that lots of Malaysia Cassiopeia is expecting their concert in Malaysia and what we can do now are, we want the boys to knew that Malaysia Cassiopeia are desperate to see them… So, in order to let them know, we will kick off this petition…. What you need to do are as below :1. Get 1 TVXQ picture. Print it out or develop into a 4R size (all printed or develop picture must be in 4R size. No other size are allow.) PLEASE TAKE NOTE HERE:We need 4 copies of the pictures now with your messages and name behind the pictures. These 4 copies will be use for the propose (Please note that all 4 copies must be the same contents as what you wrote on each pictures) :i. One copy for the TVXQ boys.ii. One copy for sponsor.iii. One copy for Korea recording company.iv. One copy for Malaysia r…

Babo=Me (?)

Everyone was born different. Though there some sayings that there are at least 7 people looks alike, but they're never identical. 
That makes us all unique.
And it depends to see which part you did best and which part you did worst.
Everyone had their own minds and feelings. 
That is why God created 'respect'. It is used to harmonize people around. Traited or not. Related or not.
You don't have to be surprised if suicidal occurs if that act disappears from you. Because people are different, they had different thoughts. 

We, might never understand. Even the person might not understand theirselves.
This is not the first time. If it goes for the third time, I'm definitely sure I am what they're telling me. 
Blame me for being born with the wrong genes.
I am just going to walk this life until I find the truth about myself. 
Though it cuts hurt inside, I am the princess who you might not see crying. But laughing instead. 
Egocentric. That is me. 
Approach me if you like. Leave …


saENgil cHUkahamniDa....
saENgil cHUkahamniDa....
saRAnghanun Sungmin Oppa...
saENgil cHUkahamniDa....

Happy Birthday Sungmin Oppa~ May this birthday brings your wishes closer to you and I hope you can be a year older and much greater as you're known always. ^^

I love you so much, and I will keep on loving you until you're sick of my love~ Haha!

Again, I wish that you could have more success, more satisfactions, more health and more love.

*hides behind tree, blushing*

With all my hearts,
Majestic Heaven

**Pic credits to SarangSJ