*I'm still in cloud 9 after a week of SSII, so please forgive me if you found me annoying/irritating/unreasonable/poyo/perasan/bitch but like I've told you, I'm high with delusional thoughts and I need to share it here before I go insane or my sorority sis send me to TAMPOI or TANJUNG RAMBUTAN!! LOL*
If you know that
I was closing my eyes when you're serenading
At the same place, at the same time, together with you.
Your voice went straight to my heart.
I'm so happy, listening to your serenades alive is what I really like to do.
And it realized after a year confessing my love to you.
I couldn't ask for more as your fan.
You went by to where I was at
If only you really see
I was blowing kisses for you
I would like to think you saw me doing that,
a foreign fan of yours is blowing kisses to you
Even if you don't
I'm just glad I conveyed my love to you through those gestures
If its alright
I beg to you to please let me think that you saw me did that
After that, you never went by to my side again.
I'm fine. I understand you're well loved, you got people to entertain.
Thats the purpose you're there
I'm happy to know lots of people are in love with you as much as I did.
Hopefully you'll receive more love in the future, with different ranges of people :)
Its weird to me that I cried
When I see you updated your Cyworld with nothing but happiness.
You're happy, at my country, doing what you love to do
If only I could be allowed to think that
You're happy since you've got few air-kisses LOL
How I would really like to see you again
and talk to you comfortably
and listening to you attentively
If you could wait for a bit
Lets grow together in our own terms and ways
and then, lets meet again ^^
p/s: I SERIOUUUUUUUUSSSLLY APOLOGIZE if you really feels the sudden urge of puking when you read this post. LOL I just need to vent it out somewhere! Do you have any delusional thoughts too? LOL Share with me here by posting comments below ^^