Sayanghaeyo

This I Promise You, Kim Heechul [약속]

2011-08-22T13:05:00.004+08:00

I saw a nostalgic dream

At that time we became close

Everyone understood the overflowing loneliness

(pic credit as tagged)

By the time we realized

That something was precious, it was too late

The feelings that pass us by are always too dazzling

If I ever hurt you until you want to cry

At that time, I'll sing for you until your tears dry up

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If it's the dream that you chased

Don't be afraid of getting hurt

On nights then you tremble, I'll hold you close

And so

Stop with that sad looking face

Let me see your smile

It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

I can still remember it now

There's no forever right here

I kept gazing at the people who vanished with sad eyes

There's no one who'd ride a car without brakes

That's what was whispered

You looked down and tried to be strong; I just drew you close and embraced you tightly

If it's a dream that you want to grant

Don't hang your head and cry

On sleepless nights, I'll be there for you

Until you can see dreams

Don't be so embarrassed

Let me see your smile

It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

We told each other about countless dreams at that time

We can't go back, anymore, but still

If it's the dream that you chased

Don't be afraid of getting hurt

On nights then you tremble, I'll hold you close

And so

Stop with that sad looking face

Let me see your smile

It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

If it's a dream that you want to grant

Don't hang your head and cry

On sleepless nights, I'll be there for you

Until you can see dreams

Don't be so embarrassed

Let me see your smile

It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

That smile...

Its really weird how I get so emotional over Heenim getting enlisted this first september of 2011. ~~I was quite calm for Kkang's.~~ Probably because he, the Heenim that we know had fractures here and there, the Heenim that we follow is known to hate getting drenched in sweats.

Therefore.

I am very proud of Kim Heechul, our Cinderella Heenim for volunteering to enlist in the army despite of all the things we had all been worried of. Once he sign up, he is already the Korean Pride. Once his name is official for the army, he is already E.L.F. pride and Super Junior proud boys.

Of course, I cried and reluctant a bit. Its just normal that I'd be missing him, his crazy antics and his magical presence. Pretty sure all of us fans are like this at first. But this is what he wants to do. We shall put faith on him, as much as he believed on us.

Releasing him for 2 years from the glamorous world would even make our love for him even greater. Wonder how the comeback would look like?

Would you still be here to welcome him back?

Me?

Definitely.

I'd be waiting for you, Kim Heechul ♥ You'd be making the greatest comeback ever \O/

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: I was planning to send both him and Jungsoo but within these 10 days? I just don't have the fund to do so plus its Eid. LOL

Lyrics translation of Kimi Ga Oikaketa Yume from Gackt taken here

When Reality Strikes Your Delusionality

2011-08-03T21:43:00.004+08:00

Ryeowook : LOL Y U MAD?

Norfy : *SOBS* I IZ NO MAD

Ryeowook : I C WACCU DID THAR. HAHAHA

Norfy : kadhfak;jdkajdk;aj

Hello ^____^

Remember that I've always being self-conscious when it comes to delusional fangirls? Well, its not like its prohibited or something, but most of us are claiming K-idols as theirs and even fought for it are what stood as wrong to me.

Or maybe something like he remembers you in gazillion people that he had seen at the same time.

Well, at least thats what happening to me. Hehehe :P Did you even remember this entry?

Appparently, that younger me being delusional, are broken by the hard cold truth today.

Nothing beats the magic delusional state of mind other than the person who casted the spell of you being delusional himself.

Check it out.

picture cr: dancingkyu@twitter

Yeap, up there is Sungmin's Thanks To in the anticipated 5th album of Super Junior :3 Isn't him the cutest, trying to convey his heartfelt to many ELF around the world with lots of languages? XDDDD HE EVEN HAD SWAHILI! The last time I read something swahili is from Michael Jackson's song "Liberian Girl" so I was quite surprised he even wrote that down being heartfully thank you OMG, I love this man....

Oh, ah. Okay. Yeah. LOL Was carried away. So, my point of showing the picture above is none other than my delusional being broken. You can see theres Aku Cinta Kamu in hangeul written in the 5th paragraph from below. Yes, thats cute isn't it? >W<

And he puts Indonesia at the side of Aku Cinta Kamu.

First of all, I am going to be very sorry to sounds seriously butthurt. But let me explain to you why I should feel like this. After all, I need to clear up about how this is breaking me being all delusional back in Super Show 2.

Roughly estimated, since I don't follow his nice round-cute-butt like sasaeng fans all the time, I didn't know if he had traveled to Malaysia by himself before.

So as what I knew, SJ used to come to Malaysia to shoot for the very first Boys in City and MV Dancing Out. The Pudu Jail's great wall are now broken down to pieces and SJ commemorated a good picture of them in both the MV and photobook.

Then, 2nd time; SJ came again to receive MTV Asia Awards, winning for Korea best artist in 2008. And finally Super Show 2 stopped at Malaysia's shore on March 2010 after local ELF almost gave up on hoping to get them here. Thats a third for them here in Malaysia.

Thats not the end, SJ come again for another stop of Super Show 3 in Malaysia which I couldn't attend because of my class field trip. Fourth time in Malaysia.

Sungmin then joined Super Junior-M. Super Junior M flew to Malaysia the last March of 2011 for Hari Belia Negara and the acceptance are hot mess! Fans attending are mostly K-POP fans and not just ELF; its a really pretty sight. Fifth time for most Super Junior members there in Malaysia.

But dear, oh dear. I don't know if our acceptance of Super Junior aren't just enough for Sungmin to even remember us fans in Malaysia. Because Aku Cinta Kamu are shared lovingly with two nations; Indonesia and Malaysia.

I am not trying to make a fuss over this. Its just that I felt; after all the visits Super Junior had here, Sungmin couldn't come together in his mind and put 'Malaysia' in his thanks to.

It blew to me that Malaysia isn't rocking enough to him.

It had come to knock me into reality. That what I've experienced back in Super Show 2, about being remembered, making them happy especially Sungmin, is just a mere piece of delusional.

And I've finally wake up to the hard truth.

However is it, I don't blame Sungmin.

He had to meet lots of people in his life. He is busy achieving his dreams and entertaining fans at the same time. He can't remember everything and probably being assisted for the thanks to. Not trying to imply anything, just to ensure you guys, Sungmin is a normal person. Forgetting here and there are just showing that he is a human living his life; he is an idol but an idol is no God to start with.

I don't want to be a nuisance; I just hope one day we Malaysia fans would be even more remarkable.

At least to the man that I admire the most; Lee Sungmin.

Eh.

WHAT.

NO CRYING.

I don't blame you I said T___________T

I'll just make sure you're going to remember 말레시아 ~갸아아아아아~~~~!!!

Ok, fine folks. Next blog post is going to be about Malaysia's flashmob coming soon :3

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I just wonder who else actually reads this? LOL ;___;

[CAUTION] This is a suicide note

2011-04-26T01:14:00.006+08:00

Me: OMG TAENGOO Y U SO CUTE, I GO KILL MYSELF

Taeyeon: . . . . . . O_____0

Me: ......Thats a joke

Taeyeon: No funny .__.

This is going to be a quick post and I might not be going all jin kaliwa jin kalak since my head is unsettled with homeworks and coming Final Exam on Wednesday, but as a self-proclaimed ultimate fangirl, I need to do my part.

As a true fangirl.

Eventually, I'm going to cut my wrist.

Why are you surprised? :/ Isn't this normal amongst us fangirls and fanboys of KPOP?

............................What do you mean you don't know? That is what we usually do what? Together? Like, hello?

And on top of that, we need to listen to KPOP, looking sick and sexy-fied!!! Probably something like this :

Gonna get all the boys and the girls partying partying partying yeah!!! Don't stop everybody put your drinks up!!!!

Then just gonna kill myself.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON' T UNDERSTAND? U NO TRUE FAN OF KPOP.

THE BERITA HARIAN SAID SO, OKAY?

Okay, I was kidding.

You've got to click on the link I've given to you up there and you'll get what I'm trying to say. If you're too lazy to click, ok lah.

Berita Minggu printed an article, oh, 2 pages of EXCLUSIVE part in their newspaper last 24th of April 2011, Sunday. I was trying to distract myself on tweetdeck for a while since my flash assignment is killing me softly the whole day. LOL

And I read what my Natasha tweeted to me and I was like. . . . . . . . . . . . .

YOU

DIDN'T

*facepalm*head-desk*

Don't have much time but yeah, yeah, of course we wear VERY REVEALING CLOTHES and SOCIALIZE like wild animals.

I don't know what do you call this, but I think this is called dancing and it is very healthy!

And yes, we spend so much money on KPOP merchandises to support our favorite celebrities. We spend money on projects too. Oh, and yes, we spend money on CHARITY PROJECTS to be precise.

Just for a note, if you realized, I couldn't attend Super Show 3 which was held at Malaysia this year because I have to attend my University class trip; I mean, yeah. First thing first, my grades are going to depend on that class trip anyway. Oh, I have not killed myself yet that time.

Okay la, non-KPOP fans. If you see the KPOP girls or the boys wear something revealing or sexy, at least they're just doing it for show. Ooh yes, thanks to sasaeng fans who are everywhere taking pictures of the Korean stars, we know our idols off-stage are very full of life, youthful and doesn't act like how they portrayed themselves on stage (beastly, mushy-cute, seductive) when EVENTUALLY, few of the young generation in our own local celebrities are...uhm.. deviant even for our very own culture? Noted that one of the reason why some of them lost our respect is when they deny the bad habit they did without even bothering it is clearly detestable; Jay Park a.k.a the former member and leader of 2PM slammed hard by the people of South Korea for saying Korea is gay in his previous MySpace (like 2-3 years before he debuted?) when he mean it in other way as an English speaking Korean-American. He is willing to go to the darkest hour so he could regain people's trust on him again today.

I can't be telling you what have I gained after I discovered KPOP. There are too many of them and it has truly enrich me as a person; because as a fangirl, there are too many things to be done and to acquire all the good stuffs, you need to have THE SKILLS. And how do you get the skills?

Learn it la. . . Do you think being a KPOP fan is easy?

The fandom of KPOP mainly clustered to each of the artists (groups, duo and solo); each fandom are similar in terms of doing projects, translators for the updates on their oppas, hyungs, noonas and unnies (sometimes dongsaengs too!), uploaders for all the great pictures and fantaken video (oh, we love to collect pictures and videos), updating our friend the news, arranging fan projects, friends from around the world sharing the same interest of certain celebrities etc. Then out of that, in our life, we have career, school, family, real life friends and personal goals to achieve.

I wonder where is that space to spare for partying like a wild Energizer bunny, choosing sexy outfit to wear at school/office (OK I LOLed by myself) and do you really think... we spend our money on KPOP like everyday? Eh. . . most of us are real picky and choose only to buy official merchandise, only to support by buying original albums. The person who goes gaga over merchandises even when it is not official, can I say like.... Let them be?

Eh, I don't see any people complaining about spending too much on A PAIR OF UGLY SHOES to hit that dance floor tooonnnnnnnnnnniiiiggghhhtttt LOL

And about people who spend like RM1000 just to get that one very rare stamp. Yes, collecting stamps. Nobody complains. So what have we done to get such huge defamation?

OMG, football fanboys are going to kill me but why nobody said they are going to do negative stuffs too? They go 'lepak'ing at Mamak late at night, why you think no wildsocial life ka?

So now, you judge by yourself.

Oh, by the way. Berita Harian, I am going to say again that you have made the world upset with your insensitive Ultraman cartoon before about Tsunami. And now the 2 page so called EXCLUSIVE article was translated into English and KPOP fans around the world have read about how shallow of a mind Malaysia media is. Surprised? LOL Dude, don't you know that KPOP is actually one of the South Korea CULTURE?

THE LAST OH. I'm not going to buy your newspaper again. This is already the second chance and you are being _________*FACEPALMSOHARD*

Some SAUCY-WILD-KPOP video for the wrap by SNSD. Which would probably going to make you kills yourself :)

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: BTW, I'm a proud supporter of Malaysia's local hip hop scene and I do enjoy local dramas and skits like Maharaja Lawak (JIN KALLLEEEWWWAAA, JIN KALAK ).

Also, waiting for the Koreans in Malaysia to get upset on you.

[FASHION] I spy a new craze from Korea?

2010-12-22T15:00:00.007+08:00

Promo Poster for Marry Me Mary

Descriptions here

So I watch Marry Me Mary and is officially in love with the drama. Look, I don't watch drama often (its eating a lot of time and I'm pretty bored with steep plot) but anything with Jang Geun Suk and Kim Jae Wook can never go wrong LOL

*Jang Geun Seuk as Kang Moogyeol(left) and Moon Geun Young as Wi Mary (right)

Kind of reminds me to a gypsy couple; and to twist it, like John Lennon and Yoko Ono

It surprises me how Mary dressings are considered normal/peasant in this drama when I thought its boho and I pretty love whats happening on her. Moogyeol lives to a rock star style, but I'm impressed that curls he got there both names him a 'pretty boy + rock star'. Joong-In in this drama is a luxury man, but I love his playful colors on his suit. And when he is casual, I can't help but to say "YO ROCK STAR"

Kim Jae Wook performing Walrus

However, I found this a bit surprising. Lee Ahn's outfit when he meet Joong In secretly in Episode 6

As you can see, the vest is connected with his trouser. So I immediately pause the video and observes. IS THIS FOR REAL. What do I call this? Jumpsuit? A vest?

I decides to call it JumpVest LOL And if you think I see it wrongly

Look at how the crease at his midriff connected through the vest section. Its totally a jumpsuit but with a twist of a vest.

This is a clearer view. LOL no doubt eh. Can't be the vest is too long so its definitely connected.

I went through YesStyle since this might be a new craze in South Korea and googled Jumpsuit Vest and anything that could relate to this piece of clothing but I end up with nothing like this. I think this is something new, like the harem pants Hyukjae wore back in 2009 for Sorry Sorry promotion; its now widely worn by other K-Pop stars like 2NE1, MBLAQ etc.

So what do you think of this style for metrosexuals? Yay or nay?

Marry Me Mary is on KBS World channel 391;

Every Monday and Tuesday; 9PM-11PM (2 episodes per day)

Currently is running until Episode 4 in Malaysia but its already Episode 14 in Korea

Follow Marry Me Mary news in twitter (its in Korean)

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: Yo, I don't know if the earlier episodes are running in the new Korean channel because I don't subscribe Beyond LOL

[VISUAL KEI] Too Many To Share, Too Little Time

2010-12-19T17:30:00.007+08:00

Its been a while since I last updated anything. So I re-vamped this blog just for my own leisure LOL ^^ What do you think? Yay or nay? Heck, I'd just stick with it y'all! ROFL

And God, I deleted my chatbox ;___; I didn't meant to do that but I was rushing myself, too excited and realized I just deleted it OTL This is so lame and careless. Will add it back once I recover my email, password and all LOL

For this long while I've been absent, I've encountered a lot of things and what thumped on my head the most would probably be my failure on Research and Communication Methods paper. I can't believe I just fail, this is like the first time in my life. Hopefully the next semester I take this subject again, I am more prepared then before ^^v

And then, I grew curious on what Gackt have been up to lately. So I checked my last fandom before I migrated to K-POP, Visual Kei (OMG, don't argue with me that VK is not music, I'm going to slaughter you). I thought he was slowing down. Guess what? HE ISN'T! But from an SJ-WORLD staff bb, Berrujunjun, she said that Gackt would be retiring in music career anytime soon T.T

So I was like this sad ---> T____________________________T

Until I found a video of him with this person called KAMIJO. Come on, click on, its subbed in English (or else I wouldn't understand a thing LOL).

I was focusing entirely to Gackt and I picked the guy's band which is VERSAILLES (Versaiyu, as they pronounced it) or VerJAPANsailles or VersaillesJapan or VERSAIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLEEEESS as suggested by Gackt. And then I was, this guy was a Malice Mizer's roadie* eh? Judging from his act towards Gackt, he seems to treat him as a very respected senpai. I mean, just look how polite he is and his bow is almost perfect 90 degrees ROFL. So I Youtubed Versailles and look for their songs. First song came, SERENADE

I was. . . . . . Hey. . . . this bring back memories of Malice Mizer

Malice Mizer; with deceased Kami (in purple?) and ex-member Gackt (in black)

And I thought that I finally found a girl (the one who plays guitar, in gorgeous French red dress)who are making name in Visual Kei, turns out its a HE. LMAO I forgot that the people in Visual Kei scene should present androgynous, fantasy people OTL FAIL FAN. But yes, I really like the clashing guitar sounds which is really harmony so I went on to find more of them.

The title is really catching my eyes: Ascendead Master (what is that? LOL)

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZYYYYYY Harmony clashing beats, and KAMIJO's voice (oh, yes, the guy that talked to Gackt before, he is the vocal, forgot to tell you guys that LOL) are just....... The kind of voice that I'd listen to with such ill rhythm!

I think I'm in love with this band. Seriously, what is there not to love? Harmony metal, great vocal, doll-like appearances, crazy people who are crazy in their music, gahhh... just totally love it.

And seriously guys, all of you who believes Edward Cullen is a vampire, you should check this band's vocalist out. KAMIJO.

Pretty sure KAMIJO's image was inspired by Tom Cruise' Lestat

From Interview With The Vampire; a trilogy by Anne Rice

Edward? He isn't Vampire enough for me, sorry folks. I did both reading and watching.

No, not for me :(

Wow. KAMIJO is not even my favorite member in VERSAILLES, its Teru and Yuki OTL

I will just introduce their members after this post. Its supposed to be a comeback post, a warm one but I spazz without intending to -__- Long post is long. And today is actually Super Junior's special stage on Inkigayo? And I haven't spazzed about Sungmin's drama which is PRESIDENT (YAAAAAAAYYYYYY!) here, but I do it almost like 24/7 at my twitter. So, if you guys are still stuck in blogs, myspace, facebook, come jump in to the bandwagon of TWITTER. Its super cool, I tell you. LOL

Till next post! CIAO MIAO (LOL copied from Hoshie!)

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: To be COMPLETELY honest, I forgot how I discover VERSAILLES. But its pretty much like that. Ahe :P ENJOY the vids!

*roadie : the band or support members who tours alongside other, usually, famous or more recognized band around nation or cities.

If you're still wondering why is this blog Sayanghaeyo

2010-10-30T04:47:00.001+08:00

Pretty much says it all :D

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

Of This Upcoming Raya and Homesick

2010-09-01T12:32:00.005+08:00

Norfy: *still fasting* Come, lets take a peek. Uuuuuuuu~~

Sungmin : GO AWAY, CREEPER.

Norfy: I'M FASTING, NOT A CREEPER

And thats two completely different adjective and adverb.

Is that even adverb?

............

Ok, fail.

Ok. Its not like I don't want to post about Sungmin's newly found tattoo; I mean, hey! Its his own will, like, okay........if he likes it, then its fine. APPROVE anyway. LOL I just get curious on what is that text-long worth of tattoo and why is it at his back? LMAO Credits to PerMINent.Net for being all cautious :D

Norfy is a girl who loves to run away from the hecticness of her real task to do something else in life. LOL I do a blog post when I'm supposed to write my corrections for 4 articles, 2 in English and 2 in Malay. Meh. Yeah, I guess I'm kind of a "TAKE ME AWAAAAAAAYYYY! TAKE ME AWAAAAAYY!!" when I came across being hectic (aaaanndd, screwed up).

Babble much/slapsself.

Whattup much for my Raya. I can't wait, like, seriously can't wait XD First, its a break for varsity which means running back to my hometown! OMG I LOVE YOU JB! ~~And Air Katira Abu Bakar, Murtabak Kampung Melayu, Mee Rebus Haji Wahid, Otak-otak Kempas, Nasi lemak Senibong, Pineapple Tart~~ I want to do my haiiiiiiirrrr, I want to hook the nicest baju kurung in silver metallic (this year's official color for my family), I want pedicure, manicure, akjg;akjgaj;gkjkaj calm down Norfy. You still got 37 hours to go home. Sabar boleh tak?

Ok la, I admit. Despite studying near to Johor (I used to study at Terengganu before) and had much dose of everything I want being here in Selangor, I just....I don't know why it made my desire to be home often even higher. LOL OK la, I homesick la. Imagine staying at Seoul for 3 years? I think I can be crazy, I am too local, too much of girl next door (really? LOL). That is why getting married to all the SJ boys are just out of my league :P Imagining of that just made me OMG! NO! NO NASI LEMAK AND PENANG CHAO GUO TIAO? CAN'T LIVE ~~And why when it comes to Malaysia its all about food? Then I wonder why my weight scale tend to increase? LOL~~

DIAM LA NORFY.

OK.

I'll go back writing my articles.

Bye you guys :')

LOL the guy at 0:56,

he can be my friend of OPENING YOUR JAW BIG AND LOUD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Oh, TBH. I do mind a bit when I encountered the news of Ming with tattoo, but thats just my feelings. His tattoo would grow on me, like how his cuteness grew on me up till now ^^ He is still Lee Sungmin what? LOL

HAI

2010-08-18T02:39:00.004+08:00

My small hand is trying to reach for the stars;

Realizing there are too many obstacles to go there.

Give up?

Absolutely NOT :)

I. Am. Dying. So. Freaking. Busy.

By the way, just want to let you know that I'm still alive. LOL

Do wait for my actual comeback.

This time, no promises .___. I need to get a grip with myself first.

I love you guys.

BYE

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

Why, hello there emotional post?

2010-06-18T04:19:00.003+08:00

Stated above. I need a place to rant.

It might be because I'm selfish. It might be because I'm afraid. I'm blaming the whole thing to myself for what happened, because I'm the one who is responsible and attracted such things to happen to me though I'm not asking it. Its the law of attraction.

Maybe I was too avid of running and chasing towards what I believe I'm going to be in the next 5 years, I've abandoned lots of important people behind. Slowly, I've become like how I'm afraid I'd be the past 2 years ago.

I'd sounds so selfish that I say I want to see you and talk with you when I don't even attend your convocation day. I don't send any flowers, I don't congratulate you, I don't even call you.

Its sounds bull-shit.

But I was afraid I'm going to let you down or given you false hope.

I can't be there. I really want to. I've promised you when I'm seeing nobody at my own convo. But with my very little man-power, plus the greed that I had in me to pursue what I'm trying to do. I don't have the guts to call you, to say I'm sorry I couldn't make it. It'll hurt you. And I couldn't call you to congratulate, I felt so down-right horrible.

I should've not promise anything. And the fact that you trust me so much. I don't know.

I don't even know how to apologize. I don't know how to start asking news from you. I'm all alien now for you. And I know nobody is to be blame on but myself.

I want to talk to you, I really do. . . . . I just hope you understand the fact that I'm too ambitious and greedy. . . Oh look, I'm being selfish again.

I hope I could straighten things back after this emo post. I love you, you should know that. You're always be my favorite son because you're always there when the others are not. . . .

Much love,

Norfy

p/s: I never change; the environment is different but how important you is to me had never change. Never

For Delusional Fangirls

2010-06-09T08:59:00.003+08:00

I used to call Sungmin as my husband in my early years getting involved in KPOP.

And at that time, people hardly took glance on Sungmin, at least on the circle of people I know (LOL its amazing how out of 10 people, 6 of them loves Donghae or Heechul the most XD). So I have Sungmin all by myself to be called as....hubby. Yes, I used to be possessive over him. I got all upset when P-Sshi said she likes Sungmin too despite the fact her ultimate bias is Donghae XD

And on explosive Sorry Sorry era, I encountered lots of Sungmin's fans. I was....overwhelmed. I was so happy that I get to actually appreciate that one man together with other people who think similarly with me. I stopped using 'my hubby' because apparently, Sungmin isn't for me alone to own after all. My circle of acquaintances grew to one group that actually embrace Sungmin as their highly-placed His Majesty in our heart, I know its appropriate to stop claiming him :)

Therefore, I couldn't help to feel annoyed when people starts claiming the boys to be theirs. I know its an old issue; and its up to you if you want to change that habit or not, I'm just saying that, instead of being over-possessive, why not share the love with other people? LOL I used to meet a person who said that she is afraid of that if Super Junior gets more attention, more people would love her 'husband'. I mean....the boys had always wanted to be successful, and by being well-known, that one route can make their dreams come true. Why the selfish note, sayang? :(

So, for delusional fangirls out there, still thinking that any of the girls/boys are yours, claiming it out loud and starts to annoy other people with it:-

AHAHAHAHHAHAAH! BEAR WITH ME! I'M 22 AND MY CHILDHOOD WAS SPENT DURING 90s!!! XD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: COME ON AND JOIN! 8D

[060610] SJ at Singapore and guess what I'm doing?

2010-06-06T18:55:00.006+08:00

I'm a Johorean, residing at JB. My place is just few miles away from Singapore but I couldn't make it to see SJ though I had all the advantages with me :/ From speed demon, transportation, people, ticketing and stuffs (LOL Yoojinjin had my backs for the ticketing T.T). And as I expected, judging from what Philippines and Malaysia's SS2's organizers did, the route of SJ's arrival are channeled somewhere else to avoid the crowd of fans. I feel bad for all the spectators and fans there, truly sorry for what have happened, but at least, do know that they acknowledged your presence there and felt the warmness that you guys displayed :) So don't be upset much, feel a bit better about it, please? ^___^

So! Instead, I did some weight training and its 2.2kgs (5lbs) for both my biceps and triceps. Before this, I just had some push ups and darn it! I'M SO HEAVY I CAN'T PULL MYSELF ROFL!! So I think its best for me to start taming my muscle first with the dumbbell that my papa bought for my brother which went to waste -_____- I was shaky at first (the same thing happened while I'm doing push ups) and its sore so bad, but I know, its a good pain :D

OH! And I did my lunges again after 48 hours of break. Surprisingly, it doesn't hurt so much like it does before :D :D :D I'M SO HAPPY!! And when I'm dancing to Galjeung, I can feel that my kick is much more powerful and it feels easier to do so 8D

Now I need to get down with my abs. I was so afraid to do the crunch since I'm imagining my back bones to break ;_____; I had a lousy vertebrata, it hurts severely when I'm on my menses. Though I had my calcium fixed, I'm still so very afraid to do the crunch. LOL I better not be so paranoid and try first 50 crunches/day :)

I can't wait for the fancams/fanpiccies of the Samsung's Showcase; and all the piccies ^______^ Remember to visit ChocoFam and SJ-WORLD for spazzings and updates! Will update my calorie intake of the day soon enough after 11PM :3

I want to be Krystal and hugs Sulli like this T^T Sulli....why steal unnie's heart? You're so precious, unnie loves you so much ;A; ♥

Sayanghaeyo

Nory

p/s: Meh~ I want media to ask Yoobin on how she manage to get such abs and shapely legs after all the horrible coverage on her packing some meats a year ago~ Seriously! We had the same issue at the same time but she is so diligent, she got teh abs when I'm still pulling myself together into it LOL

[050610] Basic Exercise and what I eat today

2010-06-05T17:26:00.004+08:00

I do my exercise everyday at 3-4AM or 2-3AM or sometimes I just enjoyed myself too much it'd be until 6AM .__. Don't follow this pattern, its unhealthy but I can't find the time for myself so I space out these ungodly hours to do my work out. Which means 7 times/week, 1-2 hours.

Usually I just do some aerobics (LOL FAIL DANCE SHOULD DO THE TRICK) for the whole hour (roughly 12 songs) and when I'm not on semester break, I walk 2.3 KM from my sorority to my faculty :) It helped me lose 5 KG LOL But I got bored so I add some spice to work out routine.

So now, I'm doing 30 minutes of aerobics and 30 minutes of basic exercise like lunges, crunches and push ups.

Aerobics are staple to me. So I'll cut the basic exercises to some skipping; jumping jack (lompat bintang) and well I'm planning to do some pilates soon XD. And I haven't had the time yet, but I'm going to sign up for my college's swimming class ;D That'd be nice too. Not to add that I'm interested on kick-boxing (MARIEL!!! I WANT PINK BOXING GLOVES TOO!!).

I want to do cycling too, to own a bicycle is a problem to me. LOL Because believe it or not, I never ride a two-wheel bicycle before u_____u FAIL VERY MASH. Thank you~

I don't like running, so I neglects jogging in my work out. LMAO! But lunges that hurts me so much should help me running better and I probably would add jogging once I get stronger lungs and legs ;)

While planning your exercise, please do remember to match it with your level of fitness. If you've had not working out for a very long time, you might want to do some mild work out first and gradually increasing it. Don't compare yourself with the others, we had very different body needs so you should personalize yours.

As a kick start, you might want to do this work out :)

As Seen on KBS; New Millennium Health Work Out, credits to hetic8 for uploading it ^^

Download the video here :)

As for what I had today;

~~will edit later ^^V~~

I had only 2 small bowl of rice + veggies and eggs [57.4cal for 2 servings of veggies + 225cal for a a bowl of rice = 2 small bowls of rice]

Day: 282.4 cal

and

A slice of bread + garlic spread (which altogether led me to 300cal!! T.T)

Today; I've only had 582.4cal ._______. But since I'm just sitting at home doing nothing, it serves me right though. I don't feel much of a hunger, probably because I'm drinking lots of water (so I'm a frequent visitor of our hwajangshil LOL).

Imagine if I multiple that intake; that would be like... 1747.2cal which nearly enough for the whole day where you should be active (walking a lot, moving around etc).

If you're interested to count the calories that you need, feel free to visit here :) It helps you to calculate and personalize your calorie needs, according to your daily activities ^^

Beastly Fangirl?

2010-06-05T02:22:00.006+08:00

I'm going to warn you again, this is kinda Sungmin-related LOL So if you're bored already, you can just skip Sungmin's part and scroll down or just leave gracefully this filthy blog LOL

Remember Oppa Band? Hmm....no? How about this?

LOL sorry sayangzz, I can't seem to find a YouTube video that streams the exact cut of this one episode, its episode 6 ;)

Yeah. I know. He is a lean guy, isn't he? Well, thats what I think too. Mostly because, he used to say by himself that he is the type that gain weight easily and hard to gain mass muscle like Siwon. Thats why you can see his arms are firm (how do I know? O_____O LOL) but its not that shapely, like, muscular like Hyuk's or the other boys.

Sungmin updates his cyworld regularly about his diet. . . . and its hurting me when he said he really want to eat this and that but he can't, he is on diet. Aishh.... and its sounds like, its so hard for him to stay in shape, notably he is an idol and he needs to appear perfect and whatnot.

I'm going to make you reminisce back even later. The year of U promotion? I guess? LOL

The members made him do this. LOL and he faced backwards but lift his shirt anyways. Why? I am pretty sure, he had nothing there that is proud to show off. Yeah~ like that.

However, reading his regular cyworld updates, we can see how hard is he training himself. he had been doing all his best to overcome that one thing people kept saying YOU CAN'T DO. Aside of dieting, he seems to do a lot of exercises. I think he is a fitness freaks once because he was jealous of Siwon's body, exercises a lot with Hyuk, Dongdong and Jungsoo, got all fired up boxing at the back when camera is filming other members aaaaaaaaaannnd, he said that he is into boxing once while recording Intimate Note to Kangin. I was....ok. Ming, I know you want to be buff and stuff, but...you talking about it a lot of times are....wow. Ming, are you sure?

And 2010 came, making the boy 24, so does BONAMANA released.

Guess what?

No kidding...................... THIS IS FOR REAL.

So I was awed. Again, I couldn't believe him for doing that. I mean, its his genes betrayal that he couldn't gain such Michaelangelo's like body but well, HE DID IT. He goes all out and most important is, he goes against his genes. Its amazing and when people was busy drooling over his abs (ok I do it too, who wouldn't?) I was thinking HE HAD BEEN WORKING SO HARD! I CAN'T SEE THIS COMING, LIKE SERIOUSLY. LOL I'm realistic -_______- So yeah.

I'm not going to begin my paragraph with another 'so', so I decided to add something before it. For as long as I've been a fan of Ming's, I've been in his crusade to go on a diet. I had been doing some exercise occasionally because I need to boost my energy when I'm going for SS2 (I FAIL, I FAINTED LOL). But this one achievement of his, makes me think a lot deeper.

This might scares you, but I decided to follow his trail, to be a beastly fangirl myself.

OK. Don't think of me being those ladies bulking up muscles and struts them off, oily and shiny on body building contest! LOL Of course not!

I was just having the thoughts of shedding this unnecessary fats that I had been storing up; and had long been accepting it because of my dinosaur's genetic. Its time to change that mind set and starts to stay healthy. I really want to jump higher, runs on longer journey without panting and gets no help from the guys when I'm lifting something heavy. I can do it by myself ;) Plus, it'd be great to still stand up straight when you're 50-70 years old and have pretty good health to do things by yourself, its a life-long investment we're talking about here ;D

Having those strong arms and legs, straight posture, flexible body and better body function sounds like too long of a time to do. I used to joke around some other sayangzz that I want to be Super Junior's body guard and make a dramatic story line like Whitney Houston and Kevin Costner's Bodyguard movie. LOL XD JUST KIDDING!

Just so you know, I've been starting to work out and had been soring up my muscle. I ends up walking like a duck for 3 days because of the lunges that I did D: but when I learnt that its a good pain; which means your muscle response to what you've done, I'm so happy ^__^

Now, real announcement:-

I'll make Sayanghaeyo as my indicator and diet diary from now on XP I'll be reporting whatever I've ate and what kind of exercise have I done. I am so so sorry if you're bothered about this ;___; but I'm young. And I want to be fit. So if you want to jump in the bandwagon with me, LETS DO IT TOGETHET! I'll be your fitness buddy! XD

In case you think I'm gaga-ing over the boys for being nekkid and stuffs. Nah~ I have been dealing with full-attire Ming since I first knew him and I appreciate that he let us know he is such an achiever in that BONAMANA booklet. Well, I know I couldn't love him any less even if he is appearing like this for the new concept:-

credits: OPPAYA (2sungmin.com)

shared by xenxen@sj-world.net

Because Sungmin is like a pearl shining so bright of his inner glow. His versatility is what holds him strong even when he is a veteran in the entertainment field one day.

And now I'm pretty sure I'm going to let this blog be a very vain blog ._____. LOL I'm stupid like that.

Anyhow, thanks for reading ^^ Lets be fit together. AH-GO GO GO GO!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Follow me at @SungminSayang if you think you want to read my everyday craps XD

4th teases us with a little pic

2010-05-04T08:25:00.004+08:00

source: NEWSEN and Sookyeong
Hmmmm boy, I like that ;D

More news about it here and here.

My 2 cents: LOL why did I feel the come back is a bit rush and the concept is kind of a cycle of Ring Ding Dong? Whatever, its testosterone we're talking here. ROFL! I thought Hyukjae was JO KWON! I can't seem to recognize him at first LOL! And Kyu....oh nais. Sleek short hair. Oh. NAIS. SHINDONG! KEEP THAT HAIR. I LOVE THAT HAIR!! PRETTY PLEASE!

And I'm loving Sungmin's bad ass look, it suits him. I'm imagining him belting his electric guitar with that look. OMG. Please let it be something rock-ish + a little house. That'd make a perfect OUTSTANDING trend despite of candy-funk loaded right now in K-POP.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: OK! Spread the pictures/news around, babes and dudes ;D WE'RE GOING TO ROCK THE HOUSE DOWN WITH 4TH JIB! Like it, or not

SORRY SORRY, BUT ITS OUR TIME AGAIN

Weeccky weeccky wow wow! Bang bang~

2010-04-25T02:53:00.005+08:00

I'm in the midst of exam period and I'm trying to struts some stress out here. LOL

So everybody is feeling the heat of SJ's 4th Album which is going to come out real soon; it gets worst when the boys started to change their appearance, working out (SEE EXAMPLE ON MY POST BEFORE/sorry this blog is Sungmin bias =3=) and of course, the Twitter fever amongst them! LOL

It starts with ShinsFriends, continues with donghae861015 (but I think henrylau89 and Choi_SW joined first before him? LOL but I'm too skeptical to believe those are legit accounts at fist -W-) and myblacksmile out of the blue joined the chaos. LOL and OUR DIVA steps in with Hee18 first before he Cyworlded about how he is struggling with it! LOL He cancelled the account and starts an obnoxious new one with the name of Heedictator. Those drama happened in one day. . . . That is sooooooooo him. LOL

You don't have twitter yet? COME DO ONE! And make sure to follow these oppas and ehem, FOLLOW ME! LOL Oh, kamon. At least say thank you for giving you links? LOL

I always love Plurking, but twitter comes really handy especially to update me with news and what happened around my friends and stuffs. Yeah, not much of FB user but I do have one, like, finally -_____- LOL But I don't update much there. I love Twitter and Plurk better :P

So I'm incredibly happy that our beloved SJ members are giving efforts to be much closer to their international fans :3 Shindong is probably the most senior in Twitter amongst SJ members, so he is really good at controlling his Twitter ^^ I just need to share the LULz especially Ming's failure on uploading pic XD LOL Donghae is giving effort on saying something in English (LOL he wanted to be friends with a Filipino celebrity XD) and Heenim's case with Twitter is the MOST EPIC. LOL

YOU HAVE TO SIGN UP FOR TWITTER AND JOIN THE FUN ELFs

I think our love from the whole wide world are getting to them, slowly :D Come and visit SJ-WORLD and see how you could help to support the 4th Album fan support ^^

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

P/S: I don't put any pictures or videos. Sorry..... I'M JIGGLY PUFF.

4th Jib WOULD DEARLY KILL ME BECAUSE....

2010-04-18T11:09:00.004+08:00

vTHISv

*stealing this from perMINent@Twitter

And I'm not a perv. I'm just....anticipating. KTHNXBAI.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I'm not a perv ._____. *innocent* OK. BRB. Blood couldn't stop running from my nose.

Laughing Out In The Air! CHYEAH!

2010-04-17T08:41:00.004+08:00

A short post because I'm still in my hiatus and I'll be facing final exams soon *need your prayers sayangzz, pretty please ;A;*

Heard of KPOP groups coming to town. Well, a lot of them. Too many that I grew suspicious. Sorry, I'm skeptical. (generally media people is like this, LOL. Publisher wannabe XD).

My advise that I know, it came to repeat very often to all my sayangzz:-

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING UNTIL THERE IS OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT FROM THE ARTIST' THEMSELVES.

Also

PAY ATTENTION TO PROFESSIONALISM.

Because no KPOP fans should get their hopes crushed into pieces, they deserves only the truth, the best and the reliable ones when it comes to getting their dreams come true.

As much of you know how heavily biased I am, I still had this sense of a 'fan'. I know exactly how you feel in your shoes as a fan no matter what fandom you're in therefore, I am your friend when it comes to being a fan. And fan to fan, I'm speaking. Boldly, for our rights. Yes. This is Sayanghaeyo.

Thats it, I love you guys and keep on rocking as a fan or as a human being! Prove to them all we rock in every field!! *rock fingers-sign*

credits to jajhejijoju92

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Spazzing so much because of Mimi's solo stage; thats just.....love and oh myyyyyyy~ his voice is just....OMG! HE SHOULD GET MORE LINES!!! Also~ sharing the great success of SJ-WORLD for SS2 :D :D :D

Eheeeee~~ click click click click *seductive*

COME QUIT FANGIRLING WITH ME

2010-04-04T03:43:00.002+08:00

APRIL FOOL

Just pretend you got fool-ed or else I'll cry LMAO

Until The World Is Filled With Sapphire Blue Balloons

and

Until I get to say to Sungmin; I admire him so much.

Will forever be Everlasting Friend

and

Sayanghaeyo

Would continue to live no matter what.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

[ANNOUNCEMENT] Sayanghaeyo is closing

2010-04-01T02:36:00.005+08:00

Hello there, sayangzz

Yes, like I've stated in my title post. Yes. Sayanghaeyo is closing. And this would be the last post of Sayanghaeyo.

Its hard to say it out; but like what I've been concerned of quite some times ago; finally its getting to me.

I'm quitting fangirling.

For all these time, I thought I was one strong girl with loyalty more than a bunch to our beloved Super Junior and KPOP fandom mostly. So I went all out, strutting and giving out what I got, trying to make it all possible.

But it hit me one time, that I am not going anywhere with this.

I'm an university student with average scoring; fangirling had taken almost 85% of my life and it leaves me merely 5% to study diligently and score my best. Its really upsetting; I've been depressing about it for several times already but I keep on motivating myself; saying that I could do this.

But it hurts too much. All I want to do is to do well at school and when I get myself involved into fangirling; its all the time that I had for it. Talking about bad time management. And the only solution for such a failure like me; I need to remove one LESS IMPORTANT from my life to achieve the best of the best at the other part.

So I gave up fangirling.

This was long decided early this year actually. But since SS2 is coming to town, all stuffs that I need to take responsible with, I just take in and bear with it. I thought of announcing my resignation right after SS2 (thats the reason I'm reluctant to post fan account) but theres some problems I'm experiencing for weeks after SS2, so I need to take hold of the announcement.

Now the final problem is all done, here I am declaring to you.

I know, it might sounds too drastic. I barely am E.L.F. for 2 years and I'm quitting already. Its so irony on how I kept saying I'll be forever E.L.F.

But I got ambitions to catch up with. I got family to make them believe in me with. I am just a normal human being. I am not a super girl.

Thank you so much anyway, for the joy that we share together, spazzing about the boys and girls together, being silly, dreamy and dorky. Its really nice to know you guys, dudes and babes all these while, I'll keep in touch with you all, don't forget to add me at MSN if you still wants to be my friend :') I will always keep blue as really meaningful color to me and I would always cherish the moment that we had together, no matter how little or huge it is. I will treasure it forever.

Thank you so much Super Junior for the love and joy you gave me, thank you so much to all the sayangzz that I know, that I don't know, that I'm yet to know. Thank you so much for supporting and following this crappy blog of Sayanghaeyo till the end of it. Thank you, thank you so much.

At the end of this post when you're reading this;

I am no longer

Everlasting Friend (E.L.F.)

and within 24 hours of posting this

SAYANGHAEYO

would forever vanish from this earth

Thank you so very much, I love you guys, I sayang semua-semua

Norfy

8TV Nite Live : Catch up TV FINALLY! XD

2010-03-29T13:58:00.004+08:00

I remembered back then when Progression won the Sorry Sorry dancing contest at 8TV Nite Live, I was looking for catch up tv at 8tv.com.my but couldn't find any trace of them D: So I did requested for it, and I believed most of the viewers and avid fans of the show requested it too :)

AND........

*Drum rolls*

CHANG CHANG CHANG CHANG CHAAAAAAAANNG!!

ITS HERE!!!!

*click on image for larger view :D

How proud I am to see that finally 8TV Nite Live is listed when I hover my clicky at the Catch Up TV button at the main page of 8tv.com.my ^________^ *confetti*

Don't forget to visit here to get to know the show and the emcees better XD

CHECK IT OUT HERE

Kamon! Bookmark it, pay a visit to them regularly, spazz about them, spread around

and don't forget to give them a lot of love! :D

I really miss chatting at 8TV Nite Live and follow the show diligently, unfortunately my time as a student + fangirl recently had taken a toll on me and sometimes I just watch, I couldn't response :( though I'm dying to do so. Sayangzz out there, who had time, please, please, please show your love to the show ^_____^ At least, I know one viewer who couldn't watch (me, LOL) would get another 30 new viewers pershow (I'm unrealistically ambitious, LOL!!!).

Hopefully, 8TV Nite Live will continue spreading their wings a lot wider and soar higher than our expectation is :D

Because I'm an addict to the show, and because I love to spread love rather than hate ^___^V

EDIT:

CONGRATULATIONS to my gay partner, my sayang, my bb, my dearest SMAP GANG; Hoshie a.k.a Sherer for becoming the Cassiopeia Family forum's admin!!! Hopefully we could see more Cassiopeia being active the year coming here in Malaysia :) You got my support babe, Cassiopeia + E.L.F. + Shawol + SONE = SM Love XD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I really can't give up on giving updates about Ming, don't I? If you have twitter and loves to get updates on Ming news (its not Sungmin's official twitter account) please follow perMINent ^__^

If

2010-03-26T13:46:00.004+08:00

*I'm still in cloud 9 after a week of SSII, so please forgive me if you found me annoying/irritating/unreasonable/poyo/perasan/bitch but like I've told you, I'm high with delusional thoughts and I need to share it here before I go insane or my sorority sis send me to TAMPOI or TANJUNG RAMBUTAN!! LOL*

If you know that

I was closing my eyes when you're serenading

At the same place, at the same time, together with you.

Your voice went straight to my heart.

I'm so happy, listening to your serenades alive is what I really like to do.

And it realized after a year confessing my love to you.

I couldn't ask for more as your fan.

You went by to where I was at

If only you really see

I was blowing kisses for you

I would like to think you saw me doing that,

a foreign fan of yours is blowing kisses to you

Even if you don't

I'm just glad I conveyed my love to you through those gestures

If its alright

I beg to you to please let me think that you saw me did that

After that, you never went by to my side again.

I'm fine. I understand you're well loved, you got people to entertain.

Thats the purpose you're there

I'm happy to know lots of people are in love with you as much as I did.

Hopefully you'll receive more love in the future, with different ranges of people :)

Its weird to me that I cried

When I see you updated your Cyworld with nothing but happiness.

You're happy, at my country, doing what you love to do

If only I could be allowed to think that

You're happy since you've got few air-kisses LOL

How I would really like to see you again

and talk to you comfortably

and listening to you attentively

If you could wait for a bit

Lets grow together in our own terms and ways

and then, lets meet again ^^

sa-jib dae-bak!!!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I SERIOUUUUUUUUSSSLLY APOLOGIZE if you really feels the sudden urge of puking when you read this post. LOL I just need to vent it out somewhere! Do you have any delusional thoughts too? LOL Share with me here by posting comments below ^^

:) 90 degrees bows

2010-03-23T14:33:00.006+08:00

2006

ninjakittening@YT

2010

Supersinyoung@YT

Personally, I understand some fans really, really want to see them again and again, more and more. But for me, I would like them to shop or do normal stuffs at ease, at least they could do that here in Malaysia. Even though my body is aching to run and chase them; so I could feel their existence near me; I, had nothing but this GREATER penchant to separate my real life with fangirling.

Thus my brain thought like this:-

They are my idols. They are my Super Junior. I love them so much. But to meet them while I'm screaming at public place, I. . . .IDK, thats not me. I respect them too much to do so.

But then again, the fans who'd been following them wants to show their love, that they're well accepted here in Malaysia~ I'm going nothing against that. Just remember not to hurt them and show really good manners :)

sjm7rainbow@YT

Excentrique13@YT

RuinedPaperclip@YT

Oh, no :(
What happen?
.....
COME TO THE RESCUE!!!

NENO NENO NENO NENOOOO NEEEENOOOOOO~~

*running stomps of boots*

Lets heal them with the power of love!

*nods* YES! Lets do that!

Go go go go~
--------
Collecting CINTA

Charging up SAYANG

Harvesting KASIH

Can we heal them?

*nods*

LETS HAVE FAITH!

GO GO GO GO!

dropdead24@YT

sjm7rainbow@YT

:) :D :) :D :D :D :D XD

♥

♥♥

♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

Don't mind the weird shape; its just me being random :P

And with love, with love, love, love, love and love, two broken hearts are warmed up again~

Hopefully it'll continue being fuzzily warm at the last stop; SS2 MANILA! :D

Please give our Filipino ELFs a lot of support ^^

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

Bawang-ing will go frighten Edward Cullen away

2010-03-09T18:45:00.003+08:00

Just so if you want to ask me anything. I'm currently bored. LOL

http://onioning.com/SungminSayang

WHAT HAPPEN TO ALL THE RANTINGS AND WHY DO I KEPT TALKING ABOUT MYSELF?

Spare me a bit. I need a space to breathe~ Hiieeeuuuu Hiieeeuuuu~~ can I sayang?

Edit:

I just realized that I talked about Sungmin every single updates that I had before. What the. . . . This is sick. . . and scary. LOL

S.A.Y.A.N.G is L.O.V.E

2010-03-03T02:13:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY TO 8TV NITE LIVE!!

Oh, yes gaiz. They've turned a year the last 1st March and I just get my chance to wish them in Sayanghaeyo, personally with all the Sayangzz witnessing ^^

The first time I blogged about 8TV Nite Live was back in last year's May; Sayanghaeyo is really green during that time (and I'm such a noob, I kept ranting about old videos of K-Pop LOL) and Hunny Madu was the host back then :D The show is fairly new and the variety is drawing me to love it. I remember before Hunny Madu leave the show, she asked the viewers about what the viewers would like to see in 8TV Nite Live ;) Eventually, and gradually, the show concluded a segment that I love the most, K-Pop segment.

However, the essential part that made me follow 8TV Nite Live diligently is how the viewers could communicate with the staffs and the emcees :D And I like the facts and informations that the show is updating us viewers; I really had broader view on gadgets and technologies recently because. . . . . Mike is such a great techno-freak.

AND OF COURSE. The lovely emcees strutting things, ramblings, very laid back and fun! They kept changing people but FINALLY found the permanent ones, our lovely Jules unnie (coz I like her so mash), Mike sunsaengnim (becoz I learnt A LOT of techy stuffs from him LOL) and Moe oppa (JUST BECAUSE), and of course the staffs behind which I think is a very great team ^^ YOU GUYS ARE PACKING WHOLE LOTS OF AWESOMEZZZZZ!

. . . . . . I drafted this back when I was doing a wish vid. And and and. . . . LOL Thank you 8TV Nite Live! I love you even moar~ and I wish I have the power to tell people to enjoy the show just how I enjoyed it :) *fangirl's spazzes* LOL I sounds like a CREEPER and STALKER when MnM said "She is everywhere, twitter, blog, facebook*, chatbox," XD But at some apparent point, I took that as a compliment. *easily flattered*

FYI, I still remember Wall said I'm going to answer KPop idols in my test when I texted at the chat carpet; I'm going to have an exam the next day ROFL. :fist:

----------------------------------------------------

And I just need to have my say on Sungmin

ROFL He brings Hyaku everywhere? Seriously go get married Ming XD

Hee~ I am glad that he opens up a little bit of himself finally. I've been suspecting him feeling that way (as in being in the 'average' range in almost every field of entertainment) since the days of SJ during Adonis Camp. I always think of that way; do Sungmin ever felt something like that? Like inferior or something. And I'm happy he could finally open up about it. He kept too much things by himself and I'm afraid he might be stressful at one point. Letting it out would be a good therapy (and good topic to get in variety show too! LOL!).

Am I being too obsessed that I want him to talk about his private life? D: No. Its not that. Its just that, it'd be good if he could at least share his portion of life being an idol. Oh, well. Ming is a really private person I guess *cough*soundslikesomeone*cough*

Ming: I got a stick, FEAR ME.

Norfy: *is not scared* Try again

Ming: You'll just see what I'd do k k k k k k

Of course Sungmin. You'd be thriving the entertainment field just how you want it. But first, of course, a lot more hard work. I'll be always supporting you, our multi-talented Sungmin~ I'll work harder just how you're working hard too ^^ Wouldn't that be fair, Ming oppa?

Let us shine at our own field just how we want it. You as Lee Sungmin, and me as a fangirl.

You can check him saying so here. I couldn't embed it here, it was disabled by the uploader ;)

Norfy: akhoai;hga;jgkamhknh;kah;aj;akhkahka

Ming: Don't tell me I don't warn you kkkkkkk

Norfy: AM SO GOING TO KILL YOU AT MALAYSIA

Ming: SEE WHOSE THE ONE GOT KILLED

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: About 2PM's case with Jaebum; as I always did. I don't take sides. But the chaos that embarked quite getting on my nerves. I'll explain my stance about this soon, since theres a lot of you out there are being quite emotional about this without the base; I decided to talk about it. Soon enough. And I'd be talking about Hangeng too, just so my Hottest friends wouldn't say I'm bias and I don't have any idea about 2PM because I'm too shallow on fangirling over SJ. OUCH! That hurts.

p/s/s: In a lighter note; EVERYBODY SHOULD WATCH SHINEE's HELLO BABY. Its too cute and I found my stresses released just by looking at the cute Yoogeun and of course, the adorkable SHINee. Shoot. Jjong and Onew are seriously the same as me -___-;

Imma be Imma be Imma Imma be . . . .

2010-02-09T03:48:00.006+08:00

Almost 4 in the morning and I just finished my Korean cluttering home works. I did some intensive study since I found myself being left out at some apparent point. LOL! Oh, and while I'm typing this, heck I forgot to hang dry my red dress and funny how I need to wear it tomorrow at 1PM. I hope it'd dry soon enough for me to wear on our faculty's event =3=

I don't know how to give you a picture of the ridiculously busy me in the past few weeks. At some point, I found myself randomly dancing and annoying my room mate/class mate just because I couldn't even think how can I cope with my own schedule. It's insane; but I love my life. I feels so important and useful. And the greatest thing is not to get bored.

I like to do my best; I really want to. And I do learnt that if I run for this, I wouldn't get the other. But really, I'm such a stubborn girl. I wouldn't give up until I found myself FAILed on that.

My university is probably the most insane university with 7 subjects per semester to pass through. For my current semester, we need to do lots of out-campus research and not that I don't enjoy it, but the fact that we also got additional tasks like being in the student body. I love my faculty, I do. But for a fangirl who is busy basking herself on fanclubs and spent majority of her life online, the activities are kind of. . . . irritating to me. But as I'm a dedicated student and would like to stay as a good fangirl/student, I'd attend. Every each of them. To support. Yeah. I'mcornysodon'tstartaskingwhy.

I do tell you how BAD I am in designing stuffs. Yes. And for my own torture, this semester we need to do lots of designing stuffs. Wow. And I don't even know what the heck is lasso tool when I sneaked in Photoshop. Not to mention we had to be specialized on InDesign as well, oh. You know, Publishing students. We do Illustration later on @.@ OMG. . . . Please let me be alive.

As to keep my energy HIGH, I walked to campus. So I wouldn't pant when I need to have high stamina in the future. When I hit back home, I'm so freaking tired and went to sleep earlier than I'd expect myself to fall asleep. My sorority sisters always found me lying in front of the tellly; struggling to watch tv LOL

One task down; still I got piling jobs to be done. And to actually REALLY understand one subject; I need more time to study and to be away from Darius. But being away from Darius means leaving fangirling for a while. And its really scary when I did that, I GET EVEN MORE JOBS to be done. Seriously, why is it so hard to be a uni student+fangirl?

I almost cry at a point. When I need a friend to talk to about this, its almost impossible. Think about it, who would understand why do I need to take fangirling seriously? Simply people would kindly/cynically ask me to erase away that one hobby of mine. And if I went to fangirls, LOL. Not everybody knew me really well as in privately me. Some just totally scared of me, some are taking me for granted and some just don't care. Really, I'm struggling by myself all this while.

What motivates me is you. Yes. You. ELFs out there. Why do I need to be here, why am I being so hard on myself, is because of you. I had the ability, I'll use it. I had the chance, I'll take it. I had a dream, I'll achieve it. Everything I did, you fangirls out there are my motivation.

And when I'm almost giving up; thinking this is too much for me to handle;

I know Sungmin is facing a lot more hardships than I do. And he keep on amusing people with his awesome hardworking attitude. Its been a while since I see him updating his Cyworld. And I know he had been so busy, he didn't have time to. What Sungjin wrote on his brother's page convinced me that my prediction is nothing but accurate.

Sungmin had never fail to motivates me as to bring out the best in me. If he is walking slowly; achieving his dreams to be a multi-talented entertainer, why can't I jogs slowly besides him, achieving my own dreams to be a multi-purpose person (ROFLMAO!!) in future. He probably had his share of bitterness as to get to where he is right now, I might be experiencing it now.

Since when hooded-sweats looks sexy to me? *_______*

Its not too much to say that Sungmin had been my drugs since I made him my bias. To only had a thoughts of him randomly could make me smile and filled with enormous energy to move on.

I hope it applies to you all out there too ^^ Happy Early Chinese New Year~ This year is a Tiger year, I hope everybody could ROAR even more this year! XD And yeay for SSII is going to happen in this year too~ we just need our Beijing Fried Rice, our Kibum actor and Bear Kangin to complete this happiness :)

^JUST BECAUSE CHONNY IS AWESOME!!!!^

I'll fly to Australia and break his bones! He is hilarious like seriously XD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I want to say lots of things about Kyuhyun's incident, Shindong's statement and such. But its getting lame if I blogged about it now, its too late LOL. Just I wish you wouldn't be blind on being supportive (you must find a concrete fact) and emotional on plucking them out of your life (you must see the nature of this entertainment tabloid business).

Honesty is such a lonely word

2010-01-31T16:13:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Sarah bb a.k.a ★planecrash- for the pretty poster~ XD

Ask me anything; I will be completely honest ^^

Thank you for being there. I will now go

2010-01-26T17:37:00.001+08:00

say hi to forever

I Will Protect Super Junior

2010-01-25T13:58:00.001+08:00

You may hate them for various reasons

and I don't even care about it

You may hate me for loving them

and I don't care even as in tiny bits

All I know is, Super Junior made me believe in miracle once again

after I thought it was long vanished from this earth

People thought I become their fans merely because of their looks

I could be a fan for more than one boy bands; drools over their looks

and could even find hotter, younger, more good looking boy groups

I could have gone wildly to every each forums and claim love on each of the boy group members, and casually forgetting the 13 boys that is slowly aging.

Its really sad how people couldn't see the inner thoughts I had for them

For proving to the world its possible of getting all 13 different

personalities, talents and image into one group

and stays strong until now,

For getting through the obstacles together with generous smiles and laughter

we didn't know they're crying in their heart instead,

For giving a refreshing breath on every field they touched

they made wonders and unconsciously started new trends,

For being parted into sub-units and still grow a lot closer

even make it big in a totally foreign country together with the other two lovely members,

For teaching us fans to believe in friends no matter what happen

we now know why they call us Ever Lasting Friends

I am Super Junior's Ever Lasting Friends, I am E.L.F.

I will do all my might to protect Super Junior

How about you?

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

(non-typical fangirl)

p/s: in the midst of writing this, my internet disconnected 17 times but I insisted to blog this, I can't stand it when I see Heenim cried. Because he seldom did that in public

*YT credits to RaiBaka, original uploaded credit: thincia的视频空间, thanks to Heekmah who Plurked this video to me

My connection is seriously INDECENT

2010-01-24T14:06:00.003+08:00

*cr: 4minniemink@YT

Oh~ Oh~ Prettiest Hong Gil Dong with ahjumma hair *_______*

Did I told you before that I want to update you with the news of SSII in Malaysia?

I know, I did.

And I know I didn't get you updated. I'm seriously sorry!

For sayangzz who didn't know, I'm a public university student doing Bachelor on Mass Communication Publishing line. I might be underestimating my sequence; for saying I wouldn't be that busy for my second semester. I was wrong. As Publishing students are RARE and limited in numbers, we are pushed and bounded to be active in student's body. I totally didn't expect that; but now I'm assigned as leader for academic field trip. akjg;ajugi;akhmma;lii;mb; you have no idea how PALE I was when I took the responsibility.

Not to mention I took extra learning credits time by taking Korean language which are held as night class. In a week, I got three night classes, two for Korean language and the other one is for International Advertising (I'm going to do magazine anyway, so yeah). I got 8AM-9PM classes for Wednesday and Thursday; I tried my best to stay awake for my assignments and I am mostly free on Monday and Friday. However, I still had discussions, meetings and academic research to be done during the spare time.

I tried my best to get you updated; because I love you guys, I love Super Junior and who ever loves Super Junior shall be loved by myself as well. If I had the gayest chance ever, I'll hug every each of you to thank you for loving Super Junior just as much as I did. Enough said, this is my motivation to keep on going.

And everytime I felt ambitious to give out informations.....

My sorority's connection (yes, yes, I live in sorority, not dormitory ;D because the environment is better) is seriously not helping. It went disconnected by itself for SEVERAL times everytime I went online. We didn't know whats wrong, because the neighbors around us are experiencing the same issue too. I know, I could get a broadband instead, but man...I PAID for this sorority's connection! So I need to use it till the end of this semester, k?

As I tried to apologize, I'm explaining. I'm not trying to make you say:"Ohhh... poor you, so busy, couldn't update," :insert crying emoticon: No. Its just that I had this feeling; people might be saying; "I was waiting for updates! Where the heck is it" just in case if theres any. But if theres isn't...shall I be glad? LOL!

Oh, and thank you so much for all of you who are very kind to wish me on my birthday (even earlier and belated, LOL) because I need all of the wishes so I could get through these first few months of 2010 REAL HARD AND SMOOTH! I'm sorry if I couldn't reply you due to my sucky connection. But ailabeu so much~

Ok, thats it I guess. LET US ALL FIGHTING TOGETHER!!!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: GET UPDATED SOON FOR ONLYSJ T-SHIRT+ SJ GLOW STICK ORDER!!! Watch out for it at Choco Fam and SapphirepearlsMalaysia :D :D :D

Sayanghaeyo On SSII In Malaysia Issue

2010-01-16T09:10:00.007+08:00

Norfy: ARE YOU GUYS COMING OR NOT???

Ryeowook: Awww....look whose begging and crying for us now?

After babbling bad about us in her petty blog~

Jungsoo, Hyuk, DongDong: (Oh yeah, revenge is sweeetttt)

Norfy: AKGJAGMAKMGK;JAKUITYNG!!!

You know, I'm just an E.L.F. with lots of privileges with me and with that, I only would like to cater you guys the best information I could get in hand. Just to help each other. In the name of being a fangirls. I feel you totally.

I know I'm super excited and even day dream almost half of my time since I know Super Junior back in 2008. Can I say I spent the rest of 2009 believing that Super Junior actually had the desire to come to Malaysia? LOL I'm delusional like that.

I believe I'm not alone too.

Since the breakout of that piece of news SSII coming over Malaysia, I was nothing than being excited (I fainted). And the next day of it, I can't help being suspicious (if I could be suspicious on a little boy stealing my manga collections, how am I not to do so for something like this?).

Up until today, though the Dream Maker website had put up the schedule and local organizer had fly over SM Entertainment banners there, I'm still......I don't know. I'm like this. I don't understand this brain of mine either.

From what our sister affiliates (MYSJ) admin , Karen onnie told me, I think we need to all calm down a bit. The ticks are not going to be up until Monday anyway =3=

Anyway, they promised to update about it soon. I'll update Sayanghaeyo and cater to you guys nothing but the truth. ~~if i messed up you can poison me by blocking me from loving sungmin~~.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

PLEASE READ:

Kindly please do not spam my mailbox, MSN, PM/Comment box at SJ-World with questions of SSII. I'll let the information floats around once I get anything that is reliable.

And oh yeah, whoever had my numbers, I'm so begging you please do not text/call me about SSII, I got lots of important things in hand already. I understands that you need clarifications quickly but we promised you we'll update when we get the confirmation.

Please, private life is private.

Ah!! Eh...Uhm...Oh...Ugh!

2010-01-15T02:39:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of rumors starting, I'm sick of being ~~followed~~ stupid.

I'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me them.

Sayanghaeyo is currently CORRUPTED

2010-01-12T09:15:00.006+08:00

*credits: OnlySJ
HG;AIGJ;JAGKJA;K;KJGAJOAJTUIORTUBMNXL
I'M ABOUT TO GO TO CLASS BUT I JUST NEED TO BLOG ABOUT THIS!!!
YEEEAAAYYYY!!!! OPPAAA!!!
*cries*
Ever Lasting Friends, brace yourself.
2010; we're going to be
VERY VERY VERY BUSY!!
XD XD XD

Do you want love?

2010-01-10T15:06:00.004+08:00

Sayanghaeyo stands and kept posting because of its name.

To sayang everyone and to spread sayang.

So everybody please take your time off from YouTube, forum and downloading a while

and join this project to really prove how much do you love our lovely Super Junior members

Due: Two weeks before February!

Details please click here and guidelines click banner

Due: 1st February 2010/Monday

*click banner please*

Due: 1st February 2010/Monday

*click banner please*

Everybody could say, "hey, I'm a fan of Super Junior too you know". And its hard to differentiate casual fans with real fans as there are no concerts to attend, no fanmeeting, no nothing stuffs like that. While the boys are hard to reach from a far, some fans decided to bridge the wide contact between international fans even though they might not see it, they might not know it.

So your chance is here ^^

If you could spend some time to do these projects, I'm quite sure you'll be contented of being a non official Ever Lasting Friend thats working hard to get them known :D

Please support the project a lot!

And shout out to all Team Moe-ers who have voted SHINee Ring Ding Dong MV last night;

KAMSAHAMNIDAAAA!! *shows you saranghae*

Moe oppa showed his gratitude through Twitter

and yes, as you can see at my shoutbox, still I screen-capped it LOL!

Thank you so much to all of the sayangzz who voted! Go Team Moe XD Follow Moe oppa at Twitter, Facebook and Blog for more info about him :3

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Speaking of Twitter, do you know that our Shindong oppa is now on Twitter? :D Its not a fake one, because TigerJK (OMG I LOVE HIM! But he loves to SPAM HIS TWITTER XD) already proven that its the real Shindong! Follow our lovely Shindong oppa on Twitter

p/s/s: Infinity Challenge Team was here in Sepang, Malaysia last weekend~ OMG!

So I LOL pondering over this

2010-01-07T03:43:00.002+08:00

As you guys have known; Neyo is in town for his concert at Sunway Lagoon (thats like 30 mins from my sorority). Selamat Datang Ne Yo! Do enjoy Durian when you stepped here! LOL Catch him in the morning 7th January, Thursday at NTV7 Breakfast Show ;)

To think of it again, we've got the lines up from Taiwanese artists to International ones like Fahrenheit(or Fahlunhai, LOL), Black Eyed Peas, Rihanna (deferred concert, but was confirmed), Beyonce (still had no progress over the delay), Lenka coming over Malaysia be it promoting stuffs or doing concerts.

But its been a while since the last KPOP thing is strutting their stuffs here. It started with DBSK feat Super Junior, than FT Island and U-Kiss feat Paran problem came along until now, SS501 is yet to come. Lee Teuk had been saying quiet a few times before that Super Show is going to land to Malaysia, from the first Asia Tour to Super Show II. And I'll just nod with 'OK' next time when he said they'll come so I wouldn't feel broken inside like these past two chances. However, I'll never give up on this one dream to see them coming over Malaysia once again, with a concert in hand.

And its kind of funny when the local sponsors are so reluctant to give their yes to Super Show (yeap, there are some works wired within but it didn't spark much interest) when they can actually compare this:-

*credits to rageonlinetv

To THIS

*credits to VikJYH1216

Chances of people buying Hallyu concerts tix? High. Why? The nature of KPOP fans themselves. They're willing to spend the so hard to get KPOP albums and merchandises; so why not a ticket of concert held at local? I'm telling you by seeing the patterns of Hallyu fans spendings. Moreover, international fans that lives at neighbouring countries would likely, no, SURELY come and this would boost the tourism coming over Malaysia as well. I'm shortlisting, Singapore, Indonesia, Brunei and yes, the massive Thai fans would come.

So I don't understand why these privileges are not to be seen.

Or was it something else that we didn't know?

Just however it is, sayangzz. Chin up! Never let your guards down, the time would come and Hallyu fans, fandom fights are just useless. We need to unite together and join hands for the force.

This is Norfy of Sayanghaeyo ranting like ahjumma 4am in the morning because she just had coffee at 12am.

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: Oh. Did I tell you before that I was confused between Akon and Ne Yo back when they're so famous with Lonely and Because of You? And my sunbae used to say to me "Thats like you getting confused on My Chemical Romance and Panic! At The Disco all over again."

Here I send thee my love ^^

2010-01-07T01:36:00.004+08:00

I believe sayangzz have watch this cut of our Youngbae from Big Bang having a mini dance battle with our Hyukjae from Super Junior. But who cares? I just love this cut! XD LOL! People would thought I'm bias, but Hyukjae win this through creativity and smooth popping. Taeyang is elegant though, just the part hes like almost fell spoiled his choreo a bit. Overall, SAYANGHAEYO APPROVES THIS BATTLE AND WANTS MOAR!! LOL

*credits to ELFZONE

Personally I think Taeyang is like a protagonist from shounen manga while Eunhyuk walks out from shoujo manga~ LMAO! So, its like depends to your preferences. Me? I LOVE BOTH! -insert fangirl's squeals-
And to tame your "OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! THATS HOT! DAEBAK!! OPPA! SARANGHAE!" here is Kyu's latest solo for Pasta drama OST *^_____^* His voice never fails to calm~ really. And hes doing it effortlessly, how come Kyubaby? LOL

*credits to PsycheSJ

Please watch Strong Heart and Pasta drama; try to give 'em lots of love ^^

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Oh. Oh. Oh God. I'll be announcing my hiatus soon; study comes first! But please stay with Sayanghaeyo if you still wants more ranting and stupid babbles from a professional ahjumma. LOL

Because Mike's FAIL is beyond cute XD

2010-01-05T15:12:00.004+08:00

*credits to ksat90@YT (Mike's friend ^^)

Apparently, its a video made for Nuffnang Digi Pimp My Day and Mike tweeted it. A diligent follower I am, I clicked and ROFL!!! And I just need to blog about it. Mike's fail is probably my favorite part~ LOL but the girl's ability to climb backward within the slides made me amused. Seriously~ O.O

But his fail on asking what 'oppa' is in his own show and this one can't never beat Moe oppa's fail on recognizing girls or boys of kpop idols XD

So far, our Jules unnie never fail around KPop stuffs. And she even guessed what Mutizen is right!

LOL! Just what to expect from our lively and lovely emcees for 8TV Nite Live. KPop sayangzz, do check out their sites at my highly recommended links ya? Give 'em some love :D

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: And....and....Mike feels so bad about him asking what 'oppa' is, he even tweeted about it ==; make him feel better by tweeting to him that its all in all alright to ask ^^ Follow him via Twitter

From fangirl to fangirl about being a fangirl

2010-01-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

I want all of the fangirls out there to take some time and read this. Its a fan account made by one of Hangeng female fans and I found it worth to share it with all of sayangzz out there.

Translator: Bristlegrass

Shared by : onepinetree. forhangeng.wordpress + Shining Min@sj-world.net

Flowers bloom and fade, rain falls then clouds get thinner, I am getting older, the passing years are increasing…

Getting up in the morning, feeling the coldness outside, fortunately, someone is beside me. He gives me his warm embrace, lets me lean on his shoulder. This winter, I am married, my Mr. Zhang, knew me for 13 years, our love is true, and we understand each other tacitly.

Han Geng, I just want you share my joy, let you see I will be happy. You can see it, right? I have been always thinking, if one day I get married, whom will be the first one I want to tell, my beloved sister, my beloved father, or dear friends?

When I received the marriage certificate this afternoon, the first one I thought of is you. My family and friends, they will bless me, wish me always be happy.

Then, how about you? You don’t know there is a sister, far away, becoming Mr Zhang’s wife. You will live your own life, busy and happy…but I still would like to let you know, the one in my heart, your sister is married.

Thank you for being my companionship for these years,

Thank you for being there with me when I feel lonely,

Thank you for being in my heart, when I walked on the street in a strange city,

Thank you for your smile which resolves my grievances and bitterness,

Thank you for giving me so much strength to make me bravely walk forward on the path with wind and rain,

Thank you for giving me so many Gengfan sisters who make my heart always feeling warm,

Thank you, because of you, I have gained so much.

What I can give you, besides attention and love, is to consider you as my beloved brother, spoil you unlimitedly^^ although you may not see it, you may not feel it, just it’s what I really want to do.

Now, sister gets married, my life will have a new start, I will have more roles in my life.

Now I am a wife, someday, I will be a mother, but believe me, I will show your picture to my kid when he/she can understand it, and say “this is your uncle, mommy loves him very much.”

From now on, I will have more things to think about, I will pay much more effort to build my life, maybe I will pay less attention on you…or maybe I will stop loving you. When I think about this, I am feeling so sad all of the sudden. It turns out that just thinking about it makes me unable to stand…so, I will just continue loving you^^

Dear Han Geng, my baby brother, sister gets married, you will have a brother-in-law who support me loving you. Although he felt a bit jealous sometimes, he knows you are the one worth our love and support;

He does mind you are more handsome than him, but I must say, he is, actually a little bit more handsome than you,

because you belong to many people, he just belongs to me, so he is the best in my eyes, you will understand, right?

I am married, married with a guy even better and even more handsome than you. What do you think? Do you grudge me? Hehehehe…

I will be happy, I will try my best to live a good life, I will make myself smile, I will continue being a Gengfan.

There is always something I want to hold on in my entire life, for example, make myself happy, make the one I love happy, also, love you.

One day, you will find your wife, have a good and happy family. We all should live well, try our best to be happy, in our entire lives, right? That’s the deal!

My dear Geng, my younger brother, looking at your eyes, thinking about now, I know you are as stubborn as the first time I saw you. 13 years old, you left your parents to pursue dance study in Beijing ALONE; 6 years later, you got on the plane to Seoul without bringing a penny to pursue performing dream ALONE; another 6 years later, you choose to fight for your health and basic rights of being human ALONE.

Han Geng, I am your devoted fan, you deserve my love; more importantly, you deserve my respect!!!

As a sister, I want to say, please please be truly happy, please do not make me cry when I see your smile…I cannot stand that anymore…T.T

Personally, I felt nothing but touched. Out from manic, rabid fangirls that goes jumpy and screaming their lungs out, ~~raping the idols with their minds~~ and some even goes beyond admiring that went to the level of madness and stupid. ka;jg;magmiut Don't make me mention other than what just happened. It will be endless list and I'll be very pretty mad even by thinking about it. Such a shame to fandom and the craziness saga continues I guess?

Of course, just like you guys, I've imagined myself being as their friends, girlfriends, wives, sisters, mothers, name it! LOL Its..normal. It makes fangirling, fangirling. But please, do not get too delusional and brings fangirling to a whole new situation of being public humility.

First of all, girl. You've got to think would the other party a.k.a the idols would think of. What? Do you think slitting your wrist would make them goes "Awww.....this fan of ours are so sweet and thoughtful aren't they? I so want to see more wrist slitted in the future,"

Wow, come to think of it, probably they'll love it some how. . . . . . Maybe in some case. . . . . .?OH! PLEASE!

If somebody did that for you, wouldn't you feel eerie too? Get back that sense of yours when you think of crossing the line sayang. You might says that oh, thats only Korean doing, we're not that far though. I know. But precautions. Precautions. Prevention is always, ALWAYS better than cure.

And what this jiejie fan of Geng had written is just a very sweet example. She is being real, she is being rational, and I am sure Geng would feel really good to have her as a fan.

This kind of reminds me on my very old post on my fangirling hobby. LOL I had to jot that down for my future husband. Just in case he would be so burdened and weird XD I am so old in the head, you've got to mark thatin your head. Kekekeke~

Anyways, this is Norfy from Sayanghaeyo in case you forgot. Annyeoong~

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Hows everybody's new year at school and hitting back work? Hope you guys always have CUTE DAYS ahead ;D

Sayanghaeyo resolutions for 2010 ^^

2010-01-02T14:37:00.006+08:00

*made by Gaia@sj-world.net, stolen from Eunmi's LJ

Hello and Happy New Year 2010 to every sayangzz who read this ^^ *big-rabbity jump-hugs*

For things that I would like to do for this year, I'll be listing it so you guys could keep track to it. Mainly it was a mix between personal+fangirling goals. So yeah, remind me if you found me losing on my track ^^

1) I'm sick of myself being such a noob on coding and graphics; where I keep burden on people for help. For the sake to help out more, I'll be learning photoshop skills and try to understand coding more in this year.

2) Learn Hanggeuk-mal starting this semester :D I know exactly where to practise when I learn it, so there should be no problem

3) Get my driving license so I could help in real life, legally. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

4) Holding Malaysian Shawols mini meet up and a gathering for the 2nd anniversary ^^Please expect it real soon!

5) Garner more bank cards to help out fellow Malaysian who wish to donate/purchase merchandises from SJ-World. Please be patient, I'll be up with it soon ♥

Well, I think that should be it. Whats your resolutions? I hope you guys would work really hard to achieve it too ^^ Let us all wish for things to get even better soon enough.

For fandoms that suffered major issues through 2009; Hottests, Cassiopeia/BigEast, EverLastingFriends

Keep your hands joined together, bear in mind things happened for purpose that God willing to put the best out of every outcome might happen. As a fresh new thought, fresh new year, let us all have fresh positive minds and never give up. Even if things might happen the way we are not hoping, let us always, always keep the love no matter what. We might get bruised, we might get rejoiced, in the end we would realised, this is what we've chosen ourselves to be. And to be one, we bear all the consequences that happened, with the will power we had, with all the love that we shared for them.

For fandoms that see the joyous and more love to pour on 2009; S♥NEs, Triple S, SHINee World,

YEAH!!! I see lots of achievement was up throughout the whole year XD We need to see more of them to shine and do more don't we? You guys have worked really hard to spread the love; the suffers had become such a sweet memoir aren't they? Considering that its totally paid off now ^^ Congratulations and big hugs to all of you, without the continuous hard work you guys have done, we could never see such big supports and motivation to the stars that kept twinkling throughout 2009 WAY TO GO!

For fandoms that just build up from the debut of new stars in 2009; (omg, I fail to remember all the fandoms name, forgive me! But you know who you are ^^;)

Good luck!! I believe not everyone in the new fandoms are practically new; but a piece of advise should come as coming from senior fandoms (wth? LOL). A fangirl/fanboy are always considered crazy, therefore, your love, your hate, you have to know should it be kept for personal or which to make it public and spread. Criticism are everywhere, antis are always there to keep you annoyed, but its always necessary to just ignore it.

And to the whole K-pop lovers out there, especially to Malaysians; FIGHTING!!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Personally to people who knew me in real life, had my numbers and even posted cards, ailabeu sayang~ P-Sshi, am still wait for your comeback and Virtual_el-Sshi, I knew what Hyung Joon told you!! XD

A Birthday Wish for Dearest 이성민

2010-01-01T07:17:00.008+08:00

2009 probably had been a very tough year for Super Junior

But for Sungmin's solo career, he had done a lot to widen his path and gain more attention.

When I heard Chunji is done; I wailed because I just knew Sungmin.

But his career branched out from there.

From serving us with his monstrous smirks as egomaniac at Sorry Sorry stage;

Mellow as Neorago tailed along;

Being the maknae for Oppa Band;

Making it to be the lead for AKillA;

And now he is there, with upcoming project band and a new theater of Hong Gil Dong.

Alongside the busy schedule, despite of his injury, he still moves on to show his love for his career. Despite of people kept hacking and bothering his Cyworld, he kept himself cool and even told his fans that everything is alright with emoticons and such. Sometimes I just wonder by myself if Sungmin is born naturally kind or he is standing as idol himself? And despite being in a very, I mean, VERY GOOD physical and fitness, he kept complaining about his weight.

Why....

The needs to understand Sungmin; who keeps a lot of things by himself. Too mystery to start with.

I just can't help smiling on how much stopping his radio would given him such lots of opportunities. We see more of Sungmin but that means rapid energy are needed. I just can't stop bleeding inside when I see him listless and sick.

For sure, Sungmin just knew how to make himself happy ^^

And its been a year already, from 1st Jan 2009 to 1st Jan 2010. Lots of things occurred and heres a new day where everybody had their hopes for a better year.

For Sungmin, this is another beginning of a wonderful year coming ahead of him. A year better, another year to gain and foresee what he would show us next.

Happy Birthday Lee Sungmin. You're always, always my number one no matter what.

As for my heartfelt birthday greetings to Sungmin, I've changed the blog into pink-based and decided to dedicate this birthday post as for breast cancer awareness too. Since Sungmin is so in love with pink (and never afraid of admitting that) and wearing pink ribbons symbolized as breast cancer awareness, I would like my readers to take your time to read an article about the cancer and visit MAKNA to help you know on how it can be avoided; with simple steps of prevention.

I, myself, had met a very courageous survivor of this disease and she would like us all to gain more knowledge about this since she had not the chance to do so. Wear your pink ribbon to show that you're aware of the disease and at the same time, you love Sungmin just as much to be reminded of the color pink :)

*credits to annfabreag@YT for the jjang video!

And as to end my post, I'd love to torture my readers a bit. Kekekekekeke~

If he was to change as a girl, than I'd probably turn myself as a guy! Sungmin-noona!!! SARANGHAE!!! LOL

Sayang Sungmin Forever

Norfy

p/s: I haven't greet you guys Happy New Year, did I? Oh. Nah, skip that. Sungmin's birthday is much important to blog than that! LOL

*pics was taken randomly with enthusiasm and drools dripping; with such mental broke down, I'm losing the track whose pics to credit to whom. So, yeah. These piccies and gifs are not mine. Taken from mainly from sj-world.net and supersungmin.wordpress.com ^^

[HUZZAH!] Sayanghaeyo would be temporarily closed

2009-12-30T16:55:00.003+08:00

Just so you wouldn't freak out when I close down,

I'm revamping Sayanghaeyo from 31st December 2009

and would only be open by

1st January 2010 at 12:00 am (Korean Time)

Theres not much to be expected though, just some clearance I'd make to welcome 2010 *^^*

Everybody please do remember to wish our Sungmin ~~(BIASBIASBIASBIASBIAS)~~

Saengil Chuka Hamnida :D

A year older, A year stronger and better

Thank you all for following this stupid blog ~~but full with love~~. I'll rant more in the future :P

Lesson learnt, lesson taught sigh

2009-12-30T05:31:00.004+08:00

*credits to 8NiteLive@YT

Flashbacks; I can't believe I'm following the show since Hunny Madu hosted XD

Okay, I'm a human-being. Oh, you just know? LOL

Anyway, despite of my posts and statements of being a decent fangirl, seems like I did my wrong just last few weeks. (Not that I'm super perfect though, just that I'm used to be super careful before).

As you guys witnessed. I'm a TEAM MOE. I frequently ~~stalked~~ visited his blog because....I'm a team Moe! LOL Yeah, and usually I left some comments either at the shoutbox or the post itself. Just to show that I'm not a silent reader, to say hi and to tell that I do visit ^^

Heres how an EMOTIONAL fangirl stumbles. You can LOL if you want though.

Some kpop haters kept posting rude comments at Moe's shoutbox. I ignore it at first. But since the FAIL is so visible that its the same person who accused the chatters at the 8TV Nite Live show are all the same person with different mobile phone, I felt like I need to leave a comment so she/he would know that WE SPOT YOUR FAIL! I hope she/he would stop doing the pathetic things. Besides, we can read IP address, the owner of the chatbox can monitor the IP address so yeah. Its serious fail.

However, it was prolonged. A kpop fan or maybe just a pacifist named eM were together with this kpop things, he/she discovered the FAIL earlier. Now the hater (with absurd, multiple names with multiple fake email accounts) are shooting back to us, saying that we are:-

1) 8TV Nite Live staffs (OMG, serious LOL!)

2) The same person

I honestly do not know eM but I posted right after her/his discovery of the hater's failure. Something that I shouldn't do; because now it is stretched this far and I cause someone who is really super busy and tired to hate a fan like me with this. I can't blame Moe oppa though, if I were him, I wouldn't know who is telling the truth either. Its natural to hate the chaos-maker people in the shoutbox.

To Moe oppa,

If you're reading this, I am seriously not the person who made up multiple accounts/names to spam on your shoutbox. No, I'm too busy with my kpop stuffs to even do so (this blog of mine is hardly updated lately because of the activities!). Since I promised not to cause anymore trouble, I just stop leaving any comment at the shoutbox until your new blog is coming up.

Why do I care so much? Hey, babe. This is about fangirling. Don't I told you that I want the world to view fangirls in whole different lights? I do not want to leave any remarks that fangirls are utter stupid, so here I am, confessing my lesson learnt and telling you so you would learn by my mistake too.

I'll spazz about SBS Gayo Daejun soon enough ^^ I just can't resist the non-stop excitement that the performers succeed to get us all on!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Seriously. I do think this is how it feels like to be Zhoumi? Words taken wrongly when he meant something else? Aigoo~

OK WE CAN!

2009-12-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

Somebody asked me why I haven't touch anything about Hangeng's case. Well, just how very much I'm concerned about it, I'm over all would like to take the stands as shutting my mouth about this. I don't want to spread my hate, I would not like to spread any rumors. So my opinion regarding to this (which would widely related to other issues as well due to my reasonings) remained undisclosed. Just because.

I don't support on what Hangeng did and how he did it; but I'm also not at SME's side about the unbelievable contract. Both are at faults and I'm not going to comment any further. I just wish 2010 would amend everything better; everybody that we missed would be on stage once again with lessons learned.

Speaking of stage; I totally can't wait for all the year ending's live stage! Let me make it straight, SBS Gayo Daejun is what I'm seriously couldn't wait for XD. Why?

Because of this:-

O.o A slight Nick Khun wouldn't hurt anyway :3

Oh yeah. Don't you know I'm seriously biased on Sungmin and Jinki? Looking at these two together at one stage/one frame, ahhh~ my life is complete XD

Just to ensure everybody ~~a.k.a rabid fangirls to jump on the bandwagon and~~ is looking forward for it, I present to you the video of a preview to SBS Gayo Daejun ;D

*credits to squadKPOPforever@YT

and of course they got female idols version as well. But since this place is MALE bias, ugh. I think you get my point.

So my job to spread the love is done.

Oh, its late but

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY TVXQ!!

Please grow stronger and bigger as the time goes by.

Always Keep The Faith~

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I really LOL at how bad this one kpop-hater is so FAIL at concealing him/herself at Moe Oppa's chatbox. I'm still visiting there to read the LOL.

*pic credits to: sbs.co.kr | Reupload by Blue`Princez@SJ-WORLD.net

Merry Xmas to all Sayangzz!!

2009-12-25T05:47:00.002+08:00

*credits to mysjadmin@YT

Because B-Boys will melt the snowman away with this performance XD LOL

Merry Xmas Sayangzz who celebrates it ^^ Have you been good? I don't think so, YOU NOSEBLEED TOO MUCH!!!! XD XD XD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

Because I need to update

2009-12-24T05:07:00.003+08:00

Here is Mike, Moe and Jules in Celebrity Chat hosted by Baki Zainal :D

*credits to 8tvNiteLive

LMAO! Jules did Nobody and Moe did some sort of Sorry Sorry. Mike? He gives you FLYING KISS!! XD
And one fact that we learn from this chat; Jules is actually replacing Baki Zainal who is the one who should do Nite Live O.O Wow, it would be different without her~ three guys would be out of control I guess, learning that Baki is no different than MnM LOLz
Another fact, Moe is the one who presents to you the TRAFFIC at FLY FM XD XD. Mike was founded by Paul Moss through Twitter and he debuted in 8TV Nite Live :D Jules applied for Chinese broadcast station at first. Wow! So many trivias!
I just heart 8TV Nite Live~
SayanghaeyoNorfy
p/s: Coming soon

Please anticipate!

2009-12-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I aKILLa youuuuuuuuu ^^

Farewell to P-Sshi

2009-12-13T18:33:00.003+08:00

The reason that this blog started, the reason this blog still continues, the reason I started to love K-Pop, if you've been reading Sayanghaeyo you might noticed how many times I mentioned P-Sshi in most of my entries.

Of course we've been good friends since elementary school, 11 years old to be exact. She got a lot of interests, mostly sports, current issues and relaxing, soulful music. I was getting into her interest bits only, never I indulged into one of it like totally.

Until she introduced K-Pop to me.

I was reluctant; I'm a J-rock-er (Visual Kei to be exact) and I thought boybands are damned fake! I'm kind of sick with some Korea lovers that I knew were spazzing like totally gone wrong in the head, so I'm like, no thanks when she told me about it. I even pretend to know Super Junior so P-Sshi would stop convincing me to get to know them!

P-Sshi's will is much stonger than mine, so yeah. Here I am ~~standing~~ typing as the Hallyu shook my life like totally. As we both stand for like a year, together, loving K-Pop.

But there are times when I'm like suspecting that something went wrong. From where she said she feels her S♥NE-ness exceeded her ELF-ity; I've already grew worried. Next she said, she didn't feel the urge to get updated on K-Pop news.

And Friday, 11th December 2009, she confessed to me through MSN, she is no longer interested on K-Pop.

How can I not feel gloomy when she said that? I felt like as if I were left alone in this k-pop loving world right now, knowing that the one who sparked the amusement in me; take the decision to just forget about it. The feeling is like, like, Heenim taught you how to do well in variety show and he suddenly retired out from doing it. [PLEASE BE REMINDED THAT THIS IS ONLY MY IMAGINATIVE WAY TO INTERPRET HOW I'M FEELING]. I can only wish that I'm only dreaming at that moment. But the nightmare is true, and the time I'm so afraid of had come.

Shes over with it. Shes done.

For P-Sshi that made me love Super Junior so much, for P-Sshi that made me write fanfics once again after such a long time, for introducing to me talented side of K-Pop and not mere looks, I wish you all the best for the next interest you're going to find out.

Farewell P-Sshi~ and since I'm not a good singer; I can only use this video to express my feelings about your decision:

credits to syupeojoonieo@YT

Farewell P-sshi~

I will miss you huge loads, sayang

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: this was made like on the exact day but then, Darius (my lappy) crashed again!!!

[ANNOUNCEMENT] Sayanghaeyo is TEAM MOE

2009-12-11T04:42:00.005+08:00

Jules unnie had always been my favorite in 8TV Nite Live, I'm her fan since I listen to her the first time on Fly FM ^^ And at first I think Mike is menyibuk; but his sincerity to learn more K-Pop for the viewers win over. Moe, man.....I was thinking him as penyibuk too at first but then, WHERE IS THE FUN WITHOUT MOE?? XD

You can see, though I am so overly bias (just take Sungmin from Super Junior as reference); I always tried to be fair and square. I mean, to be neutral and give my love to everybody. Ailabeu~~♥♥ (Donghae's Engrish are just sinfully cute to ignore at).

And after few times of stalking on the emcees twitter, blogs and facebooks. Finally I brave myself to say something, at Moe's blog. LOL!! And I wouldn't expect a reply. BUT HE CAME OVER THIS CRAP FANGIRL'S BLOG TWICE!! And left TWO comments on separate posts *____________*

I'm exaggerating. Should tame the caps lock and LOL abuse now. Sorry ==;

So from now on, to show my gratefulness; I'm going to be TEAM MOE in the show XD Of course I'm going to be fair and neutral as usual, but when the situation needs me to choose, I'll say I am TEAM MOE!

And since Sayanghaeyo had always given honor to local people by addressing them in Korean way; I'd be addressing Moe as Moe 오 빠 (Oppa) ^^

So, people. Be aware that Sayanghaeyo is officially TEAM MOE-friendly and if you're TEAM MOE-er, you're always welcome here :D :D :D

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Of course I'd still love Jules unnie and Mike~ LOL I might call Mike as ahjussi, no? I know I call Wallance (the chat moderator) as AHJUSSI!

For SHINee 종현 that noona always love

2009-12-11T02:59:00.006+08:00

Asam Jawa For 종현

종현-ah,

Noona sensed that your voice is still cracking. You're not recovered yet, why still performing? Noona is not happy if you lost that beautiful voice, please eat more healthy food.

Noona is too far away to show you my support and love.

So noona can only blog.

If you're nearer, noona would definitely send away this very effective vocal booster from Malaysia; Asam Jawa. Noona will even translate how you could have them in Hangul so you could understand. Just get well soon; please rest and eat well. Don't make noona worried anymore.

*credits to WeAreShining and as tagged

Noona will anticipate more of you and always support you. Promise.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I am so glad of Super Junior's achievement in Golden Disk Award ^^ but I can't just oversee what I've felt when I watch the performances. Sorry Super Junior, with all my love, I heart you so much but your dongsaeng needs my attention too.

And it sucks that 2NE1 didn't get the Best Rookie. Seriously what the fish. . .

Oh.You. FANGIRLS!!

2009-12-10T05:05:00.003+08:00

Ailabeu? LOL

As much as I love to poke fun on the idols and the K-entertainment ~~and Twilight~~; I, however, loves to pick on myself too! So I was LOL-ing big time when I read Ouran Host Club manga a few months ago in Arena (OMG, that magazine is just awesome for girls! Go check it out XD).

Wae? Well, I'm afraid my blog would get suspended if I upload the scans of it and I was too lazy to look for the scans at any of my manga stops in internet. So here is the reference; it was fanmade but I think you'll get the point.

credits to Kagome355@YT
LOL!! SERIOUSLY! I do think Hatori Bisco (the mangaka) is being REALISTIC about the nature of fangirls and the environment of it XD Just look at how people going crazy and suddenly few girls, which are also fangirls are taking control! LOL! I mean, WHY SO SERIOUS! LOLOLOL!

Now I can understand how the civillians are looking at us fangirls. They're probably like....what? But why? Because that is what I felt when I watch the anime XD You know what? Yea, fangirls do had some strategic planning somehow when I stalk like every fandom I could get my hands on (even when I don't even comprehend the language ;D Be careful, I'm watching, kekekekke).

And if you want to know what they're talking about or getting interested of this anime; come watch it here.

*credits to mashara5@YT
Hatori Bisco knows her things well, she made Zuka club based on Takarazuka Revue which is very well known in Japan (how I wish I was a trainee there =3=). I have to give my hats off to all the mangakas out there; they study first before they build up something so lala-land like this.

I just remember to blog about this when I was watching 'You're Beautiful' (just because I think Jeremy for Hongki is a nice name. I know I'm weird, don't mention.) specifically first episode which is this part and second episode which contained this part. Focus on fangirls' part; its totally, omg....that is sooo true. Hahahahehehe~*corrupted brain*

Since I'm totally in 'You're Beautiful' mood; I kind of need some time to blog about C.N. Blues that Hoshie a.k.a 'Damaged(星)' plurked to me about. I was mesmerized, but old stuff in head needs to get out first. Please check out her blog and see if she is giving out any information about this awesome C.N. Blues ^^

Sayanghaeyo

~~Corrupted~~ Norfy

p/s: Moe Nasrul just visit Sayanghaeyo and left his words at my last post!! XD I am so spazzy I couldn't update my plurk just to let that information hangs there at the left of this blog~~ I am so lame~

Minho Look A like and MnM's EPIC Sorry Sorry!

2009-12-08T19:39:00.006+08:00

I woke up to see my mom is tuning to HBO; specifically Christmas Caper TV movie and I just...well, join in. Guess what?

I FOUND SHINEE'S MINHO LOOK-ALIKE!!! XD XD XD

I couldn't find any picture that is specifically captured him in the internet; but his real name is Josh Hayden. He played Parker in the movie as a delinquent kid. His killer smile made me like....hey, that. I've seen that before.

And I totally figure out its CHOI MINHO!

Here is a picture I grabbed out from google. I have to warn you its not the best pic that you could relate to Minho but his smile sure resembles a lot:-

And if it doesn't made you approve, take a closer look by watching this vid.

And just to remind you how Minho looks like:-

*pic source: manshock25.net

credits: shining.com

What do you think? Resemble much? No? I do think the smiles and the chin are so similar! LOL

And to end this post; Sorry Sorry parody by 8TV Nite Live emcees! MnM (Mike and Moe)

*credits to 8TVNiteLive@YT

Get to know them by reading my post about 8TV Nite Live and the emcees! They are seriously LOL! Love them so much, please do visit their sites and leave your thoughtful comments so they would continuously loving K-Pop XD

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Here is how me being lame; I don't watch K-Dramas. But you can introduce to me some that wouldn't make me bored and aren't typical K-Dramas like girl fight with boy; girl/boy fell in love with girl/boy, getting third party to interrupt, get through and lives happily ever after.

Cho Shin Sung needs my love

2009-12-08T04:35:00.004+08:00

I am so ELF and SUJUnized that people might thought I don't care about other bands in K-Pop. Well, that is wrong actually. The proof is..uhh...well, this might be kinda lame to prove it but..

Cho Shin Sung a.k.a Supernova!!!!

*insert fangirl's squealing, ribbity and jumping*

LOL!! Ok, I know you might say: what? You aren't that spazzy when TTL (Time To Love) is releasing their song and performed?

Easy. Because I want the original Supernova, not the one with girls what so ever. Yeah, I am that kind of stupid fangirl. Jealous and such. . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . . . . . Why are you looking to me like that???

Ok, to let you understand, I prefer Supernova on their own. So Time To Love is something I just paaaaaaaaaassss~~~ Not that I hate T-ara, but I just don't get that excited for Time To Love. Thats all. Now, can we just enjoy Supernova latest MV?

OMG...Its so beautiful.....and Geon il. I love you~~ You need to know that I'm so in love with Geon il's rap skills; so officially, this blog is Geon il's lovers friendly! You're most welcome here XD

Thats all, I jumped when I found the new vid of them after such a long time. LOL!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Just because Sungmin is too hot

Aaaaaahhhh~♥ I'm loving his black and samurai-like do

credits: 1st vid(XxnihonxX@YT) 2nd vid (ecokorea@YT) and pic as tagged+sungmin baidu+supersungmin.wordpress.com

Seeing the possiblities

2009-12-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

LOL! I didn't know why EverLastingFriends are so connected with UNICEF XD while Malaysian ELF is trying to break world records in the support of UNICEF; SJ-World is planning to gather donations in the name of Super Junior and send it to S.Korea UNICEF :D

Sayangzz, do join the upcoming event that Sapphirepearls Malaysia together with MYSJ are going to participate! Try to get all the information here :D And do spread around the words too :3

For more information on how to donate through SJ-World, please click on the pretty banner (I love it! LOL).

In the other hand; SJ-World had officially unveil Kangin's project! All you have to do is take your pictures with a sign that you made up by yourself and send it to sjworld.projects@gmail.com Click on the banner for further details ^^

Enough with the promotions; here is my actual post starts. I just watch MuBank today and I spotted one girl who is dancing amongst guys in Taeyang's Wedding Dress performance. I try to look back and it seems like she is the same girl for all Wedding Dress stages.

dAbaPEsTA123@YT

TimRocks42@YT

And you know what? I had this feeling the girl is one heck a really good trainee from YG and since she is getting the honor to be the only girl to dance so suavely like the guys there, she MIGHT be debuting soon!

And I really had this feeling that I'm going to love her. Well, at least her talent is surfaced so damned while anyway ;D What do you think? Is she a talented trainee or just another backup dancer?

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I am being upset with G-Dragon lately. . . . Don't ask why. I'll just deal it with myself.

True LOL instead of OMG

2009-12-06T04:11:00.003+08:00

Because Shindong is the one who made me believe in miracle once again ^^

(and why can't he stay off from that coconut hair?? I really love this hair of his!><)

I'm not an easily-hurted-fangirl. So here I am, making fun of the oh-so-intelligent issue that surfaced recently.

This time, its our Shindong-hee.

I just, hahahahahhaaha~ omg...sayangzz...instead of being so butthurt or goes: "OMG! Thats insulting! They are trying to bring down SJ! They are antis!" etc.

I prefer you guys to LOL, LUAO (Laughing Ur Ass Off, lolz!), ROFL or whichever you prefer; as it was sooooo clear and precise that our Shindong-hee is not SUPPOSED to be the target. Why so fail and embarrassing? XD seriously, funny!

And well, while I am seriously not a fan of AKP (their obvious bias and their views on SJ are unfavorable) but I could understand their position as a speed of light k-pop news site. Its just their job to bring us what is happening currently in K-entertainment and they're being completely honest about it. I mean, come on. There are certainly lots of people out there who are both Korean and English comprehend; to lie and make up things in English is not going to be safe, so you have to see this point. AKP is just bringing out whats hot in South Korea in english and thats it. They might add their own views, but thats the use of comments. Besides, I don't see any bias in the news as they've updated once again for the issue.

So sayangzz, please don't go over the board and miss one point. You'll end up sounding like a brainless fangirl. Analyze, be neutral, to voice out is okay but do it wisely please! I have to know that; fangirls are better than what most people labeled us on :P

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Randomly, I wonder if Sungmin is still scoot-riding with Shindong lately ^^

I'm just a fangirl

2009-12-05T00:53:00.004+08:00

Don't tell me I'm the only fangirl studying like this D:

I don't exactly know why in the first place I was going all out for Super Junior. I mean, I used to be so wanting that connection with a super star to establish; and that was Michael Jackson. I was 14 and being so young; pointless and no clue, I just wish one day I could at least get his personal email. LOL

So here I am, trying hard to show Super Junior how much I love them. I perfectly know they wouldn't know if I'm alive, blogging and spazzing about them; but its good to let others know why am I so drawn to them that I even call it as an obsession. It was mere words at first. And I don't know why I'm so willing to do things for them. Suddenly it feels so good to share with people. To spazz in my mother tongue. To get to know how other people are so in love with them as well.

I wish I could do something for me, for the other fans and for them. And yes, I hate those stupid stereotypes on us fangirls; screaming, jumping, crying out names and such. That is so yesterday. Today, fangirls are organized body of people who dedicate their time regularly for something that had entertained and inspired them. We, fangirls are just trying to say: "We like you, we want to see more of you," to them. So they would continue presenting to us those joyful and cheerful patterns of entertainment. In a cheesy/corny way: We are uniting for our love of Super Junior. Ohmygod, I am so laughing my brains off!!

Why so emotional and pointless post Norfy?? LOLz!

I'm trying to send my words that; I do love the title 'LUMIERE' that I received lately. But it is a responsible to bear. There is nothing more than that. For you, I'll try my best and all my might to assist you and get you to feel much closer to Super Junior :D

If you remember, Sayanghaeyo used to stand as "I'm writing not because of fame, its the cause of fangirling". Nothing is going to change.

In the end, I'm just a fangirl if you might ask.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: If you don't get it, Lumiere's color is cappuccino-like, but all of us in the team thought it was a POO-COLOR!! And P-sshi, surprise surprise! I don't know if you'd laugh or feel happy for me ==;

[RANDOM] Is it only me or what?

2009-11-25T03:58:00.006+08:00

SJ: If you're bored and you know you turn to right, yeeha!

Me: *yawns*

SJ: YAAAHHH!!!!
I refuse to talk about MAMA 2009 it'll invite stupid debates. But here is my stance:

It is not a suitable reference for KPop scene 2009 if we're going to look for it in the future.

Alright, so this is my blog post out of boredom. Bored. Yes, you've read me, bored.

Currently, after all the controversies and scandals where it gets the K-poppers all excited with negative energy, I felt like it gave out really tiring mind at the half end of the year. Seriously, whenever I scroll for latest K-Pop news, went to SJ-World, SFI, Soshified, Soompi and even to AllKPop, I was.....oh my god. Nothing interesting.

I wonder if its only me. . . I tried to update myself with latest songs, watching dramas (which I stopped halfway), read back all the interviews and transcripts of Sukira and watch Star King, try to get some laughing stock from Kpop macros, read fanfics. Ahh.. I don't know. I don't feel it. I don't find it appealing.

The reason why I wish I am a Korean gag lady instead of idols: 4:51-5:00*credits: dirah9304@YT

I'm in need of something fresh. All the negative things that happened the half end of this year gets and bugs a lot on me. Something new would be nice to tell me:"Its still as colorful as the first time you inhaled KPop,".

Oh, as I was typing this, I read a news about KARA opening a bakery using their own loan money. Seems interesting and promising. I'd be looking forward for this!

I do think Minho could play Takashi Morinozuka really well and ~~Key could play Tamaki Suoh~~. . . . He is tall, he is young, he is dark, he speak less, he is well-built. Hmm..... what do you think? ;D

And I'm looking forward for the treat of music festivals to end this miserable year. I hope KPop is still relevant in my blood, after all, I was just into it for a year.

Seriously, I think I need to get a new layout too ==;

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I was thinking, maybe I'm just missing Kangin. . .

*Minho pic credits as tagged, Mori's pic taken from animelist.com and SJ Kyochon scan was taken from supersungmin.wordpress.com

I'm baaaccckkkk and guess what?

2009-11-19T05:59:00.003+08:00

Hello Sayangzz, its been a while isn't it? I mean, both greetings you and posting, get it?

Ok, lame.

Anyway, peeps,

I'M BAAAAACCCCKKKK~~~

Well, pretty late isn't it to even said that? It's almost a week since I'm in my holiday mood. Sorry for not posting anything. The fact that I'm lost at what to post is another thing. Oh well, people. I'll try to give you more on what to ponder on the other side of a fangirl ^^ I learnt a lot at school and I think its really useful in the next moves on what I'm going to do to my blog. Maybe.....give aways? *wink*

Hmmm....guess what?

During the long period of hiatus (not that long, I know), I crashed on one feelings that I totally never expect it will come as for being a fangirl, especially to Sungmin, Super Junior and whole K-Entertainment things.

Boredom.

Yes siree, you read it right. Its getting on me when I was watching Super Junior's Adonis Camp, while listening to 2NE1, reading SHINee's fan account and singing 'Doushite'. All of a sudden, I was thinking:

2012, is it possible that I still love all of these?

It shocks me to questions myself like that. I mean, I just knew Super Junior for a year, that inclusive of getting to know K-Pop industry as well. But the span time of me with J-Rock is 3 years and I seldom check them out recently. I consider myself as a K-Pop convert now, even though I still enjoy J-Rock esp. visual kei.

Would I might be like that as well towards Super Junior?

I tried to shoo away those feelings. My subconscious mind tried to tell me that I will still love their magic, their uniqueness that I have long admire. But yes, I couldn't help to repeat to myself; I'm an easily bored person. Once the thing cause me to be bored, consuming my time too much on it, I'd be easily or heartlessly leave the scene. No kidding, I'm such a person.

Its scary and I guess all of the K-entertainment lovers out there that had been loving it more than 3 years must have passed this kind of feeling. It must be great to be such a loyal person.

Clicked on one of my first list of KPop fans friend blog, I was surprised to see that she is dealing with that kind of syndrome too. And she felt that it was wasteful as well, having to spazz all the time (you can't help it...you just have to, I feel her) is really what she is tired of. I got agitated and exits myself.

I look around people who had been in the relationship with KPop for a long time, I thought, I might be the same with them. I mean, I've always believe I'll still smile to watch EHB again, to speak Full House's broken English and sings all their songs, maybe play some to the younger generations.

There is this time I dust off my LJ and I see, oh my...old comments on my fanfic. So I replied (it's dated back to 2009 January!! LOL) and lucky that all of them responded ^^; One of the user replied with LOL and she said she is NOT INTO KPOP ANYMORE.

This seriously was not helping at that time. I gasped a bit. I was thinking is this some kind of sign, I shall be leaving the scene soon? (I'm an NLP user, pardon me) I was afraid, this passion might fade someday, I wouldn't be achieving what I had expected on myself out of this scene. Again, I put aside those thoughts. I imagined it into some bubbles and let it pops in the air.

I got myself busy. Fan stuffs, working, school and such, I found myself forgotten that said feeling. School's over, phone's stolen, got back home and finally get myself to chat with P-Sshi after a long time.

Again, I had to cover my mouth in unbelievable expression. The one that had taught me and dragged me to K-Pop, P-Sshi, was no longer interested on Super Junior. I mean, in her list, Super Junior is #3 out of four. LOL! She is a huge S♥NE and Shawol now XD I have nothing against that, but it's just proven the fact....it is possible to get bored of Super Junior, if P-Sshi might be that, I might jump to the same boat some day.

Heads down low. Eyes shut tightly. Hands on my knees. Biting my lower lips. Imagining myself 5 years from now.

Am I still an E.L.F?

Do I still want to see Super Junior?

Would all the money and time I spent on them wasted?

Would I still be Miss Healerzz?

Am I.....leaving?

I can't shoo the feeling. Its not funny at all. And I was wondering if other fans are feeling the same. If you, who is reading this, had this kind of thoughts as well?

Until I was asked why do you love Super Junior on writings. I ponder the fresh feelings I had back when I'm denying or retreating myself from all K-Pop related things. I list them. I tried to recall what made me love Super Junior.

Why am I being ELF?

Why am I doing all these for them?

Why am I Miss Healerzz?

And until a year, why am I not leaving?

While writing all of these, with the nostalgic feelings I had within me. Pie bb plurked this video to me:-

credits minniemink@YT

I smiled.

Just when I thought of leaving.

SJ, you really know how to warm back my cold heart. You seriously made miracle happen, don't you?

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Would I be an all time E.L.F? Well, that is something that YOU have to see by yourself ;)

Vote for SJ at MAMA 2009

2009-11-09T12:51:00.006+08:00

Super Junior

EverLastingFriend

I know, I got tons to read for tomorrow's paper but let me free some time to let you know this stratification in me that might be just up to be called as deviance at any time. Emile Durkheim just will not approve whatever I'm trying to say next but...its really important.

So, we all know that SJ will not be attending MAMA which formerly known as MKMF, well, all of the SM family are not going to attend though. But here is my somewhat logic reasoning why we should let Super Junior win.

1) 2009 is the year of their comeback, make it a winning year too. I know we make 2008 a winning year for DBSK! YEAY! *dances Mirotic*

2) Its something to celebrate after few down turn.

3) Foreign ELF always whine whine and complain about the disadvantages for being foreing. Now here is the chance to show the love that they had globally.

4) I wonder how many ELFs out there that could really help? Is it that much of bunches or just me being delusional?

5) Oh my god. Seriously, all of them worked really hard for their comeback and we are just sitting here signing up, voting for them each day. Is it that hard?

6) Exams? I got exams too honey. Just few minutes to sign up and vote. Its okay if you're not voting for few days but you will still vote. I'll tell you how, leave me your email address at the chatbox please ^^

7) Where is your words to keep the Sapphire Blue all over the world? Work it out sayangzz!

8) 13 boys, with general fans and their own singularly owned fans. How many was that? WHERE ARE YOU??

9) I want it so bad, why aren't you? LOL!

10) Please to be reminded that this is Foreign Category Award in MAMA. SOOOO.......How foreign are you? I mean, how many of foreign ELFs out there actually? Emh? Not that much eh? Huh. Talk big. Sapphire Blue sea what the heck. Pish.

11) I WANT KIBUM BACK!

12) I want to see all of them happy again like when they're receiving the award for MKMF 2007 :3

13) Just....vote. Why are you calling yourself E.L.F. peeps?

Enough talk. YOU HAVE TO HAVE SJ-WORLD ACCOUNT if you wanna know how to vote. This is to secure information ya? One of the strategy ^^

12 DAYS TO GO! Lets make it A MIRACLE; just like how Super Junior prove to the world!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Owh..I sounds wrong at the beginning. Blame Sociology for it.

*pics up there are not mine. Credits as tagged and sarangsj.wordpress.com

These guys just PAWN!!!

2009-11-05T06:53:00.004+08:00

I love comedies. Oh, yes I am. I love epic. I love to laugh, who didn't anyway?

I just have to make this short and simple, because I'm still laughing while I'm typing this (exaggerating is my MIDDLE name, thank you!). I just need you guys out there know that these guys I'm about to feature are just PLAIN AWESOME!

If you are following Sayanghaeyo real close, you'll get to see how ADDICTED I am to 8TV Nite Live. Yes, I am. I remember posting about the show earlier this year, you can read it here. At that time, HunnyMadu used to be the host and its moving on to Jules, to Jules with Mike and Jules,Mike an MOE! <---extra mark here, he is the baby in the emcees line :P

WHY AM I SOOOO INTO 8TV NITE LIVE??

I mean, I had to rush home or get myself in front of the box (or likely something flat on the wall...I don't know) just to watch that particular show. WHY??

Two reasons for me.

1) K-Pop segment (THE ONLY SHOW WITH K-POP SEGMENT, OMG...THANK YOUU *tears*).

2) Jules unnie for being cute (omg...I love her, she is just CUTE! XD), Mike for learning the viewers needs *cough*K-pop*cough* and Moe for....uh....being Moe? LOL! Don't get me wrong Moe, ailabeu~~*heart sign*

The emcess are just plain LOLz. I mean, I turned all geek when I tune in the show and had a good laugh watching them teasing each other. Wth... my sorority sisters was like...Norfy, they are not paying you, so don't laugh too much. I just give them one look and they'll just leave me in my world once again XD

Here are the samples ~~of their dorkiness~~:-

(Mike and Moe)

*credits to roswellgirl@YT

Just not to confuse you all, Mike is on the right and Moe is on the left :P

Pshh.....ok, girls..... I know....I know... Yes, they are cute. Tune to 8TV Nite Live from Saturday to Monday; 12.45 AM to 2AM if you wanna see them live, k?

(Jules unnie and Mike)

*credits to roswellgirl@YT

YES! How cute Jules unnie is? XD XD I can't help but to tune to the show, its just a MUST for me every weekends. And was it too geek of me to say that I'm waiting for this show every week? LOLzz

You can ~~stalk~~ check their daily life out! Thats the coolest thing :D

Twitter:-

Jules unnie | Mike | Moe

Facebook:-

Mike | Moe

Blogs:-

Mike | Moe

And another guy that I just bumped on while randomly hitting on google ( I L.O.V.E. Google! I might just propose to it one day), I don't know if you guys had known him before since I found his vid on some kpop hating community <----why do they even existed??

Meet Mr. Chonny!

*credits to yourchonny or mychonny@YT

ROFL!! Ok, not the best parody every, but you guys just HAD to go through his other vidz where he is babbling all the way. My personal favorite would be the one with him doing tutorial on how to be G-Dragon!

Oh yeah, pardon me for spreading something...what? Influencing minors to cuss. Its hilarious and I just had this urge to share XD

I just had to say, how do I live without all these awesome, hilarious people in the world? Babe...wasn't that world kinda dull?

Oh, dear. I might be signing myself to nearest stand up comedy club in town!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: In other random side, I'm spazzing on Michael Jackson's This Is It as it told the whole truth of my affair with Super Junior *0* omg...goosebumps (in a good way, of course).

About H.A.T.E

2009-11-03T23:42:00.007+08:00

I'm taking some time to update this almost-dead blog. And hey! I just rejuvenated my LJ though I don't still get to see the chemistry between us yet. Blogspot is still the best for me ;D

So as you think I'm being idle while hiatus-ing, I'm still here, behind the screen to monitor what happen around the world (I'm a communication student for god sake! Online is just a MUST!), so beware sayangzz, I'm watching!

Of course, this blog is dedicated to fangirling and I'm talking about fangirling at this moment.

Ok, so heres the treat. I remember plurking and Maskuto posted a video that he said was non-sense and when I watch it, I am certain it would likely to sparks fire between Shawol (SHINee World) and Hottest. I gave away my two cents since the uploader has not state any proof and the proof that she sent up after that was all the way unrelated to her point either. I wasn't trying to pick a fight or so, I was trying to give her a bit sense and hopefully she will remove that video. I do not wish for fandoms to hate and fight with each other!

This is what I get from her:-

She posted three comments and the other two was similar but when I checked the video's comment, it was deleted. THAT one comment up there was the one that I'm so much in rage of! Known as a hot headed person, I went to his account and would like to ask things or two about this (I'm a patriotic person, I don't deny it) but she blocked me.

Right after that, she sent me this:-

Yes, that was one month ago when she posted that up. Since I couldn't reply to her at her account, I did at my own, just in case she might came back to check me out. Well, I'm certainly right when she apparently came back and topped my comment page there! LMAO!

I don't get why she is getting so personal with me and the others who are trying to say DO NOT SHOW THIS VIDEO. From what me and some other users that she also personally attacked understood (with VERY low comprehend-able English she got there, so sorry!), the vid is trying to show that a fan (apparently, she alleged the fan to be a shawol) is the one who should bear the responsible for surfacing the controversial comment from Jaebum's MySpace.

The fan had apologized and felt bad about it, so I don't see the point to turn the anger to that fan. I mean, of course I'm upset of what she did, but she had apologized. Wasn't that the same thing happened to Jay? I wouldn't turn the circle round and around its just useless. The video is provoking Hottests to turn the hate to Shawol (the uploader kept saying that shawol is jealous of 2PM and made the controversial comment public).

When I thought everything was okay and she already removed the video (too many angry comment towards the uploader) she came back to push a fight with me. I was all the way LOLOLOLOLOL!!! She kept checking me up ain't her?? XD Such a fan of mine~ thank you!

THIS. My sayangzz, is not what a TRUE fangirl supposed to do. Not saying I'm all that but a fangirl with a BRAIN wouldn't go all emotional and left the relevance out in her action. Especially when you are presenting yourself as a fan of a specific star. The uploader is a KimBum of BOF fan, so I was.....wth....whenever I see KimBum. Pitied him for having such a non-sense fan~ Oh well, I'm not that immature for labeling or such, but I do felt funny when I bumped to any KimBum related news or such. LOLz!

So think twice when you think the wrath is taking over yourself, watch the act you're going to take. Do peace, not war!

Talking about what a fangirl shouldn't do, I was randomly hitting words on google and I went to this blog that was a total HIT back when I'm still a mod at MY-SMTown.

Yep, a self-proclaimed international anti of Super Junior blog. Its called Stupid Junior and had a YouTube account also. Feel free to visit the blog and the youtube channel, just don't leave a comment. Do not give a damn no matter how insulting the user might try to be. Oh, do I have to mention another BAD ENGRISH again? I'm telling you people, come there to have a good laugh is fine. But to waste your energy and time, posting lengthy comment on such blog, PLEASE.

Why its not worth to do so at such blog? Because:

1) That is what the user wanted! Attention! And when he/she got famous for doing so, being a hater is such a WIN for the user.

2) The 'hate' or 'anti' method he/she used there are so cheap. CHEAP that I couldn't stand to laugh at it!! I mean, subbing videos with so-so English, manipulating pictures to make the boys looked hideous, writing random comments, oh-my-god. . . . . .That is just a total turn off, I don't even the feel the rage to fight over. He/she is just so pitiful, like seriously. . . . *Loser hand sign*

I can't imagine her/him spending ample time to maintain both blog and youtube account, she/he really knows how to enjoy life eh? *pitiful eyes*

However, when I said I've ignored the blog and youtube channel for more than 6 months, it seems that the user is still going on. Why? Well, take a look at how many 'supporters' he/she got there.

See how hard for Sayanghaeyo (where it supposed to spread love....No?) to get a single comment but the so called anti got so many attention in just mere words and manipulated picture? How ironic eh? How can the anti not be happy? Her purpose became true, dear all.

From all the comments I read there, all of them came from FANS. None of them are saying: "Oh, I support you, lets hate SJ together". So yeah, from fans the user had the strength to move on for another hate, because he/she know, FANS are reading and responding. See?

This is what I learnt from Michael Jackson, the most controversial mega-superstar of all time, Rest In Peace. Being said this and that, alleged and hated, he still standing strong an he used to say:

Ignorance is hostility.

Which is very much true. So be deaf and mute about the hates that turn up to you. Ignore so they know their cause and purpose are not going to work and that nobody cares about it. Well, of course you had your own free will and choice. All I'm trying to do is for you to have a bit sense about this. Make your stars proud of you, not ashamed of you ;D

And that is all for my latest entry. Whoosh! Going back to hit my past year papers!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: Not that I'm trying to beg you guys, COMMENT, COMMENT, COMMET in my blog though I wish I could interact more with my readers, but that is not my point. LOL! Don't twist my words for this, will ya?

p/s/s: I edited out some words, apparently some typos and uncleaned lines made me looks like another ENGRISH blogger!! LMAO! What a noob~

It's party time!! Who wants a t-shirt with it? ;D

2009-10-29T18:09:00.005+08:00

As you guys SHOULD know, Super Junior is going to celebrate their 4th Anniversary this coming 6 November (my mom's birthday). Yeayyy! *clapping like its nobody's business*

So, MYSJ and Sapphirepearls are going to celebrate, yes, CELEBRATE it together with YOU for that very special date! Redbox and EPOP are sponsoring the event so we are going to have a lots of fun!

BUUUUTTT.....

..It's limited to 15 person only! So palli come here and get your tix for the bonding ceremony of Malaysia's ELF! You're not going regret it like seriously.

And another great news is...

We're going to take another round of T-shirt order!!! So spread around with your friends! One Malaysia ELF Tee, together we make one Sapphire blue sea!

*click to enlarge*

In the collaboration of MYSJ and Sapphirepearls Malaysian branch, we present to you Malaysian ELF T-shirt!!!

For some more reference, here are some MYSJ's members wearing the shirt :)

*vid credits to milaniichi@YouTube

One of SP Members wearing the shirt :)

This shirt was recognized nationwide as it was shown in the national broadcast; 8TV

For your information, MYSJ is a fan union who brought to you Sorry Sorry Malaysian version and the one who had made the petition for SJ all along the way. Sapphirepearls is a global fan union with lots of branches around the world and Malaysian branch is collaborating with MYSJ to bring the oneness of Malaysian ELF.

Just like our Prime Minister told us to be One Malaysia, we would like to be ONE ELF as well ;)

Support Malaysian ELF and be proud of who you are!!

Size	Length	Width
S	19	19
M	20	20
L	21	21
XL	22	22
2XL	23	23
3XL	24	24
4XL	25	25

*size is in inch*

To convert; try this one http://www.onlineconversion.com/length_common.htm

The price for each piece of t-shirt is RM30 including shipping fees. For Sabah and Sarawak, RM35. Last day to order the t-shirt would be 12th Nov 2009, Thursday. As for the payment, you can make your payment up to 5 days after the deadline. Better grab one fast!!!!

Interested? Please email me at heavenlyfragrance@yahoo.com. Here are what you need to give me:

1. Your full name

2. Your address

3. Your contact number (active please!!)

4. Amount of t-shirts that you want

5. Size (s) that you want

6. Make the payment to Maybank Account :

162384745464

ALIA ASYILA ABDUL MAJID

7. Your proof of payment (bank in slip) after you paid.

If you're not Malaysian or a Malaysian but residing outside Malaysia, you can still purchase it by contacting Fiza unni through her email, fiza_fishama@yahoo.com.my

Please note that all the processes are going to take around 1 month for you to receive the shirt. Well, better than nothing? And quality is worth waiting, sayang ;D

Any questions please leave a comment here :) I'll answer within 24 hours.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I SEE YOU THERE!!!

**MYSJ logo credits to SJADMIN@Photobucket, Sapphirepearls Malaysia logo credits to Miraie_19 and Dae_YunHae

SJ-World Donghae's Birthday Project [REPORT]

2009-10-26T19:07:00.004+08:00

First of all, honeys, sayangzz....I am so damned sorry for my late report. School tasks, personal money-making industry (LOL) made me washed-out and put me to no choice but to wait for the right time to have this report going on.

Anyway, here is the budget.

Postal Charge(to Singapore): RM22

Petrol Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM2.20

Service Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM2.20

Bedded envelope: Free (I got it from my roomate :P)

TOTAL: RM26.40

Five girls successfully made their fishes way to my inbox on time. I am so sorry to other girls whom had their fishes submitted late, I couldn't hand it over to Joyce (I even received Shindong's cards at that time U__U).

The share of this project for each girls (again, I tried to join Donghae's project but FAIL due to excess time on research and study) would be RM26.40/5

RM5.28

Oh, ignore that coins. Just pay back to me RM5 ok? ^^ That would be convenient to you and to me.

I couldn't help but to notice the decreasing numbers of people joining this fan project x_____x Oh, well. Maybe you guys are doing it by your own. Though I'm not encouraging people to spend too much money on sending it alone since its costly and you could actually saves the spent money on some other things. Its economy downturn and I felt bad for parents thinking everyday on budgeting and stuff to cope with it. Help your parents sayangzz!

And here is the pic of the fishes. I took it during my photo communication's class at the lab so it's quite eerie there and yes, it's only one as I'm taking it while my lecturer is not looking :P

Alright, my connection is not being friendly to me like two days. I couldn't upload pictures through any of the uploaders available (blogger, photobucket, friendster, myspace, imageshack, twitterfrog etc) So I guess you guys had to wait until the connection is decent again. Don't worry, I'll upload it once the connection is fine soon.

To pass me the money, you can send it through bank transfer or send it to me with pos biasa (but please cover the envelope so the money couldn't be seen).

Sayanghaeyo on Kangin's case

2009-10-16T12:53:00.007+08:00

As most of you had knew, Kangin is getting accused for driving drunk and hit a taxi with a driver and two passengers in it. There is no major injuries and he turned himself to the police few hours after the incident so police had taken this into consideration; however the case had been treated as a hit and run since he didn't turn himself up earlier/on the spot.

More information is going to be up soon, since this is just the surface of what happened, there might be something beneath it that we didn't know. Be it good or not.

Our dear big bear Kangin or Youngwoon is no doubt in his darkest hours of being an idol, as being Super Junior's Kangin.

As a living person, aside as being a fangirl, I could have hated him for driving while being drunk. Wasn't there a CLEAR RULES saying: DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE??? And choosing to drive while you're clearly drunk, is a huge mistake you could ever done. I've been a victim of hit and run case before, so I couldn't forgive anything like this to happen. It could have killed someone if its not EVERYONE.

Do not hate me. Am trying to be rational. As I've told you before, I'm not going to make people think us, fangirls are all stupid, blind and delusional anymore. Senses are so very much needed here.

Yet, would you think a family member of Kangin's would ditch him out because of this? Do you think his friends would run away and forget him in instance because of this? Is there any possibilities that Kangin would be left alone because of one very, very great messed up case?

Of course not.

There is family to help him. Maybe a good slap from his dad, maybe a very lengthy cry and babble from his mom, his parents might just meet the victims face to face and make their apology over their son's deeds, maybe made Kangin himself to come over and ask solemn forgiveness.

There are friends to prevent him from doing this again. Maybe they are the one who asked him to give himself out, so he would not had any further problem. Another babble might just came out from a very talkative friend. The real friends, despite of their busy everyday life, would make some ample time to see him, to resides him, to guide him where to go when its all seems wrong and to tell him: "It's going to be alright, I am here,"

Family is where you would return to. What are friends for? Famous phrase aren't they? Here comes the infamous one.

Fans as to be with you when you're at the peak of life and at the deepest trouble.

The most odd relationship one could have is a person and fans. Fans are not family, nor are they friends. They are bunch of admirers and lovers and long had been doing things just how family members and friends would do. Supporting them, celebrating their success and crying together with them, fans are residing them. True fans couldn't detach him or herself from the one they had been admiring, because they had vowed to love them no matter what happened.

The same things goes for Kangin and us, ELFs or specifically, Chamomile (Kangin's fans). We had been regarding ourselves as the family members, the friends, the lovers that Kangin himself would never personally know we even existed. A true fan that would try to be with him even at his most troublesome moment. Just like how families and friends would react, that is how we would react. Of course we would be upset, we felt like lecturing him, we felt like seeing him and ask him "What the hell are you doing there dude??" and yes, our heart goes out to the victims that might get killed. If its possible, we fans might want to see them and their family personally and said our deepest concern over their life of it. This is no child play, its a life we're dealing with. We felt very sorry for what Kangin had done.

For you, haters, netizens and fans alike. Do know that us fangirls are not blind. So you too, do not be blind and claim us to be stupid all over.

As much as we love Kangin, we know how to react with responsibility and at the same time, its impossible to detach Kangin as someone that we dearly admire. Because we know, if he is to be that bad, he wouldn't turn himself out and endanger his career, such honest man would do that and Kangin is only being honest and responsible. Do not question that.

Please forgive Kim Youngwoon, Super Junior's Kangin for he had done something that an idol or as a responsible person shouldn't be doing. Please do remember that he had been honest about this, please consider us fans are not being blind to believe in him.

We're mad and upset we couldn't deny it. But we believe he would try to straighten things dutifully, as a person, as a citizen, as a son, as an idol and as Kim Youngwoon that we all knew.

I am mad with Kangin, but I believe in Kangin

Norfy

Pics credit as tagged + sarangsj.wordpress.com

Unleash that Eunhyuk wanna be in you!

2009-10-13T09:00:00.004+08:00

So, 8TV Nite Live had been promoting this Sorry Sorry Dancing contest and I am one of the squealing fangirls around the block. Well, I don't have the time to join nor do I have the talent, but I'm going to freaking promote this contest to all of you. Read here for more details!

I bet of all the steps in Sorry Sorry you've tried, tutting would be the HARDEST part. It is hard, but its possible to achieve. I've studied the tut and could do it after 2 days ~~with all the unnecessary focus on it when I should study my books~~. So here is one good tutting tutorial of Super Junior that I've found.

Credits to PungPhooie
For people in their teens, you can still achieve that super jelly moves like Eunhyuk to do that perfect popping and waving. And no comment on SungTeukEunHae footworks! That needs some serious practice to achieve fast moving legs like that. I FAIL on that everytime I tried!!

I wish you all the best, do tell me if you're going to get your nerves on with that contest. Wanna see how sick your moves could be :) Kamsahamnida

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: I'd be trying to do on the report soon, Donghae's wifey. Mike and Moe at 8TV Nite Live are very cute duo, you guys had to watch them being dorky! XDD

Kill. Me.

2009-10-09T17:52:00.003+08:00

Shut up.

I know.

I GASPED too loud that my roomate thought I had an asthma!

Just what the heck the costume coordinator is thinking of? I'm lying if I'm not saying I detest this look. I wonder what kind of world the theater is trying to present? Fantasy? Ancient?

As much as I love Ming, I was so well-relieved that I didn't catch this act of his live. Ok, so its art. But to think that Ming is going to be in that costume for ONE MONTH, I felt my soul went away. AkillA successfully killed me, and its not a good thing.

The only good thing maybe is Ming showing off that skin from his chest down to his abdomen. Damn....now that is rare, considering the fact that he NEVER goes topless before. This peek is just great to make me go OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

Sungmin oppa, just fighting! I know you're going to make it good and grab more attention soon with that great acting skills behind that........umm...artsy costume.

In the other hand, please to know that this coming Sunday, 11th of October is the E.L.F war day where we bought Sorry Sorry version A to support Super Junior on the chart's war. On that day, I'd be finally meeting the high committee of Sapphirepearls Malaysia to finalize everything for Super Junior's 4th Anniversary celebration for Malaysian E.L.F. You can check it out here for more information and the mass celebration would be up soon, so please stay tune :D

And oh, Yoonji unnie. Thank you so much for the healing words for Kangin~ I bet it helps Kangin a lot, thinking that Kangin and her had been together for quite a few months. I love KangJi, ~~seriously go get married and have children!~~

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: For sayangzz who had been waiting for my reports on Donghae's Birthday project, please understand that currently I'm facing problems with my lappy and only would be updating about it after the lappy (proudly named Danish) is back. For sayangzz who voiced out their concern on my last post, thank you so much, I'm so sorry I couldn't explain but I really want to stress the point of obtaining respects as fangirls and fasten your safety well. Thank you once again!

*pic credits as tagged+baidu and supersungmin.wordpress.com. More pictures of Sungmin's AKillA premium night here

Am not happy and am sorry

2009-10-05T20:35:00.004+08:00

I regret the hours in my life like I never did. This is a humble opinion only. Please do not get mad. I had my own reason. I love you all, but please let me be for hating the hours back then.

To all fangirls, not all people would love you. But try to make them at least respect you.

From my deepest concern.

Norfy

p/s: I am so sorry. I couldn't explain. I am unhappy and I am so sorry. That is all I had to say.

*pic credits to Cartmann

Self-motivating: Fangirl's way

2009-09-30T02:14:00.003+08:00

Min: You should help me wipe more often ^^

Jungmo: Whut??? Hell no, you own one crazy wife!!

Not generally, but at least I'm doing it XD

I was listless since the Raya holiday is over. I'm shocked to see that I need to submit 5 assignments which requires you to do extensive research, questionnaires, interviews, etc right when I hit back the class. Instantly, the whole world seems dark. If I didn't manage to clear these 'clogging' jobs, than I'd end up with hideous pointer which something that I wouldn't want! As a proud fangirl, I want to prove that, us fans, can achieve the same, maybe even better than people who puts their nose on the books 24/7. (Oh, whilst I'm typing this, my lecturer adds another assignment, which now totals up to 6 T-T).

I don't know if this sounds eerie to you, or maybe you can call me delusional (I kept thinking I AM), but this is how I do it.

(Suddenly I felt awkward calling Ming as my hubby) My obsession, Lee Sungmin is now very busy, preparing for AKillA yet he enjoyed it very much. Always show us that smiles and I couldn't help but to fall again and again to him. No matter how many times it is, I am still going to fall for the exact same boy of Super Junior, Lee Sungmin My Hubby.

^Too much eyeliner. I should be there to monitor the make-up artist

So I was....dang. If he is that calm to do his everyday routine, why can't I? I mean, the pressure of his are incomparable with mine. I just need to settle some few arrangements of meetups, cramp myself at the library and everything would be fine. But he needs to moves around, practice a lot. Travels a lot.

And that motivates me. Just if he can do so. Why can't I? Damn, I'm an academic person, I must do better than my ~~superstar-multi-talented-pretty-nice-sweet-mysterious-hot~~ hubby.

Min: Is there any chance to get away from this delusional 'wife'?

Heenim: Dude, the girl is lunatic. You need to kill her to be free.

Just want to tell you one thing. If you've read about Heenim tried to leave Super Junior once, you might know that Heenim was touched by a few younger members who had grown distant since he is busy acting and had little time to spent together with his dongsaengs. For my own retard-delusional theory, it is Sungmin whom he meant.

Why? First, I'm dead sure Heenim and Sungmin are far more awkward than SungminXKangin or HeenimXEunhyuk. I rarely sees them interacting with each other. But as the interview surfaced, I see lots of HeenimXSungmin moment which.....is seriously something rare. Em. Like that.

Yes, talking about obsession. Sometimes it ate me up, sometimes it brings me up.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: MY-HOTTEST is bringing the flash mob up this sunday at KL Sentral-Putra KLCC-KLCC park, so watch out dudes and babes!!

*All pictures credits as tagged+ supersungmin.wordpress.com

YOU LOOK LIKE A SOMETHING

2009-09-27T06:26:00.007+08:00

I am very sure most of you knew the existence of different fandoms for K-Pop bands and persons. There are a lot of terms used, to present the uniqueness and to show their relationship to their favorite artist. I can list it all but it's going to be endless and people might see my ignorant for some fandoms' names LOL! So yeah, it is well noted ;)

Therefore, there are seas of people with different interests within one platform they're standing together. Fandom. The beautiful stage where loyalties, support, team work and hard work are mainly important to keep the artist they love breathing. I'm not exaggerating. The artists need the enthusiast and the lovers to actually get moving, after all, its their career. Career means a dedicated job. Job means a source of preparing person's basic needs. Fandom and fans are playing really important roles in one celebrity's life like seriously.

The diversion of fans and fandoms could actually invites a lot of possibilities. There is no doubt that we might bump into some little fight or sometimes huge fight. After all, fans want to place their beloved at the very first place and would be doing all their might. It can actually be done with lots of peace, whilst minding one business instead of lurking on others and get annoyed of other fandom's job. Probably some words, some acts, that wouldn't get discovered if one is not that busy body. Its their fandom, its their place, why can't they shit it out? Do not be a hypocrite and says you never shit on other fandoms when you're within you're own gang. I know you did once in a while because I know I did, and it's plain normal.

Its really ugly to see fans overreacted on some issues and starts to be rude to other fans. There is no need to give your rotten piece of mind really, keep it to yourself as it will only cost you an ugly image. What ugly? Well, frankly, I don't mind spazzing. I spazz a lot and there is no way of stopping it. But there is a limit. Now, I'm not trying to be a teacher or your momma. Try to think of it for once at least.

Why start a fight? So you're being angry of others words. You think its ugly and unnecessary. So why waste the effort of replying the exact same words to anger them back? You're being UGLY and unnecessary at the moment you started a fight. Not to mention you're reflecting a really bad image on what kind of fans your favorite artist had. We knew the stereotype people pasted on us, fans. So why do you need to give more proofs? For god sake, try to prove them wrong instead.

Why would you need to talk bad on other fandom? When they are actually the same as you, admiring and supporting their favorite artist even its not the same as yours? You're a fan. They're a fan too. You can actually feel their situation, really. By having a pinch of empathy.

Why would you need to defend your artist with vulgar words on other artist/fans/fandom? Seriously honeys, that reflects on how you are actually a blind lover. Delusional and pathetic. Vulgar words are always being used by losers, especially when they know they're defeated. A silence can actually act stronger than some senseless inappropriate words.

Why would you have to hold the fight longer? So you had spoken nicely and had some points. The debate continues. Honey needs to stop when you see the pattern kept repeating. Let the goldfish talks alone and got carried away, the person will be the one who gets embarrassed. Ignorance is great at times.

Since I've entered the fandom of K-Pop, I've been into several fans wars and it can be damned ugly. Thank god for some rational fans, they're much open-minded and even straighten up their fellow fans to not be such a rash. It could be a very tensed battle ever but it all will ends up good with such civilized fans everywhere. Now, that would make your artists be proud of you :) I can't get over the proud face Super Junior had when they told the Onlbam's ahjumma about their fans promoting their comeback with posters around the city yet will put it down after a period of times as to be responsible. Why not make your artists felt proud like this again and again?

So honeys, I'll leave something for you as a fan myself.

Loving them to the max is not enough. Loving them with a MEANINGFUL ATTITUDE is what worth all the gifts you might want to pour on them.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: If the artist themselves could love and support each other, why not us. Its up to you really, but mind you. Being UGLY and POOR of attitude benefits none of any parties including yourself. T.H.I.N.K. Oh, and Chuseok would fall on 3r October this year! My festive mood is on despite of all the crazy assignments LOL

**all pictures are not MINE! Was taken somewhere I don't remember, collected them when I was a real noob

Sorry Sorry got FAKED!

2009-09-25T19:53:00.009+08:00

I have to admit, though how much faster our country is running as a developing country, piracy is still a HUGE problem and I don't care much at first but when it comes to Super Junior. . . .

. . . It pisses me off.

No, I wasn't talking about the obvious FAKE and PIRATED CDs that we can found it around the Pasar Malam (night market) with RM10 for 3 CDs pasted on it. That is too clear to tell and I don't even bother. True fans know their thing and know how to really support.

I am talking about a nicely packaged with wooden box, beautifully printed with nice paper, offers MV as well and claimed to be Chinese version of Sorry Sorry kind of FAKE CD.

Yes, it existed! It happens that this kind of fake stuff persuade a buyer with this as her first time to buy K-pop stuffies. She happens to give it to her E.L.F friend, poor little thing. . . .

Thanks to Maskuto, he shared some pictures with us to see the fakeness of it. Please to see his fan account and the pictures of the FAKE CDs at his site.

From what he had told; I've summarized that:-

The fake SJ jib is bought at "Hiro Comic World Sdn. Bhd." located at Petaling Street.
The price is nearly the same if you bought from YesAsia, RM40++
The seller claimed it as CHINA version which is BOGUS. The only version in chinese language is Taiwan version.
There is a huge 'U' logo which should represents U song but was put everywhere at the packaging.
There is no booklet that should contain lyrics.
Wooden box never existed at any version of K-Pop albums.
A picture of Super Junior performing Sorry Sorry is there when the album supposed to be out FIRST before being performed at the public.
The quality of the MV is horrible, according to Maskuto, it was similar to YouTube-ripped ones and its built in a CD-ROM, not a DVD.
Play the CD at Windows Media Player and it shows 'Unknown Song' by 'Unknown Artist'.

So honey bunches, please be aware of the fake stuff! And I officially slated Hiro Comics World Sdn. Bhd. in Sayanghaeyo's black list for K-pop fans to shop. Reasonable enough because:

Persuading a fan to buy a FAKE CD where it wouldn't benefit both buyers and the artist the fan loves. I wouldn't waste my time blogging about this if they're not going off the border. The part that they had suggested such thing is so irresponsible and very selfish for their own good.
Faking such hard to get items in Malaysia is a huge sin of greed. Especially when the fans are going all desperate to have one, they made money over enthusiasm with the wrong way.
All of the reasons above is good enough for me to BAR the said shop as being irresponsible, greedy for their own needs and cater unreliable goods.

Please spread around this piece of important news. Do not buy anything from this shop to show that you're against their deeds of scamming people's money away. Thank you so much. Please do not forget to credit Maskuto and link back to his blog if you spread this thing around your circles of friends.

I did this, because I do not want another fan got scammed and since we couldn't do anything with piracy here, at least we could know and recognize any people who would want to cheat you over your interest. Now honey bunches, please pass around this info. THANKIES!

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

p/s: MY-SMTOWN is going to close soon. Please mark your final farewell at the shoutbox. It'll slowly change to a blog instead. Oh, and I just want to let you know, my red hair is similar to Ming's hair now. Talking about match made from heaven *Pink Pumpkins rise to attack*

SJ-World Shindong's Birthday Project [REPORT]

2009-09-19T02:45:00.003+08:00

Postal Charge: RM43

Petrol Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM4.30

Service Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM4.30

TOTAL: RM51.60

There are 8 girls who sent together for this project, I know its a lame excuse, but due to time constraints and some personal business, I couldn't hand over my handmade card, it was half-finished so the share of the fees would be RM51.60/8 girls.

Each of you would pay RM6.45, 5 cents are too much of hassle! So RM6.40 would be fine ^^ And since I'm using an envelope I just found randomly at my parents' house (as well as the printing), so its totally free. Make it as a Raya give away :D

And here are the piccies ^^

Your cards! Honestly, I admire all of the cards~ it was superbly cute *0*

Front of the envelope; Alice' address. The female officer at the post office thought I wrote it all and even misunderstood mandarin and hangeul LOL

The back of it; usually I wrote a quicklist to assist Alice of whose cards are in it. But the officer lady STAMPED a Poslaju receipt on it and I was "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

Never mind, will PM Alice for her convenience~ and yes, I've posted the announcement of cards been sent :)

Thank you for all of you! And do join Donghae's birthday project, and I'd be definitely make out my handmade one. Its cuter that way :P

And I'd like to wish all of you, Selamat Hari Raya. Please forgive me if I had done any wrong doings, directly or indirectly, intentionally or unintentionally ^^ Please stay tuned with Sayanghaeyo for I'd be glad to update with you anything K-pop (especially Super Junior) and Korean related to Malaysia! Thank you!

Sayanghaeyo, Selamat Hari Raya and Happy Holiday!!

Norfy

p/s: Oh, Chuseok is around the corner too~ hehehe~

[SJ-World] Donation and Towel Order

2009-09-12T17:16:00.005+08:00

As you guys have known, SJ-World is facing trouble with the server host and I'm encouraging you to donate so we could have SJ-World back with better server in the future. All donation is done with USD and I can help you to send your donation via PayPal. $5 is the minimum of the payment but any donation made below the amount is still acceptable (though I don't think it's very decent....). Here is currency convertor online that might help you.

All you have to do is send your donation through Maybank ATM Cash Deposit Machine or via online banking. If you're using cash deposit machine, please send me the proof of payment (bank slip) to avoid scams and if you're using online banking, just type my email at the recipient's box.

Please use your SJ-World's username on the chatbox and drop a comment saying "donation" with email on the website/email box if you're interested. I would send you my details within 24 hours.

For people who had actually ordered their towel and would made payment through me but haven't done so yet, you can leave a comment of "SJW Towel" with your SJ-World username and your email if you need my details. Just in case you haven't saved my details other than in your PM Inbox. I will email you within 24 hours.

Thank you.

Sayanghaeyo

Norfy

DECLARATION:-

Norfy a.k.a Miss Healerzz is NOT one of the staffs at SJ-World and Sayanghaeyo is a personal spazzing site, thus any questions regarding the donation and towel purchase should be made at the righteous forum and not to be made here unless it's about how to send donation or purchase the towel through me to SJ-World.

Sayanghaeyo

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[CAUTION] This is a suicide note

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[VISUAL KEI] Too Many To Share, Too Little Time

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Of This Upcoming Raya and Homesick

HAI

Why, hello there emotional post?

For Delusional Fangirls

[060610] SJ at Singapore and guess what I'm doing?

[050610] Basic Exercise and what I eat today

Beastly Fangirl?

4th teases us with a little pic

Weeccky weeccky wow wow! Bang bang~

4th Jib WOULD DEARLY KILL ME BECAUSE....

Laughing Out In The Air! CHYEAH!

COME QUIT FANGIRLING WITH ME

[ANNOUNCEMENT] Sayanghaeyo is closing

8TV Nite Live : Catch up TV FINALLY! XD

If

:) *90 degrees bows*

Bawang-ing will go frighten Edward Cullen away

S.A.Y.A.N.G is L.O.V.E

Imma be Imma be Imma Imma be . . . .

Honesty is such a lonely word

Thank you for being there. I will now go

I Will Protect Super Junior

My connection is seriously INDECENT

Sayanghaeyo On SSII In Malaysia Issue

Ah!! Eh...Uhm...Oh...Ugh!

Sayanghaeyo is currently CORRUPTED

Do you want love?

So I LOL pondering over this

Here I send thee my love ^^

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From fangirl to fangirl about being a fangirl

Sayanghaeyo resolutions for 2010 ^^

A Birthday Wish for Dearest 이성민

[HUZZAH!] Sayanghaeyo would be temporarily closed

Lesson learnt, lesson taught *sigh*

OK WE CAN!

Merry Xmas to all Sayangzz!!

Because I need to update

Please anticipate!

Farewell to P-Sshi

[ANNOUNCEMENT] Sayanghaeyo is TEAM MOE

For SHINee 종현 that noona always love

Oh.You. FANGIRLS!!

Minho Look A like and MnM's EPIC Sorry Sorry!

Cho Shin Sung needs my love

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True LOL instead of OMG

I'm just a fangirl

[RANDOM] Is it only me or what?

I'm baaaccckkkk and guess what?

Vote for SJ at MAMA 2009

These guys just PAWN!!!

About H.A.T.E

It's party time!! Who wants a t-shirt with it? ;D

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Unleash that Eunhyuk wanna be in you!

Kill. Me.

Am not happy and am sorry

Self-motivating: Fangirl's way

YOU LOOK LIKE A SOMETHING

Sorry Sorry got FAKED!

SJ-World Shindong's Birthday Project [REPORT]

[SJ-World] Donation and Towel Order

:) 90 degrees bows

Lesson learnt, lesson taught sigh