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Holidays Dilemma


Ahhh~~ right. Another post for me to confess. While I’m writing this, I’m in a dark room, looking ugly since I haven’t wash my face from out of bed till afternoon, reading fanfics, watching youtube and voting super junior again, again, and again. I don’t talk to any human beings in this house, I don’t know how to start to because what will blurt out of my mouth would be anything that I’m interested in. That would be so selfish of me. So I better off retreating myself from any conversations and live in this small cave doing things I like. This is very unhealthy~

I rejected every social gatherings like the reunion camping, varsity meetings, shopping spree and campus orient-week officer offer. I don’t answer text messages since I don’t feel like talking into anything. I even reject the idea of me assisting my dad on his motivational talk. Dare I have to say I am lazy. And I can live this boring, lifeless living forever. I did.

Yeah. But I’m too ambitious for that. I don…

Shyness That Caught Me

It’s here. The place. Both of us knew. Both of us are late.

But it’s okay. We bumped at the right time.

I said you’re late. You nod and laughed.

We sit. You ordered a shake. So do I.

We’re awkward.

You said I’m different from what you thought.

I said you’re exactly what I thought.

Laughing again.

I said I like your hair.

You blush and look away.

With that attitude, reminds me of a school girl.

You said you wanted to be an author.

That is why we’re here.

We should discuss. About a book. A political one.

You said with an awkward voice. You want to talk about other things.

It was religion. I’m okay.

We talked about the issue.

Suddenly, we’re dumbfounded.

Shakes empty. We walked out.

People were looking at us weird.

I’m uneasy. But your shy smile washed it all away.

I hardly see the sun outside. But it’s really lovely.

I found scenery I like.

I pull out my cell and you hid behind your palms. You thought I’m capturing you.

When I explained, you flushed. So I took your picture.

There. No need to be embarrassed.

I’m …

Happy Birthday Ryeowook Oppa~

It's 21 of June and it's Ryeowook of Super Junior's Birthday!!

The eternal magnae of the team is 21 this year. Currently he is staying in China (i guess, since he is working in Super Junior-M nowadays). I wish the tenor-voiced oppa will do well thus forward in the future~~

The first time I knew Super Junior, my eyes locked on his face in Don't Don's MV. At that time, I didn't know he is Ryeowook, the shy, cute oppa (^^). So, yeah. Happy Birthday again, Ryeowook Oppa!!! Saranghaeyo!!
<---- the looks that caught my eyes LOL


Here comes SHINee dongsaengs!!

Aneyohaseyo~ Is what you had when you had a breath in cause for you to move around. So, than? What is the point of moving and breathing? You bet. It's G.O.A.L. Every humanbeings needs a goal in their life to had their body work on it, get the brain sharpens and breath not wasted. Goal is the essential in life so you can find yourself the reason to keep waking up everyday. Goal, is somewhat a short term list of things to do. What do you call the long life one is?
Destiny. Yeah. That is what we had to had, so then you don't even had the chance to think of suicide and stuff. Destiny, is what you will live for and can even inspires people around you. Without a goal, your life is plain boring. Without destiny, your life is totally garbage (ooo, that's a bit harsh!!). So what is my GOAL and DESTINY actually?

I've got to say, I am somewhat blurry about this. Given so much options can make one go crazy inside, don't know what will lead your life to. What I do kn…

Drama Addict

Anyunghamshinika? (imitating Lee Teuk oppa)

Recently me and family (except my workaholic dad) sent my baby sis to matrix which she had chosen hard from going abroad study. Since she is bright and cheerful, I had no hesitations and negative feelings because I know she can do very well there. Though I claim myself to be a drama queen, it's kind of surprising that we don't shed tears when we parted. It's like as if it's not a big deal at all. To think that her matrix are near to nana's house, I totally figure it out. Unlike me who had to go through like 8 hours of bas riding to get my feet on my varsity, her is nothing to be dramatic about. LOL

Anyways, I wish she had fun and will do all her might there. Ganbatte Kudasai!!!

Enough with that, let see what I currently did to kill those boring time I had in the middle of varsity semester leave? Ah~ I did a research on Asian dramas especially Korean and Japanese dramas. It's fun, getting informations and downloading stuf…


Just held a very simple wedding dinner of my uncle, congratulations to him. Honestly, half of it gone wrong. The core of the problem, catering. Well, people are here, and the food is not. Some just left with the words: ”already full with the snacks,” to us and that’s a bit shame. When the food came, the caterer just said sorry to some of the family members and not the whole which made my dad and one of my uncle gone mad. They both wanted official apologize. Well said.

So enough with that. Before the dinner, me, my mom, sis and bro are told to go to the venue before dusk. But when was it?? Before dusk, they had like 6 a.m. to 6 p.m. Since I wasn’t clear about this (I’ve been told that labor work will be around that time and we had to spare the formal clothes for the dinner), I spent my free time watching Exploration of Human Body from episode 5 to 9. Ah-ha~

Out of sudden, the plan changed. At four p.m., we had to dress in formal and move our butt to the venue. So I go relax and find myse…

Officially in love with SuJu!!!

Hello Hello~~
Well, after being ignorant to my favorite mag's (Arena comic) article about Super Junior (SuJu), my friend pull it off to me to take a look at these guys.
KAWAIII~~ that's my first thought. Though i had some hard time to match the foreign names with their face (which means i sometimes called Kyuhyun as Hankyung, Lee Teuk as EunHyuk and Sungmin as Yehsung). But still, I gotta love these personality and music.

So far, I watch their movie (Attack On The Pin-up Boys) and catches Kibum, Kang In, Siwon, Shindong and Heechul in mind. Beforehand, I started to watch Don't Don MV and fell in love with Ryeowook's fierce face (only to know that he is such an innocent young man XD).
Currently being forced to watch Exploration of Human Body, a Korean variety show which made the SuJu's members experimenting with their own body, as a part of getting to know SuJu before i had to admit as their fan. Thanks to my girlfriend Sue to even add this love to them.
Learnt about t…