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The accepting, and being accepted

It’s wrong isn’t it? When you don’t accept what others are like, but you want the others to accept you the way you are.

In my case, I was trying hard to understand. Why is one behaving like this, though I’m not verbal about it (it’s more to not ‘gossiping about it’). Let me do it in here, by the heart I was given.

This world is colorful. So, I had to understand, why one is behaving like this, his or her purpose of doing so. I can’t just immediately judge, because the key to one’s healing and peace, is to understand. Not by merely judged, just looking and oh yeah! That’s it!

Believe me. I’ve been judged. I also had been misunderstood. I don’t want to do such thing to anyone. Because it hurts, really. That is why, I tend to listen. Only then do I speak, and if it was to be accepted or not, it’s up to those who are listening.

And it hurts me so much (try to think of a peeled apple), when I tried hard to understand, and the other party is not even trying to understand. It hurts deeper (…

I'm Bad, really really bad

Aaahhhh!!!

A broken relationship. After all the effort that I have been putting. It’s like stupid when you had to call it a quit. It’s a shame actually, especially when you had cry over it, and all.

I think my tears are bit cheap though. I cry for almost about anything. But I can’t help it. Especially when it comes to people that I care about and things I really love. Maybe this time, I learnt a thing or two.

Don’t put your trust just too easy. Don’t say things when you don’t believe in that person. Cry no more. Try not being too overboard. Because, I will get hurt after it than. What happen to me? I had pre-mature love story with someone I never expect would come to my life. I stops it before it even start. And this time, it happens to someone I called out as second family. A dear (not) brother of mine.

But it’s done. I had sought solutions. And he believed other people than he believes in me. There is no need for explanation because when I tried to do so, he just wouldn’t listen. I had …

A little break from exhaustment

Annyeong~ it’s been a while!! (Like I said, it’s really been a while~~~).

When I left this community, it’s been exhausting months for me, doing all the events that are organized by my club. We had concert (it was mini, but it’s fun ^^), members gathering, members registering and upcoming soon, we’re going to have some summer camp for the super-senior members and audition for the new members as we’re leaving the club. I can’t believe I’m grabbing my diploma the next year!!

Around my period of absentness, Super Junior had won the award as the Best Korean Artist at MAA!!! Yay!!! Thanks for voting you guys!! It’s really worth it to have the voting widget plastered all over my social network stuffs. Hehehe~ They came to Malaysia and my girlfriends (Priceless Voice, our team similar to SuJu ^^) had seen them alive!! The words that spills out from them are; they look like they came from another dimension, with shines and halos like no other. And it’s funny how the fans are acting like mad when…