Tuesday, June 30, 2009

June: Definitely a month of miwo

So June is about to leave and we'll welcome July in a matter of few hours.

I was so hyper when it comes to June, Ryeowook's birthday, Sayanghaeyo's anniversary as well as mine being E.L.F., SarangSJ's turns a year, and yeah. E.L.F. celebrates their officialty in this month too. It was supposed to be a very happy month, but who knows what God had prepares for us all.

It was completely shocking when I found my all-time favorite entertainer has gone. Michael Jackson had been my sole source of fangirling, I brought up brave and outspoken of a fangirl because I had to deny rumors that went to him. It was heavy, and I'm only 14 when I started that. I get to know ebay, I communicated with other side of the globe, learnt the fan terms such as fanfictions and stuff, I bought his albums and memorized all the songs, parodized it and more. His effort on humanitarian stuff influenced me also, it gets on me a lot. I' m an active youth organization official volunteer (won't state which one) because he made me care.

And while I'm mourning, I got my updates from P-Sshi and I frowned even more. First, Sungmin with his knees injury. I was disheartened when I heard 12 stitches was performed on him!!! Gosh.....and he still perform.....how I admire his dedication.... and we lose a chance to see attractive girl-boy Sungmin performing Gee with all his heart. Oh man.... I wish he could get well soon....if he can't than don't. I DEMAND TO SEE HIM HEALED PERFECTLY BEFORE HITTING THAT STAGE!!! And dang, nobody can stop my baby Min from performing when he wants it, right? *sigh* Just....get well, oppa. I love you. We love you.

Oh, man. No, not after Sungmin's injury.....Jinki's flash news really bothers me. Like, I can understand his feeling! It's like near-death experience! When everybody was concerning about KBS systems that FAILS there, I'm still mourning and just hope the boy could heal that feelings much sooner. Just got his toothy accident, and fainting on stage afterwards.... something is really not good with this month.

I might want to see the good of this month too. Just to be fair, Oppa Band sought an increase of 5-6% and while it doesn't meet Sungmin's resolutions, I'm sure everybody is happy with it ^^ The birth of Boys Generation, Super Junior at the Taiwan's Golden Melody Awards, DBSK releasing photobook, SHINee's winning multiple times and the most important to me is, Malaysian E.L.F. Tee arrived. Given me a lot of joy (although it's really BIG for me!! LOLz).

I'm hitting my pre-hiatus, college is getting on me back. It's been a while since the last time I went to classes hope everything goes fine, and yeah. Fangirling still goes on, but it won't be as often like I did before. But I can assure you I can't resist the Super Show's spazzing!! XD

I just hope July and onwards give us much happier moments. I love you all.


p/s: I found a blog that plagiarized the reviews I write in Sayanghaeyo and few other blogs got terminated. Somehow, I felt bad for the author, maybe he/she just want to share but didn't know how to do it right. Hoping all the best for the author to shed some light on it. Peace.

Friday, June 26, 2009

A Moment of Silence, dear readers

Michael Joseph Jackson@Mikaeel
29 August 1958-25th June 2009

How can I count the numbers of people influenced by you?
I've been a fan of you for a very long time
How have I wished to see you before
But you've gone

For the King that I always pray for
For the man that taught me what patience is
For the entertainer that had been my first love
All this while I've never stop loving you
I always believe in you, no matter what
But you've gone

The restless life that held you cruelly, it's gone now

Rest In Peace Mikaeel, you're now free at last

I have always love you

Beloved fan since 1993

Innalillah WaInnailaihi Roji'oun
*As a sign of mourning, I will not be available online for three days.
Please understand. Thank you.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Malaysia E.L.F. Blood Donation Event [LATEST]

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credits to MYSJ for the banner :)

If you still remember my entry about E.L.F. Blood Donation Event (which is why we're promoting Malaysian E.L.F. Tee, the organizers added few side-programs for all of you :D

Blood Donation Drive
Korean Food cooking session
Musical Play
Martial Art

All donors who contributed their blood during our event is entitled a complimentary meal at selected restaurants and skin care product goodies bag.

At the dances session, the organizers had specially invited a dance group named "Progression" to perform Sorry Sorry! On the side note, E.L.F. who would like to attend the event please participate in this E.L.F. bonding-session a.k.a mission.

We need to chant the special Sorry Sorry shout aid when they perform. Download the shout-aid here. Thanks to MYSJ Committee Board for the shouts, and Karen@MYSJ for the upload :D

Remember to wear your E.L.F. T-shirt on that event or wear blue outfit if you don't own one ^^

credits MYSJ for all the informations; credits to Miss Healerzz@sayanghaeyo for information transfer.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Global fans, they want us to BREAK UP!!




(Probably the largest and the oldest internet K-pop Community)


Up above are all INTERNATIONAL K-POP FANBASES that rapidly grow . These are only some forums that I REGISTERED and WENT. There are MORE that I haven't explored. Not to count fans that didn't join, there are LOTS OF THEM AROUND THE GLOBE.

Read this, will just take you a few secs to digest it all.

Done reading?

Can you see what the said people are trying to do? Let me tell you. From the point of view of a delusioned-non-Korean-fangirl who believes we had a great special relationship with our beloved stars; they are simply asking us to BREAK UP!! Break that relationship! Break that love! Break that support! Yes, break it all!!

I'm too mad, I'm not with the good sane of mind right now, but since Alex needs to share it, I felt like spreading it too. Just that, if I continue writing, I would end up with vulgars due to extensive maddening soul in me.

I see that global netizens (is that what they're calling us? Bloggers and forumers? O.O) are just plain annoyed with this. I don't like to get my readers dizzy, so I'll make it simple to chew and swallow.

Some examples of wrongdoings in the internet, especially sharing stuffs, like downloading mp3s and videos, it cause partly great loss to the producers of the goods as there are huge possibility of us buying it if we really like it but since it's available free in the internet, we don't buy. Do you get it? OK, they're looking at it this way.


Not all of us downloads and shares without BUYING their products. I believe majority of us BOUGHT the stuff and even anticipated for purchasing it so much in the cause of supporting our stars. And what drives us, the international fans goes beyond the border and hardships just to have that one piece of the latest K-Pop CD? Maybe even one little glowsticks??

Because WE LOVE THEM. We see them through the internet, we get to know the wave, we make friends with other people who loves them as well, we make communities, we share stories, we declare our love and even CHANGED OUR DREAMS BECAUSE OF THE INFLUENCE HALLYU WAVE SUMMONED ON US!! All of that was nicely done, thanks to the internet. Hallyu waves actually owes internet so much to get all the things Korean so famous and well loved. All of the huge communities wouldn't allow things such like illegal downloading and even helped the international fans to buy the original piece to support the stars. Some made streaming subs for those who can't reach Korean TV to watch Korean tv shows. Don't this helps curing a bit of the loss?

South Korea was dreaming to get the whole world gets the fever of the Hallyu wave. They're actually nearing it. But this one blunt moves are really killing the industry itself. No more sharing means no more communities. No communities means no more people. No more people means no more love. Seriously, this moves would just thrash all the hardwork they've done right into the dust bin. PLEASE THINK ONE STEP FURTHER!

I've said this in SarangSJ, but repeatance does no harm.

I would like to slap them on the face by saying this:
“A little bad thing for a greater outcome, why not?”


p/s: Can we just let them break our love like this? Would this be the end of us fangirling? *tears*

Monday, June 22, 2009

Oppa Band is OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Credits to CodeMonmonSeason2@youtube for the cuts

*insert fangirl's jumping and waving banners here*

OhMy~ I didn't scream, but hey! Got me in awe~ I mean, yeah, I had fetishes on rock and bands, so I was REALLY looking forward for this show.

Some doubts of mine for this show was proven wrong ;)

Hyun Bin can really pulls that rock-ish vocal! I mean, the trot-ness is there. And me and P-sshi was wondering if he could get a little less of it since this band is kind of....general band? Maybe much more to rock? Especially having such a hot rocker like Jungmo from TRAX there. Oh gosh, I starts to dig out TRAX's songs and it was AWESOME! I mean, I've heard k-rock before, but it was damn difficult to find the sample of their song~ Try listening to Scorpio if you love rock.

Sungmin was trying. He is indeed trying to be entertaining. Awwww.....how can I not smile to see him doing so? Oh, not to mention he is the MAGNAE OF THE BAND!! XD Sungmin the magnae, now that suits him~❤ Aegyeo as much as you like Ming!! XD Oh, there is some moment when he was.....harrassed? LOLz!! Fanservice anyone? And it's really cute on how he messed up playing Sorry Sorry on the electric guitar. His laugh....is so dear. Though somewhat peculiar, but his laugh is deep~ and....*dreamy*

Damn that piece they had are so FINE! Shindong Yup can really pulls that bass on!!! That is not some easy strings there~ XD and hey, I can't scrap back my jaw when I heard that organs from Yoo Young Suk~ it's really beautiful. Tak Jae Hoon~ I'm so sorry~ I don't pay much attention on you T__T Since this vid is Sungmin-cuts only, I didn't manage to hear everything nor did I see the whole of it.

If only there is a person kind enough to sub the show, I'd be thankful to her/him and even give her/him my prayers worth a year! (wth, sounds so wrong!)

Anyways, I'm officially a fan of Oppa Band, probably more than a fan of Band of Brothers!! Sorry KangChulJayMo!! Oppa is just too irresistable ^^


p/s: I don't sounds like I'm sane? Probably because I don't expect such fine piece to be produced within first episode :P Anyway, awaiting for more of them next week! Please love it too :)

Super Junior is addictive, hands down.

Because they're plain HOT!

I went for some good shop-a-holic hours with one of my bff, Oceanids [her alter ego ^^] and went like lines of shops within two malls at once!

Well, that is not the point. We were having lunch when she said that she needs to confess something. The French-crazer mademoiselle admits that she started to like Super Junior's Sorry Sorry. I laughed and clap my hands like somekind of insane girl when she spills it!! I've known her long for her cravings and fanatics of French stuffies. She can even understands French really well and how she rejected my ideas of trying some Asian entertainment is engraved deeply in my head.

So she thought that I'm going to laugh at her when she confessed that Sorry Sorry is so damn nice, she thinks the song is outdated for us, the follower of Super Junior. I said, there is no such things as outdated for us. And it's not even late for her, at least she heard Sorry Sorry within the time frame of promoting the song. I'm downright fail! I learnt SJ when Don't Don has already done promoting!! XD She is glad to know that, but goes embarrassed again when it comes to disclosing her favorite member. Oceanids surely had difficulties to remember all 13 wonderful boys, but one had really snatched her heart wholly. I was wondering who??

Describing just how he looks like, and down it comes to E.H.B. series, I was all dizzy trying to get the idea of who he is. She said the member is a bit girly and gayish. I quickly spits out: "Heechul??" and shove to her my phone to show his face. Surprisingly, she didn't recognize him!! I mean, how come people ignore Heechul?? LOLz. And we found out, it's RYEOWOOK when she squeals seeing this picture.

I tell her just whatever wonderful about Ryeowook. Oceanids was so lovey dovey when she listens to all the spazzings I offers her. Because she said, her K-freaks friends was laughing at her when she said, this guy really attracts me. And I was like...oh,dear. How could they? I mean, it's OK to criticize the boys. But don't laugh at others' favorite member, especially when she/he just learnt to love them. Not an attitude I'd approve for a fangirl :(

After a whole day of shopping, I went back home and got a call from my Singaporean bff :D Let's just call her Tea. We were catching up with each others news and had some intense discussions on politics, religions and stuff. And at some point, she brings up about Wonder Girls. Tea was well known for her unlikeness or unfavor habits when it comes to East Asian stuffs which really upsets me at times. She was in love with Wonder Girls' Nobody and even danced to it! It's really nice, and I highly suggested her to search for Super Junior Sorry Sorry. Right now, she might be YouTubing for it ^^
Because they're dorky hwangjas!!!

And I'd be glad to bet that she would love it to the max! Hereby, I would like to remind you guys out there who haven't heard of Super Junior, go look for them now. Because, once you get your hands on it, it'd just steals your heart with their own unique charm and yes, you won't believe it yourself how addictive they are.

I am just glad that Oceannids and Tea; whom had always say NO! to Asian pop culture, are finally COLLIDE TO IT!! XD XD XD

Reminds me to this phrase that Jungsu has always love:
"Until The Day The World Is Filled With Pearl Sapphire Blue Balloons"

Because the dear love that we both share, Super Junior and E.L.F.


p/s: Oppa Band, how was it? I was out all day long and just got home. I wish I could see it live T^T and Heenim, maybe I should make a force to go look for that missing phone and threat him a lot!! XD That'd be fun!

**first vid credits to enoughz@YouTube, 2nd to death89haebum@YouTube and the last one credits to EverlastingFriends@YouTube for the creation and Joannetayy@YouTube for the re-upload :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

20th and 21st June: The Good, The Bad and The Celebration

2oth June 2009, Saturday: Super Junior officially put an end to their promotion of Sorry Sorry+Neorago. It's a day filled with tears of unwanted farewell and joy for being together with them along the journey of promoting it. They're starting off their Super Show2 Asia Tour soon.

21st June 2009, Sunday: Super Junior's Kim Ryeowook celebrates his 23rd birthday. This is also the day 'Oppa Band' would premier the first episode of it's show in MBC channel, Super Junior Lee Sungmin is in the band so please watch out for him, E.L.F :)

This is the special day that all sons and daughters in the whole wide world could space out for the fathers who had been working so hard, just to keep us growing with all the best things he could offer.

♥Happy Fathers day♥

생일 축하합니다 김려욱!! Happy 23rd Birthday Ryeowook oppa!!

And the Eternal Magnae turned 23 (Korean year) today!

This is my 2nd birthday post of you that I made in this blog. So be proud a bit! ^^

Dear Ryeowook oppa,

It seems that you grow another year today, congratulations! I hope you can always be the Eternal Magnae, no matter how much you've aged, because you're the only one in this world who could pull such 'magnae-ish' aura without failing at it. Yes, not even once :)

The first time listening to your voice, nobody couldn't help but to feel awe, to be suffocated of your talent, there is no doubt; you're gifted. When you displays it, how can people not love? How can one sane person could ignore? So whenever you think that you have no one adoring you, please think of your hardwork. You're loved and you're well-loved. Maybe much more than you've ever imagined. Have no doubt about it, because we're here, and we want to be visible to you ^^

Debut: Ryeowook's TWINS Promotional picture

Wookie during Miracle *^^*

Super Junior: U

Super Junior Vol.2: Don't Don *0*

Ryeowook as LiXu in SJ-M

Ryeowook Sorry Sorry at backstage :D

I hope you will have a good celebration, just the way you like it for this year. Writing more might just spoil the heartfelt on how thankful I am that you've born. So I will just end with: Happy Birthday, a year older, a year stronger and a year much happier!

친 하 영

and just because I love your acting so much:

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I had to put it, the hottest best nerd I've ever seen ^^

**all piccies are photobucketed/googled and it's in my collections, so I have no idea where did I got it, but IT'S NOT MINE.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Randomness!! [Song bird Yesung + Angel Lee Teuk]

*credits to emojeejee@YT

Give way for TheFamousCookieDough!!

Kim Ryeowook (김려욱) is Super Junior's Eternal Magnae and he never stops to amuse us with his passion for music, vocals, and many more undisclosed talents of his. Though fellow SJ members and E.L.Fs are well adapted that he is one of the members who behold a powerful voice, I do remember him being a bit inferior by saying twice about not being recognise and not being loved. Once when he was in Thai and he got quite a pleasant surprise to see his name solely on cards being raised in the sea of fans. And another statement was made recently in one of their shows, if it's not Song Battle, it might be YeoYeoManMan.

I've come across Sungmin's fan whom had put a lot of efforts for Super Junior pictures, videos and fancams at her site, widely known as SarangSJ. Surely, I can't thank her enough for building the international hub for all Pink Pumpkins (Sungmin's fans) which is now I'm a regular visitor there, M-INvasion :) Thank you so much, Alex!!

And now I am proud to introduce to you, TheFamousCookieDough!!


Because, she is an avid fan of Ryeowook who had been uploading almost all cuts with Wookie on it!!! Yes, honey!! I've stumbled on a hardworking Wookie's fan!! Actually, P-sshi makes me watch one video of Wookie and when we're laughing at it, we realized that the uploader has LOTS OF WOOKIE's goodness. And yes, she seriously did all the cuts of Wookie and how Wookiefied she is? See this to believe.

*click for larger view*

Descriptions: Featured video in channel is Ryeowook's Birthday 2009 [darn early!], Background skin is Ryeowook's Super Show pic, Her channel's name is Cookie Loves Wookie (XD), I'm a subscriber of her channel and she got a Live Journal which provides audio rips of Wookie's!!

Descriptions: Left with blue hearts I marked there, is her reasons to love Wookie, and the right marks that I ticked on the video is all vids that is actually Ryeowook's cuts alone! Only two left which are Super Junior's vids. And lookie-lookie up there, her vids accumulated to 78 in total ♥

Why did I slashed her details on the channel and why only two pictures? BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO SEE HER SITES!!!

Visit her at YOUTUBE CHANNEL and LIVEJOURNAL and do leave some comments :D She is sure to be very happy to see more love for Wookie there.

And this is the video that me and P-Sshi were laughing at:-

And he instantly makes me want to marry him right away! But in P-sshi's case, she said:"Wookie blends well with the kids, the PD-nim might hires him solely for this episode," and I couldn't agree more for it XD


p/s: Me and P-sshi fall for Ryeowook at the first glance. So does Patrixiaie, a dongsaeng of mine and my daughter, Jojo, I don't know, but she is MADLY IN LOVE with Ryeowook! Ah~ it's good to know that Ryeowook is well-loved :3 Wookie oppa, don't worry, there are BUNCHES of love awaits you to embrace it~

Friday, June 19, 2009


Because I believe God forgive us for having evil thoughts and only cast us as sinned when we finally did the unrights, I had to practice God's generosity as well and forgives you for being ignorant. I had to tell you this.

Yes, I'm a fangirl. I do whatever I can to support my beloved stars, especially Super Junior. That is why this blog established and THIS IS NOT THE BLOG THAT I SHARE MY PERSONAL LIFE. This is made for my fangirling purpose only. Promoting, spreading and giving out my thoughts. Followers surely understand what Sayanghaeyo mainly did.

Thus, I would like to call all of you who had the intention to promote anything or present anything here, DO NOT SPAM YOUR PROMOTIONS IN MY CHAT BOX, COMMENTS OR TO ANY OF SITES THAT I LINK AWAY HERE. I don't care if you're promoting the love of my life (Super Junior), but MANNERS IS MANNERS. Do tell me at the chatbox just whatever purpose you want me to promote and leave your email/website/both and I'll contact you for it.

I've been spammed for the same thing like two times and I AM OFFENDED TOTALLY. To prevent things like this from repeating; this is what Sayanghaeyo stands for. Hope you had a clear view of it.

1. Sayanghaeyo is spreading ONLY CREDIBLE and RELIABLE events/petitions/news/etc. If your request (legally or illegally) are not entertained, please understand that Sayanghaeyo did not recognize you as reliable. Reliable means the events/petitions/news/etc. had a team of professional members, strong sources and has a thorough plan of it.

2. Sayanghaeyo associates greatly with MY-TVXQ, Sapphirepearls Malaysia (a branch of Sapphirepearls), MY-SMTown and MYSJ thus only provides legal announcement regarding to any news of TVXQ and Super Junior that involves Malaysia.

Just to keep you assured, Sayanghaeyo owner is:
  1. A member of MY-TVXQ and is in contact with ONE of the admins.*
  2. ONE of the authors of Sapphirepearls (global) and Sapphirepearls Malaysia.
  3. Affiliates with MYSJ (whom brought you petition for Sorry Sorry Malaysian version) and is in contact with TWO members of the comittee board.**
  4. ONE of MY-SMTown's Team members.***
Hence, the owner believes only the stated teams above as they had a very strong history and profile in making it here in Malaysia. Even so that I'm already familiar with them, when they need to promote their purposes, they STILL CONTACT ME PERSONALLY AND NEVER SPAM DIRECTLY HERE. Spamming here just proven to me how unprofessional you are, thus rips my trust over you INSTANTLY. Why? Because I've spammed somewhere else before and I got scolded numerous times, I learnt and now I FILTER ONLY THE RELIABLE ONES to my visitors.

3. Sayanghaeyo STATES when it involves personal views and encourages healthy discussions, not bashing. Any posts that are made of my personal views are stated and tagged POV (Point of View) or Me when I post a bit about myself. Facts are tagged with FACTS. This purpose is to make this site stay relevant. Though Sayanghaeyo is heavily biased on Super Junior, that is not an excuse to bash other celebrities. There is no peace within spaces if you don't start it within you. Make your stars loved by being a nice, well-mannered fan.

4. The owner is not a nice person. The third time you did things that I detested here, I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE IT and MIGHT BE SHOWING YOU ON MY WALL OF SHAME.

Thank you.


p/s: I nags a lot recently. Honestly, it's just because I don't want you to repeat that habits at the other sites. I happened to did all the wrong doings before so I don't wish you to do the same thing. Prevention is better than cure.

* Jin Hye In Onnie (if you're a long time Malaysian Cassiopeia, you should know her).
** Vice President [Karen] and Director of Panel Management [Jasmine]
*** Global Moderator

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Randomness!! [Cinderella Heenim + 바부 Ki Bum]

*바부 (stupid) Ki Bum was given for him as I am his anti until he shows himself with SJ once again [Man, I sounds selfish!]*

*credits to riddlebox2001@YT

MONSTER is the evil side of Super Junior

When Super Junior teased us with their song tracks that are going to be included in the third album, I was totally drawn to one title as it doesn’t sounds ‘Super Junior’ to me. MONSTER. I had to admit, I’ve been waiting for MONSTER more than I did for Sorry Sorry. When the album was fully released, I quickly checked on MONSTER first than any other song. And I was satisfied; it does reach my expectation for it to be a good song. Yes, I was expecting something dark like MONSTER for the name itself is so appealing to me.

What is there not to love MONSTER? It starts with such a catchy and harmonious beats, how contradicting to the fact that the song would present to us such dark lyrics. K.R.Y. is at their sexiest in this song, seriously. I love the melody which is somewhat wailing for being such a selfish yet in love of a man, especially the chorus part. I can’t help melting spazzing at the part where Donghae whispered at first bridge before the chorus. And the second bridge, everything is perfect, Kyu and Wookie surprised me on how they could sound this miserable and as usual, Yesung and his adlibs are just great.

I have to share with you the lyrics and the translations of it so you would know what is there so dark of the song is.

Eolmana jjitkyeoya hanyago gomineul hago weonmanghago

Ppeonhan gyeolman kkeuti boyeodo neol kkeunheul soo eobseo, soomswineun han neoreul gatgo shipeo

Neulsshihan geurimjareul ddara ga
Geowooreul boneun cheok hoomchyeo bwa
Ireon kkol wooseuweojyeo pogihalgga
Ireon gomin beolsseo myeot beonjjaeya

Just like that japhijima nan wihomhae Just like that goolmjoorin yasoo boda deo
Just like that oh hal soo eobshi nan mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon babo ilppon
Eonje booteonjido molla Just like that nan sarojaphyeo beoryeosseo
Just like that ohae ma neol bomyeon mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon baboil poonya

Momboorimchigo wooreobwado weropgo dachin maeumeun apa
Noonbichi heundeullin geol bwasseo na ddaemooni aniran geot jjeumeun ara neul geuraesseo

Saebbalgan geu ipsoollo marhaebwa seonggashigo gwichanhdago marya
Ireon kkol wooseuweojyeo pogihalgga ireon gomin beolsseo myeot beonjjaeya

Just like that japhijima nan wihomhae Just like that goolmjoorin yasoo boda deo
Just like that oh hal soo eobshi nan mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon babo ilppon
Eonje booteonjido molla Just like that nan sarojaphyeo beoryeosseo
Just like that ohae ma neol bomyeon mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon baboil poonya

Oneul bami jinamyeon neol ijeul soo isseulgga

Moreugesseo nan ijen amoogeotdo, iggoshipeo da eolgoolmajeodo

Oneul bami jinamyeon neol jiwool soo isseulgga

Ige mweoji da? Dwiseokkin gamjeong, but just like that ddaragago isseo

Just like that japhijima nan wihomhae Just like that goolmjoorin yasoo boda deo
Just like that oh hal soo eobshi nan mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon babo ilppon
Eonje booteonjido molla Just like that nan sarojaphyeo beoryeosseo
Just like that ohae ma neol bomyeon mog mareun, aetaneun, nooni meon baboil poonya

credits to http://www.6lyrics.com



how many times do i have to be torn.. i agonize over it and become resentful
even though i see the inescapable outcome.. i can’t give you up
i want only the breathing you

following the skinny shadow, i steal a glance pretending i’m looking in the mirror
this image becomes ridiculous.. maybe i should give up. how many times have i had this worry

just like that. don’t get caught, I’m dangerous
just like that. more than a starved beast
just like that. oh, I’m merely a hopeless, thirsty, anxious, blind fool
i don’t even know when it started
just like that. i was captured
just like that. Don’t misunderstand.
when i see you, I’m merely a thirsty, anxious, blind fool

no matter how much i kick and scream and cry. my pained, lonely heart still hurts
i saw your eyes waver. i know that it’s not because of me. it’s always been like that

tell me with those red lips of yours. that it’s annoying
this image is becoming ridiculous. maybe i should give up. how many times have i had this worry

just like that. Don’t get caught, I’m dangerous
just like that. More than a starved beast
just like that. Oh, I’m merely a hopeless, thirsty, anxious, blind fool
i don’t even know when it started
just like that. i was captured
just like that. Don’t misunderstand.
when i see you, I’m merely a thirsty, anxious, blind fool

when tonight passes, will i be able to forget you
i don’t know anything now.. i want to forget, even if i get hit in the face
when tonight passes, will i be able to erase you
what is all this? these mixed up feelings, but just like that i’m following you

just like that. don’t get caught, i’m dangerous
just like that. more than a starved beast
just like that. oh, i’m merely a hopeless, thirsty, anxious, blind fool
i don’t even know when it started
just like that. i was captured
just like that. don’t misunderstand.
when i see you, i’m merely a thirsty, anxious, blind fool

translation credits to crazykyootie@soompi and taken from www.princessoftea.wordpress.com

Blame me for my likeness on J-Rock that I always love to see that dark side of Super Junior. I mean, bubblegum pop for the entire career of Super Junior, wouldn’t that be too much for growing men? Excuse me, I love this piece. Not a usual love song (in love happily, proposing, missing, heartbroken etc). But it is something that had a little mix of lust that brings such provocative word like MONSTER as the title. MONSTER is definitely enhancing the evil side of Super Junior.

The lyrics are plain genius, thanks to Kenzie for the Korean lyrics. MONSTER was originally entitled JUST LIKE THAT; composed and arranged by Mikkel Remee with 7 other songwriters and composers. Some additional arrangement made by Kenzie. Yes, honey. MONSTER is a cover song.

Here is MONSTER just in case you passed this song.
credits to Mickysshi@YouTube

And this is a cute MMV (Maple Story or Manga Music Video:thanks to MinnaSensei@YouTube for the info!) that I really adore!
credits to tofuxbao@YouTube for making this vid

End of crappings


p/s: Oh, Kangin and his Carnival. I’m so looking forward! I thought his hand could only be use for violence only! LOLz!! Joking people~ And I love the whole Super Junior (puts heart) and how they kept surprising us bits by bits.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Fangirl to fangirls:the problem that we share

LOLz! Yes, definitely our charm!

This is just a random observations that I did. And I don't quite think it's accurate, it's just that I think I can see the pattern of it.

1. Long hours on computer

-As what I can see, well, I myself did it, most of the fangirls out there spent numerous amount of time on their computer more than to anything else. Well, how can it not be? Downloading, keeping up with the news, watching videos, posting in your blog, forums and lots more that maybe I have no idea what you girls might be doing, hohohoz.

Seriously, this is not really a good thing. Well, first, it ate up majority amount of your time, thus rejecting other activities that you might plan to do. Second, you're near 'otaku'. Beware babes! Not to mention health convictions outcome like Carpal Tunnel Syndromme and Myopia.

And yes, there is absolutely something to do out of computer but you're still fangirling. Try learning that dance moves of your favorite MV. Maybe you didn't get it quite right, but hey! You learnt one or two moves! And not to mention it's some sort of work out too ;)

2. Wrong Body Clock

-Fangirls sleep late or sleep on the daylight. Don't lie to me, because some of you that I'm in contact with is having this problem. Me and a pal (*cough*Hoshie*cough*) do too, so don't be afraid to admit. You have to face it first before you could overcome it. Dearies, if you think you could handle the sleeping hours and cope with it, fine. I wouldn't say a thing. But I have to remind you what it'll effect you in life and school (or maybe work). You'll be so tired, dizzy on the head, eating disorders come afterward and yeah. You'll be seeing only computers since you woke up on the night and find there is nothing else to do. Creepy isn't it?

3. Using random english; no matter if it's international or local (when actually every body there understands you fairly if you're using local language, lolz!!).

- I lolz a lot while writing this one. Because this is actually my main problem since I'm 13!!! That time, I'm active in Exclusively Michael Jackson (closed within the year I registered for admin's personal issues) and my English was so BLEEHHH!! Seriously, I write just whatever I think I could get people to understand! And of course, I just post anything that I think I want to say without giving it a second thought!! I thought I was like this alone.

Before I see the same patterns at my new fandoms forums. Like, hahahaha! Since we're so used of getting info and reads in english, speaking in our native language is kind of awkward when it comes to fangirling. And when we're in some local fandoms, mixing English and our own native language slangas here and there are simply acceptable!! LOLz! I don't know if this is cute, but I do think this will improve your english. Best improvement when you participate in the discussions ^^ and yeah, read fanfictions. I've read fanfictions and even favor them more than the origingal story itself. Ex: Gundam Wings

There goes some craps. I need to design the message I'm going to send for Heenim and Jungsu.


p/s: I'm campaigning for fangirls are clever and beautiful to avoid the stereotypes that we're plastered on.

*pic credits to maker eeknight@livejournal.com

Deliverance of MY-TVXQ Goodies!

I received a lot of good things recently, so happy ♥

First, Sungmin is going to appear more in TV

Second are these;

If you remember; Malaysian Cassiopeia had united and promoted MY-TVXQ as Official Fan Club in Malaysia but as Warner Music said they're only eligible as sole distributor for SM Entertainment's albums, MY-TVXQ couldn't be recognized as an official body. Yet, they're the main TVXQ fan base in Malaysia. RM40 of fees are needed to register as a member. People who paid can choose to stay or to redeem back their fees due to the issue.

I chose to stay with MY-TVXQ :)

And Viv Onnie delivered this news last week, here is the pic that she posted, stolen from MYTVXQZONE

*Pic courtesy of MYTVXQZONE

And here are my pictures

The notebook, I was so impressed with the hangul-blent with TVXQ words there

I'm a member!!

My payment receipt in my clear folder, it's really nice! I am so going to use it!!

Third; I'm going to the faculty that I had been dreaming all these time :D How about you? I hope you guys are happy with your life too~

Sayanghaeyo [LOTS]

p/s: I just need to blog about them ;) I freaking love those stuff!!

*First pic credits to as I did above, all the other pictures are MINE. Credits to Miss Healerzz@Sayanghaeyo.blogspot.com if taken out.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Spazzing about the upcoming Oppa Band

The Oppa Band; I'm anticipating

I got to admit that AKP is addictive even when I want to hate that site for quite a number of reasons. It's seriously hate you love you situation for me. But since the additional of CoolSmurf there, it brings a lot more acceptable writings and I found that reasonable jokes can FINALLY be found there.

So I found Oppa Band's news and what is there not to love?? Lines of cool dudes are there!! I bet P-sshi would be excited too, she had some soft spot for Shin Dong Yup and Park Hyun Bin anyway. And aww... I always love Shin Dong Yup. Such a sweet and cool ahjussi. Park Hyun Bin?? Maybe I should believe that oppa once~ Kim Gura is the producer, I wonder if this would be a fail, because seriously, Kim Gura never fails at entertaining.

For my own reason, I will keep my eye on Sungmin. I can't help it when he holds any musical instruments in his hands; I just have to watch closely and I love his aura with it. He is just too talented and too sexy charismatic with the instruments to blink an eye for. I'll just have a bottle of eyemo at my side when watching it. Kidding. And I'm definitely going to watch it even if it's non-subbed!! Sungmin-bias. What can I say.....

Still, I'm worried on how worth he could be in the show? I mean, as much biased I am to Ming, I am definitely criticizing him!! Don't believe me? Here are my complete discussions with P-Sshi.

Sungmin is too nice, too good of a boy. Probably a guy we would want to teach our children. Thus he always kept himself so polite and mannered that he holds back doing things in front of audiences.

Sungmin is boring. I hardly can watch his entire line of Chunji videos because I will get struck on boredom. When I'm watching him in varieties, he is cute and cool but he is no fun.

Sungmin is introverted. I do think he is one when reading a lot of interviews and cyworlds. His gestures in most pictures and shows shouts he is introverted too.

Sungmin.......is funny at some times only. He is too calm for his own goods.

I remark it all as, that is why we don't or can't see Sungmin at the first glance browsing the flower boys in Super Junior. I believe most Sungmin lover out there had to admit Ming is not our first love in SJ nor did we fall for him at the first sight. Sungmin is someone who has personality charm that only some people would appreciate and love.

MBC's experiment had been in a lot of fails recently. 2009 is not a good year for them I see. Maybe this show will come out as good? Maybe another fail? Personally, I'm interested. Because this is such a rare thing to see, not because of Sungmin only, but Shin Dong Yup and Trot singer Park Hyun Bin is going to rock the stage!!!

Oppa Band, let's see if I'll wail out 'Sayanghaeyo!!! Oppa!!!' when I watch you guys out


p/s: For some random case, I've come across a badminton's news in Singapore about a China shuttler named 'ZhouMi'. I lol-ed so hard as I imagined SJ-M's Mimi playing badminton with Hangeng when I read the name!!! And yeah, the badminton player is a female :P

*everybody knows I get that pic from AllKPop. So yeah, credits to them *rolls eyes*

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Sungmin, Yesung, I love you.....

Note: I were watching 3R (Rileks, Respek dan Respons) while I'm typing about this entry. So coincidential that they were mentioning about young ladies' self-esteem when guys criticize. LOLz!! So I'm feeling a lot better now ^^

Oh Yesung~

Have you read?

Well....before you go over board and bash Yesung for his statement. Let's take some time to think. He is just a human being, and he has his own points of view too. We can't change him, this is him. We had to accept it, if we love him.

I'm just so very a little dissapointed of it anyway....can't he keep it to himself? I am sure tons of girls out there are wrinkling their forehead after reading your statement oppa...... But this a fangirl who is writing right now. I still love you though~ just I wish you could love us too.

And I finally found Inifinity Girls with SJ---> English Subbed! I am so excited!! XD Only to find a little fact that.....average-looking girls are really funny to Sungmin. Oh, I can't blame him though, because I laugh my ass off when I watch No Hong Chul, Park Myung Soo, Shin Jung Hwan and all other gagmen which I rate their faces as average. And the thing that Bongsun and Shinyoung are doing at that time he is laughing is really funny! I am so not blaming him for laughing.

YeMin for Cosmopolitan

Just that, ahh!!! I mentioned before that I am ugly!! I even consider myself to join the comedy show Raja Lawak because of my face!!

Gosh, this fangirlism in me shouts so high-pitched when I read and watch it~ You have to remember my side-self other than fangirl; it's really fashionista. Haahahhahaha~ not to mention I could be overly sensitive when Sungmin mentions anything about girls in his view. NOT that I think I would marry him or date him or something like that (I do dream, as a fangirl, who didn't??) it's only that I wish I would be a pleasant company if only we would get the chance to meet. Which is something almost impossible!

And I do think all these Kkottminam deserves good-looking fans if it's not GORGEOUS ;) I mean, come on..... They're not dating because of us! Fans! So yeah.... I know, I know, it's stupid. I know.

For girls out there. You live just how you want it, you look just how you want it. You want it, you work it and you get. DO NOT feel inferior of whatever you have. You are unique just the way you are. Following what guys want to see is just plain out of date! YOU are to be loved by those who understands what YOU are made of.

And you are beautiful, no matter what other people said. That is what I'm sure at ;)

Okies, enough with mushy talk! Here is the Infinity Girls show with Dongdong, Hyukkie and Ming

credits to sjworldnet (yes, the do have YT channel! ^^)


p/s: I erased AsianFanatics.net from my picks in this blog. Something happened and I can't help but to forget that site as my frequent visit. I might or MIGHT NOT blog about it

*YeMin pic fr Newsen and credits sarangsj.wordpress.com

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Thank You Honey Bunchess!!!

This is what you get when you google for 'Tohoshinki 9095' at the date and time shown below the image
*screen cap credits to P-sshi; click image to enlarge*

P-sshi texted me when I woke up from my nap, to look at the c-box on Sayanghaeyo. I was like... what is there to see? Spammers? I'm over those guys. But she kept insisting and I try to find any nearest WiFi. She kinda scares me, I thought somebody posted weird things.

And up above is the picture she gave me. I was completely shocked, awed what is there to describe? Oh, it was a pleasant shock anyway. First, this is like my personal point of view blog. Second, I just crap whatever I want. Third, I don't think people bothers to read my craps.
But seems like somebody is reading. Somebody really did.

I would never make it on the #2 hits on google search without you guys continuous visits ^^

Will continue to crap more as a fangirl as long as you always want to hit back here! LOLz!!

Kamsahamnida again to P-Sshi for this piece of news. She is probably the earliest reader of 'Sayanghaeyo' before anybody else did. And she is also the one who FORCE introduced me to Hallyu wave. Especially Super Junior. Many thanks to P-sshi~ [an avid S♥ne, that is why she marks it all with pink].

And this is the entry that ranked #2 in Google Search


Cass and E.L.F, get your copy of June's YG!!!

The cover of YG magazine for June

It says June, no? LOL! I can't read chinese!

Flip over to the center of the mag, you got a gift~♥

SJ's poster; the size is 6 piece of my home's marble tiles

CassiELF, YG made us to choose!! x_x DBSK poster at the other side...
in my case, I don't stick it on my wall. I just keep it :P

YG magazine is in chinese and you could get it at the price of RM5.00. Sold at both Singapore and Malaysia ^.^


Please credits to Miss Healerzz@MY-SMTown.co.nr if taking out!

Friday, June 12, 2009

4 Minutes IMHOP

4Minutes: Not easy on my eyes.

Observing the K-entertainment scene, you should be aware of the new girls group with the name '4 Minutes'. I am so damned sorry, though I love energetic girls very much with some weird twist, this group had to work harder. I mean, HELLO!! You look half like 2NE1 and that group has it's own fanbase with VIPs as their affiliate's fanclub!!

I'm not trying to be mean. Seriously, at least After School and 2NE1 had something to differ with each other. But this 4Minutes, oh gosh. Don't make me start with their trashy image, if that supposed to be funky, that is oh so wrong. It shouts CHEAP and JUNK for me. First, they're too young. Age around 17.8?? Oh well....Minzi is 15 (not to add Taemin and Pink Hearts). Second, I am so so sorry!! But they should pull off something different, seriously obviously different with the other girls band that actually had the similar vibe.

But this is my judgement by the style though. I'll wait for them to debut and see what they had to offer the girls band sector. I love cute, I love tough, I love some cool b-boying girls and rapping female. Do they had what it takes to quench my desire for this kind of girls group? I am yet to see it. ROLL ON 4 MINUTES!!!

Show me what you got!

edit: I'm writing this right after I saw 4Minutes pictures in ALLKPOP. I can tell you, I really don't like their style. Seriously OVERDOING IT!


p/s: Viv Onnie told me that SS501 confirms their concert in Malaysia this coming December!!!!! Now I need something to make it credible to spread around for It was told before in 5th June and I was late by years!! LOLz. GAHHH!!! ALL TRIPLE S!!! COME AND ROCK IT!! XD XD XD