Monday, October 26, 2009

SJ-World Donghae's Birthday Project [REPORT]

First of all, honeys, sayangzz....I am so damned sorry for my late report. School tasks, personal money-making industry (LOL) made me washed-out and put me to no choice but to wait for the right time to have this report going on.

Anyway, here is the budget.

Postal Charge(to Singapore): RM22

Petrol Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM2.20

Service Surcharge: 10% of the postal charge, RM2.20

Bedded envelope: Free (I got it from my roomate :P)

TOTAL: RM26.40

Five girls successfully made their fishes way to my inbox on time. I am so sorry to other girls whom had their fishes submitted late, I couldn't hand it over to Joyce (I even received Shindong's cards at that time U__U).

The share of this project for each girls (again, I tried to join Donghae's project but FAIL due to excess time on research and study) would be RM26.40/5


Oh, ignore that coins. Just pay back to me RM5 ok? ^^ That would be convenient to you and to me.

I couldn't help but to notice the decreasing numbers of people joining this fan project x_____x Oh, well. Maybe you guys are doing it by your own. Though I'm not encouraging people to spend too much money on sending it alone since its costly and you could actually saves the spent money on some other things. Its economy downturn and I felt bad for parents thinking everyday on budgeting and stuff to cope with it. Help your parents sayangzz!

And here is the pic of the fishes. I took it during my photo communication's class at the lab so it's quite eerie there and yes, it's only one as I'm taking it while my lecturer is not looking :P

Alright, my connection is not being friendly to me like two days. I couldn't upload pictures through any of the uploaders available (blogger, photobucket, friendster, myspace, imageshack, twitterfrog etc) So I guess you guys had to wait until the connection is decent again. Don't worry, I'll upload it once the connection is fine soon.

To pass me the money, you can send it through bank transfer or send it to me with pos biasa (but please cover the envelope so the money couldn't be seen).

Friday, October 16, 2009

Sayanghaeyo on Kangin's case

As most of you had knew, Kangin is getting accused for driving drunk and hit a taxi with a driver and two passengers in it. There is no major injuries and he turned himself to the police few hours after the incident so police had taken this into consideration; however the case had been treated as a hit and run since he didn't turn himself up earlier/on the spot.

More information is going to be up soon, since this is just the surface of what happened, there might be something beneath it that we didn't know. Be it good or not.

Our dear big bear Kangin or Youngwoon is no doubt in his darkest hours of being an idol, as being Super Junior's Kangin.

As a living person, aside as being a fangirl, I could have hated him for driving while being drunk. Wasn't there a CLEAR RULES saying: DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE??? And choosing to drive while you're clearly drunk, is a huge mistake you could ever done. I've been a victim of hit and run case before, so I couldn't forgive anything like this to happen. It could have killed someone if its not EVERYONE.

Do not hate me. Am trying to be rational. As I've told you before, I'm not going to make people think us, fangirls are all stupid, blind and delusional anymore. Senses are so very much needed here.

Yet, would you think a family member of Kangin's would ditch him out because of this? Do you think his friends would run away and forget him in instance because of this? Is there any possibilities that Kangin would be left alone because of one very, very great messed up case?

Of course not.

There is family to help him. Maybe a good slap from his dad, maybe a very lengthy cry and babble from his mom, his parents might just meet the victims face to face and make their apology over their son's deeds, maybe made Kangin himself to come over and ask solemn forgiveness.

There are friends to prevent him from doing this again. Maybe they are the one who asked him to give himself out, so he would not had any further problem. Another babble might just came out from a very talkative friend. The real friends, despite of their busy everyday life, would make some ample time to see him, to resides him, to guide him where to go when its all seems wrong and to tell him: "It's going to be alright, I am here,"

Family is where you would return to. What are friends for? Famous phrase aren't they? Here comes the infamous one.

Fans as to be with you when you're at the peak of life and at the deepest trouble.

The most odd relationship one could have is a person and fans. Fans are not family, nor are they friends. They are bunch of admirers and lovers and long had been doing things just how family members and friends would do. Supporting them, celebrating their success and crying together with them, fans are residing them. True fans couldn't detach him or herself from the one they had been admiring, because they had vowed to love them no matter what happened.

The same things goes for Kangin and us, ELFs or specifically, Chamomile (Kangin's fans). We had been regarding ourselves as the family members, the friends, the lovers that Kangin himself would never personally know we even existed. A true fan that would try to be with him even at his most troublesome moment. Just like how families and friends would react, that is how we would react. Of course we would be upset, we felt like lecturing him, we felt like seeing him and ask him "What the hell are you doing there dude??" and yes, our heart goes out to the victims that might get killed. If its possible, we fans might want to see them and their family personally and said our deepest concern over their life of it. This is no child play, its a life we're dealing with. We felt very sorry for what Kangin had done.

For you, haters, netizens and fans alike. Do know that us fangirls are not blind. So you too, do not be blind and claim us to be stupid all over.

As much as we love Kangin, we know how to react with responsibility and at the same time, its impossible to detach Kangin as someone that we dearly admire. Because we know, if he is to be that bad, he wouldn't turn himself out and endanger his career, such honest man would do that and Kangin is only being honest and responsible. Do not question that.

Please forgive Kim Youngwoon, Super Junior's Kangin for he had done something that an idol or as a responsible person shouldn't be doing. Please do remember that he had been honest about this, please consider us fans are not being blind to believe in him.

We're mad and upset we couldn't deny it. But we believe he would try to straighten things dutifully, as a person, as a citizen, as a son, as an idol and as Kim Youngwoon that we all knew.

I am mad with Kangin, but I believe in Kangin

Pics credit as tagged +

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Unleash that Eunhyuk wanna be in you!

So, 8TV Nite Live had been promoting this Sorry Sorry Dancing contest and I am one of the squealing fangirls around the block. Well, I don't have the time to join nor do I have the talent, but I'm going to freaking promote this contest to all of you. Read here for more details!

I bet of all the steps in Sorry Sorry you've tried, tutting would be the HARDEST part. It is hard, but its possible to achieve. I've studied the tut and could do it after 2 days with all the unnecessary focus on it when I should study my books. So here is one good tutting tutorial of Super Junior that I've found.

Credits to PungPhooie

For people in their teens, you can still achieve that super jelly moves like Eunhyuk to do that perfect popping and waving. And no comment on SungTeukEunHae footworks! That needs some serious practice to achieve fast moving legs like that. I FAIL on that everytime I tried!!

I wish you all the best, do tell me if you're going to get your nerves on with that contest. Wanna see how sick your moves could be :) Kamsahamnida


p/s: I'd be trying to do on the report soon, Donghae's wifey. Mike and Moe at 8TV Nite Live are very cute duo, you guys had to watch them being dorky! XDD

Friday, October 9, 2009

Kill. Me.

Shut up.

I know.

I GASPED too loud that my roomate thought I had an asthma!

Just what the heck the costume coordinator is thinking of? I'm lying if I'm not saying I detest this look. I wonder what kind of world the theater is trying to present? Fantasy? Ancient?

As much as I love Ming, I was so well-relieved that I didn't catch this act of his live. Ok, so its art. But to think that Ming is going to be in that costume for ONE MONTH, I felt my soul went away. AkillA successfully killed me, and its not a good thing.

The only good thing maybe is Ming showing off that skin from his chest down to his abdomen. that is rare, considering the fact that he NEVER goes topless before. This peek is just great to make me go OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

Sungmin oppa, just fighting! I know you're going to make it good and grab more attention soon with that great acting skills behind that........umm...artsy costume.

In the other hand, please to know that this coming Sunday, 11th of October is the E.L.F war day where we bought Sorry Sorry version A to support Super Junior on the chart's war. On that day, I'd be finally meeting the high committee of Sapphirepearls Malaysia to finalize everything for Super Junior's 4th Anniversary celebration for Malaysian E.L.F. You can check it out here for more information and the mass celebration would be up soon, so please stay tune :D

And oh, Yoonji unnie. Thank you so much for the healing words for Kangin~ I bet it helps Kangin a lot, thinking that Kangin and her had been together for quite a few months. I love KangJi, seriously go get married and have children!


p/s: For sayangzz who had been waiting for my reports on Donghae's Birthday project, please understand that currently I'm facing problems with my lappy and only would be updating about it after the lappy (proudly named Danish) is back. For sayangzz who voiced out their concern on my last post, thank you so much, I'm so sorry I couldn't explain but I really want to stress the point of obtaining respects as fangirls and fasten your safety well. Thank you once again!

*pic credits as tagged+baidu and More pictures of Sungmin's AKillA premium night here

Monday, October 5, 2009

Am not happy and am sorry

I regret the hours in my life like I never did. This is a humble opinion only. Please do not get mad. I had my own reason. I love you all, but please let me be for hating the hours back then.

To all fangirls, not all people would love you. But try to make them at least respect you.

From my deepest concern.

p/s: I am so sorry. I couldn't explain. I am unhappy and I am so sorry. That is all I had to say.

*pic credits to Cartmann