Wednesday, December 30, 2009

[HUZZAH!] Sayanghaeyo would be temporarily closed

Just so you wouldn't freak out when I close down,
I'm revamping Sayanghaeyo from 31st December 2009
and would only be open by

1st January 2010 at 12:00 am (Korean Time)

Theres not much to be expected though, just some clearance I'd make to welcome 2010 *^^*

Everybody please do remember to wish our Sungmin (BIASBIASBIASBIASBIAS)
Saengil Chuka Hamnida :D
A year older, A year stronger and better

Thank you all for following this stupid blog but full with love. I'll rant more in the future :P

Lesson learnt, lesson taught *sigh*

*credits to 8NiteLive@YT
Flashbacks; I can't believe I'm following the show since Hunny Madu hosted XD

Okay, I'm a human-being. Oh, you just know? LOL

Anyway, despite of my posts and statements of being a decent fangirl, seems like I did my wrong just last few weeks. (Not that I'm super perfect though, just that I'm used to be super careful before).

As you guys witnessed. I'm a TEAM MOE. I frequently stalked visited his blog because....I'm a team Moe! LOL Yeah, and usually I left some comments either at the shoutbox or the post itself. Just to show that I'm not a silent reader, to say hi and to tell that I do visit ^^

Heres how an EMOTIONAL fangirl stumbles. You can LOL if you want though.

Some kpop haters kept posting rude comments at Moe's shoutbox. I ignore it at first. But since the FAIL is so visible that its the same person who accused the chatters at the 8TV Nite Live show are all the same person with different mobile phone, I felt like I need to leave a comment so she/he would know that WE SPOT YOUR FAIL! I hope she/he would stop doing the pathetic things. Besides, we can read IP address, the owner of the chatbox can monitor the IP address so yeah. Its serious fail.

However, it was prolonged. A kpop fan or maybe just a pacifist named eM were together with this kpop things, he/she discovered the FAIL earlier. Now the hater (with absurd, multiple names with multiple fake email accounts) are shooting back to us, saying that we are:-

1) 8TV Nite Live staffs (OMG, serious LOL!)
2) The same person

I honestly do not know eM but I posted right after her/his discovery of the hater's failure. Something that I shouldn't do; because now it is stretched this far and I cause someone who is really super busy and tired to hate a fan like me with this. I can't blame Moe oppa though, if I were him, I wouldn't know who is telling the truth either. Its natural to hate the chaos-maker people in the shoutbox.

To Moe oppa,

If you're reading this, I am seriously not the person who made up multiple accounts/names to spam on your shoutbox. No, I'm too busy with my kpop stuffs to even do so (this blog of mine is hardly updated lately because of the activities!). Since I promised not to cause anymore trouble, I just stop leaving any comment at the shoutbox until your new blog is coming up.

Why do I care so much? Hey, babe. This is about fangirling. Don't I told you that I want the world to view fangirls in whole different lights? I do not want to leave any remarks that fangirls are utter stupid, so here I am, confessing my lesson learnt and telling you so you would learn by my mistake too.

I'll spazz about SBS Gayo Daejun soon enough ^^ I just can't resist the non-stop excitement that the performers succeed to get us all on!


p/s: Seriously. I do think this is how it feels like to be Zhoumi? Words taken wrongly when he meant something else? Aigoo~

Sunday, December 27, 2009


Somebody asked me why I haven't touch anything about Hangeng's case. Well, just how very much I'm concerned about it, I'm over all would like to take the stands as shutting my mouth about this. I don't want to spread my hate, I would not like to spread any rumors. So my opinion regarding to this (which would widely related to other issues as well due to my reasonings) remained undisclosed. Just because.

I don't support on what Hangeng did and how he did it; but I'm also not at SME's side about the unbelievable contract. Both are at faults and I'm not going to comment any further. I just wish 2010 would amend everything better; everybody that we missed would be on stage once again with lessons learned.

Speaking of stage; I totally can't wait for all the year ending's live stage! Let me make it straight, SBS Gayo Daejun is what I'm seriously couldn't wait for XD. Why?

Because of this:-
O.o A slight Nick Khun wouldn't hurt anyway :3

Oh yeah. Don't you know I'm seriously biased on Sungmin and Jinki? Looking at these two together at one stage/one frame, ahhh~ my life is complete XD

Just to ensure everybody a.k.a rabid fangirls to jump on the bandwagon and is looking forward for it, I present to you the video of a preview to SBS Gayo Daejun ;D

*credits to squadKPOPforever@YT

and of course they got female idols version as well. But since this place is MALE bias, ugh. I think you get my point.

So my job to spread the love is done.

Oh, its late but

Please grow stronger and bigger as the time goes by.
Always Keep The Faith~


p/s: I really LOL at how bad this one kpop-hater is so FAIL at concealing him/herself at Moe Oppa's chatbox. I'm still visiting there to read the LOL.

*pic credits to: | Reupload by Blue`

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Xmas to all Sayangzz!!

*credits to mysjadmin@YT

Because B-Boys will melt the snowman away with this performance XD LOL

Merry Xmas Sayangzz who celebrates it ^^ Have you been good? I don't think so, YOU NOSEBLEED TOO MUCH!!!! XD XD XD


Thursday, December 24, 2009

Because I need to update

Here is Mike, Moe and Jules in Celebrity Chat hosted by Baki Zainal :D

*credits to 8tvNiteLive

LMAO! Jules did Nobody and Moe did some sort of Sorry Sorry. Mike? He gives you FLYING KISS!! XD

And one fact that we learn from this chat; Jules is actually replacing Baki Zainal who is the one who should do Nite Live O.O Wow, it would be different without her~ three guys would be out of control I guess, learning that Baki is no different than MnM LOLz

Another fact, Moe is the one who presents to you the TRAFFIC at FLY FM XD XD. Mike was founded by Paul Moss through Twitter and he debuted in 8TV Nite Live :D Jules applied for Chinese broadcast station at first. Wow! So many trivias!

I just heart 8TV Nite Live~


p/s: Coming soon

Friday, December 18, 2009

Please anticipate!



p/s: I aKILLa youuuuuuuuu ^^

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Farewell to P-Sshi

The reason that this blog started, the reason this blog still continues, the reason I started to love K-Pop, if you've been reading Sayanghaeyo you might noticed how many times I mentioned P-Sshi in most of my entries.

Of course we've been good friends since elementary school, 11 years old to be exact. She got a lot of interests, mostly sports, current issues and relaxing, soulful music. I was getting into her interest bits only, never I indulged into one of it like totally.

Until she introduced K-Pop to me.

I was reluctant; I'm a J-rock-er (Visual Kei to be exact) and I thought boybands are damned fake! I'm kind of sick with some Korea lovers that I knew were spazzing like totally gone wrong in the head, so I'm like, no thanks when she told me about it. I even pretend to know Super Junior so P-Sshi would stop convincing me to get to know them!

P-Sshi's will is much stonger than mine, so yeah. Here I am standing typing as the Hallyu shook my life like totally. As we both stand for like a year, together, loving K-Pop.

But there are times when I'm like suspecting that something went wrong. From where she said she feels her S♥NE-ness exceeded her ELF-ity; I've already grew worried. Next she said, she didn't feel the urge to get updated on K-Pop news.

And Friday, 11th December 2009, she confessed to me through MSN, she is no longer interested on K-Pop.

How can I not feel gloomy when she said that? I felt like as if I were left alone in this k-pop loving world right now, knowing that the one who sparked the amusement in me; take the decision to just forget about it. The feeling is like, like, Heenim taught you how to do well in variety show and he suddenly retired out from doing it. [PLEASE BE REMINDED THAT THIS IS ONLY MY IMAGINATIVE WAY TO INTERPRET HOW I'M FEELING]. I can only wish that I'm only dreaming at that moment. But the nightmare is true, and the time I'm so afraid of had come.

Shes over with it. Shes done.

For P-Sshi that made me love Super Junior so much, for P-Sshi that made me write fanfics once again after such a long time, for introducing to me talented side of K-Pop and not mere looks, I wish you all the best for the next interest you're going to find out.

Farewell P-Sshi~ and since I'm not a good singer; I can only use this video to express my feelings about your decision:

credits to syupeojoonieo@YT

Farewell P-sshi~

I will miss you huge loads, sayang


p/s: this was made like on the exact day but then, Darius (my lappy) crashed again!!!

Friday, December 11, 2009


Jules unnie had always been my favorite in 8TV Nite Live, I'm her fan since I listen to her the first time on Fly FM ^^ And at first I think Mike is menyibuk; but his sincerity to learn more K-Pop for the viewers win over. Moe, man.....I was thinking him as penyibuk too at first but then, WHERE IS THE FUN WITHOUT MOE?? XD

You can see, though I am so overly bias (just take Sungmin from Super Junior as reference); I always tried to be fair and square. I mean, to be neutral and give my love to everybody. Ailabeu~~♥♥ (Donghae's Engrish are just sinfully cute to ignore at).

And after few times of stalking on the emcees twitter, blogs and facebooks. Finally I brave myself to say something, at Moe's blog. LOL!! And I wouldn't expect a reply. BUT HE CAME OVER THIS CRAP FANGIRL'S BLOG TWICE!! And left TWO comments on separate posts *____________*

I'm exaggerating. Should tame the caps lock and LOL abuse now. Sorry ==;

So from now on, to show my gratefulness; I'm going to be TEAM MOE in the show XD Of course I'm going to be fair and neutral as usual, but when the situation needs me to choose, I'll say I am TEAM MOE!

And since Sayanghaeyo had always given honor to local people by addressing them in Korean way; I'd be addressing Moe as Moe 오 빠 (Oppa) ^^

So, people. Be aware that Sayanghaeyo is officially TEAM MOE-friendly and if you're TEAM MOE-er, you're always welcome here :D :D :D


p/s: Of course I'd still love Jules unnie and Mike~ LOL I might call Mike as ahjussi, no? I know I call Wallance (the chat moderator) as AHJUSSI!

For SHINee 종현 that noona always love

Asam Jawa For 종현

Noona sensed that your voice is still cracking. You're not recovered yet, why still performing? Noona is not happy if you lost that beautiful voice, please eat more healthy food.
Noona is too far away to show you my support and love.

So noona can only blog.

If you're nearer, noona would definitely send away this very effective vocal booster from Malaysia; Asam Jawa. Noona will even translate how you could have them in Hangul so you could understand. Just get well soon; please rest and eat well. Don't make noona worried anymore.

*credits to WeAreShining and as tagged

Noona will anticipate more of you and always support you. Promise.


p/s: I am so glad of Super Junior's achievement in Golden Disk Award ^^ but I can't just oversee what I've felt when I watch the performances. Sorry Super Junior, with all my love, I heart you so much but your dongsaeng needs my attention too.

And it sucks that 2NE1 didn't get the Best Rookie. Seriously what the fish. . .

Thursday, December 10, 2009


Ailabeu? LOL

As much as I love to poke fun on the idols and the K-entertainment and Twilight; I, however, loves to pick on myself too! So I was LOL-ing big time when I read Ouran Host Club manga a few months ago in Arena (OMG, that magazine is just awesome for girls! Go check it out XD).

Wae? Well, I'm afraid my blog would get suspended if I upload the scans of it and I was too lazy to look for the scans at any of my manga stops in internet. So here is the reference; it was fanmade but I think you'll get the point.

credits to Kagome355@YT

LOL!! SERIOUSLY! I do think Hatori Bisco (the mangaka) is being REALISTIC about the nature of fangirls and the environment of it XD Just look at how people going crazy and suddenly few girls, which are also fangirls are taking control! LOL! I mean, WHY SO SERIOUS! LOLOLOL!

Now I can understand how the civillians are looking at us fangirls. They're probably like....what? But why? Because that is what I felt when I watch the anime XD You know what? Yea, fangirls do had some strategic planning somehow when I stalk like every fandom I could get my hands on (even when I don't even comprehend the language ;D Be careful, I'm watching, kekekekke).

And if you want to know what they're talking about or getting interested of this anime; come watch it here.

*credits to mashara5@YT

Hatori Bisco knows her things well, she made Zuka club based on Takarazuka Revue which is very well known in Japan (how I wish I was a trainee there =3=). I have to give my hats off to all the mangakas out there; they study first before they build up something so lala-land like this.

I just remember to blog about this when I was watching 'You're Beautiful' (just because I think Jeremy for Hongki is a nice name. I know I'm weird, don't mention.) specifically first episode which is this part and second episode which contained this part. Focus on fangirls' part; its totally, omg....that is sooo true. Hahahahehehe~*corrupted brain*

Since I'm totally in 'You're Beautiful' mood; I kind of need some time to blog about C.N. Blues that Hoshie a.k.a 'Damaged(星)' plurked to me about. I was mesmerized, but old stuff in head needs to get out first. Please check out her blog and see if she is giving out any information about this awesome C.N. Blues ^^

Corrupted Norfy

p/s: Moe Nasrul just visit Sayanghaeyo and left his words at my last post!! XD I am so spazzy I couldn't update my plurk just to let that information hangs there at the left of this blog~~ I am so lame~

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Minho Look A like and MnM's EPIC Sorry Sorry!

I woke up to see my mom is tuning to HBO; specifically Christmas Caper TV movie and I just...well, join in. Guess what?


I couldn't find any picture that is specifically captured him in the internet; but his real name is Josh Hayden. He played Parker in the movie as a delinquent kid. His killer smile made me like....hey, that. I've seen that before.

And I totally figure out its CHOI MINHO!

Here is a picture I grabbed out from google. I have to warn you its not the best pic that you could relate to Minho but his smile sure resembles a lot:-

And if it doesn't made you approve, take a closer look by watching this vid.

And just to remind you how Minho looks like:-
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*pic source:

What do you think? Resemble much? No? I do think the smiles and the chin are so similar! LOL

And to end this post; Sorry Sorry parody by 8TV Nite Live emcees! MnM (Mike and Moe)

*credits to 8TVNiteLive@YT

Get to know them by reading my post about 8TV Nite Live and the emcees! They are seriously LOL! Love them so much, please do visit their sites and leave your thoughtful comments so they would continuously loving K-Pop XD


p/s: Here is how me being lame; I don't watch K-Dramas. But you can introduce to me some that wouldn't make me bored and aren't typical K-Dramas like girl fight with boy; girl/boy fell in love with girl/boy, getting third party to interrupt, get through and lives happily ever after.

Cho Shin Sung needs my love

I am so ELF and SUJUnized that people might thought I don't care about other bands in K-Pop. Well, that is wrong actually. The proof is..uhh...well, this might be kinda lame to prove it but..

Cho Shin Sung a.k.a Supernova!!!!
*insert fangirl's squealing, ribbity and jumping*

LOL!! Ok, I know you might say: what? You aren't that spazzy when TTL (Time To Love) is releasing their song and performed?

Easy. Because I want the original Supernova, not the one with girls what so ever. Yeah, I am that kind of stupid fangirl. Jealous and such. . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . . . . . Why are you looking to me like that???

Ok, to let you understand, I prefer Supernova on their own. So Time To Love is something I just paaaaaaaaaassss~~~ Not that I hate T-ara, but I just don't get that excited for Time To Love. Thats all. Now, can we just enjoy Supernova latest MV?

OMG...Its so beautiful.....and Geon il. I love you~~ You need to know that I'm so in love with Geon il's rap skills; so officially, this blog is Geon il's lovers friendly! You're most welcome here XD

Thats all, I jumped when I found the new vid of them after such a long time. LOL!


p/s: Just because Sungmin is too hot

Aaaaaahhhh~♥ I'm loving his black and samurai-like do

credits: 1st vid(XxnihonxX@YT) 2nd vid (ecokorea@YT) and pic as tagged+sungmin

Monday, December 7, 2009

Seeing the possiblities

LOL! I didn't know why EverLastingFriends are so connected with UNICEF XD while Malaysian ELF is trying to break world records in the support of UNICEF; SJ-World is planning to gather donations in the name of Super Junior and send it to S.Korea UNICEF :D

Sayangzz, do join the upcoming event that Sapphirepearls Malaysia together with MYSJ are going to participate! Try to get all the information here :D And do spread around the words too :3

For more information on how to donate through SJ-World, please click on the pretty banner (I love it! LOL).

In the other hand; SJ-World had officially unveil Kangin's project! All you have to do is take your pictures with a sign that you made up by yourself and send it to Click on the banner for further details ^^

Enough with the promotions; here is my actual post starts. I just watch MuBank today and I spotted one girl who is dancing amongst guys in Taeyang's Wedding Dress performance. I try to look back and it seems like she is the same girl for all Wedding Dress stages.



And you know what? I had this feeling the girl is one heck a really good trainee from YG and since she is getting the honor to be the only girl to dance so suavely like the guys there, she MIGHT be debuting soon!

And I really had this feeling that I'm going to love her. Well, at least her talent is surfaced so damned while anyway ;D What do you think? Is she a talented trainee or just another backup dancer?


p/s: I am being upset with G-Dragon lately. . . . Don't ask why. I'll just deal it with myself.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

True LOL instead of OMG

Because Shindong is the one who made me believe in miracle once again ^^
(and why can't he stay off from that coconut hair?? I really love this hair of his!><)

I'm not an easily-hurted-fangirl. So here I am, making fun of the oh-so-intelligent issue that surfaced recently.

I just, hahahahahhaaha~ omg...sayangzz...instead of being so butthurt or goes: "OMG! Thats insulting! They are trying to bring down SJ! They are antis!" etc.

I prefer you guys to LOL, LUAO (Laughing Ur Ass Off, lolz!), ROFL or whichever you prefer; as it was sooooo clear and precise that our Shindong-hee is not SUPPOSED to be the target. Why so fail and embarrassing? XD seriously, funny!

And well, while I am seriously not a fan of AKP (their obvious bias and their views on SJ are unfavorable) but I could understand their position as a speed of light k-pop news site. Its just their job to bring us what is happening currently in K-entertainment and they're being completely honest about it. I mean, come on. There are certainly lots of people out there who are both Korean and English comprehend; to lie and make up things in English is not going to be safe, so you have to see this point. AKP is just bringing out whats hot in South Korea in english and thats it. They might add their own views, but thats the use of comments. Besides, I don't see any bias in the news as they've updated once again for the issue.

So sayangzz, please don't go over the board and miss one point. You'll end up sounding like a brainless fangirl. Analyze, be neutral, to voice out is okay but do it wisely please! I have to know that; fangirls are better than what most people labeled us on :P


p/s: Randomly, I wonder if Sungmin is still scoot-riding with Shindong lately ^^

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I'm just a fangirl

Don't tell me I'm the only fangirl studying like this D:

I don't exactly know why in the first place I was going all out for Super Junior. I mean, I used to be so wanting that connection with a super star to establish; and that was Michael Jackson. I was 14 and being so young; pointless and no clue, I just wish one day I could at least get his personal email. LOL

So here I am, trying hard to show Super Junior how much I love them. I perfectly know they wouldn't know if I'm alive, blogging and spazzing about them; but its good to let others know why am I so drawn to them that I even call it as an obsession. It was mere words at first. And I don't know why I'm so willing to do things for them. Suddenly it feels so good to share with people. To spazz in my mother tongue. To get to know how other people are so in love with them as well.

I wish I could do something for me, for the other fans and for them. And yes, I hate those stupid stereotypes on us fangirls; screaming, jumping, crying out names and such. That is so yesterday. Today, fangirls are organized body of people who dedicate their time regularly for something that had entertained and inspired them. We, fangirls are just trying to say: "We like you, we want to see more of you," to them. So they would continue presenting to us those joyful and cheerful patterns of entertainment. In a cheesy/corny way: We are uniting for our love of Super Junior. Ohmygod, I am so laughing my brains off!!

Why so emotional and pointless post Norfy?? LOLz!

I'm trying to send my words that; I do love the title 'LUMIERE' that I received lately. But it is a responsible to bear. There is nothing more than that. For you, I'll try my best and all my might to assist you and get you to feel much closer to Super Junior :D

If you remember, Sayanghaeyo used to stand as "I'm writing not because of fame, its the cause of fangirling". Nothing is going to change.

In the end, I'm just a fangirl if you might ask.


p/s: If you don't get it, Lumiere's color is cappuccino-like, but all of us in the team thought it was a POO-COLOR!! And P-sshi, surprise surprise! I don't know if you'd laugh or feel happy for me ==;