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Just a Malaysian who loves K-Pop and Visual Kei. Oh, I am basically a fan of Super Junior, Gackt and Michael Jackson. Brace yourself with my opinion ^.O Enjoy your stay and leave footprints if you care (please?) ^O^ xoxo Norfy

This I Promise You, Kim Heechul [약속]



I saw a nostalgic dream
At that time we became close
Everyone understood the overflowing loneliness

(pic credit as tagged)

By the time we realized
That something was precious, it was too late
The feelings that pass us by are always too dazzling

If I ever hurt you until you want to cry
At that time, I'll sing for you until your tears dry up
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If it's the dream that you chased
Don't be afraid of getting hurt
On nights then you tremble, I'll hold you close
And so
Stop with that sad looking face
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile


I can still remember it now
There's no forever right here
I kept gazing at the people who vanished with sad eyes

There's no one who'd ride a car without brakes
That's what was whispered
You looked down and tried to be strong; I just drew you close and embraced you tightly

If it's a dream that you want to grant
Don't hang your head and cry
On sleepless nights, I'll be there for you
Until you can see dreams
Don't be so embarrassed
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile


We told each other about countless dreams at that time
We can't go back, anymore, but still

If it's the dream that you chased
Don't be afraid of getting hurt
On nights then you tremble, I'll hold you close
And so
Stop with that sad looking face
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

If it's a dream that you want to grant
Don't hang your head and cry
On sleepless nights, I'll be there for you
Until you can see dreams
Don't be so embarrassed
Let me see your smile
It's more wonderful and more precious to me than anything else, that smile

That smile...


Its really weird how I get so emotional over Heenim getting enlisted this first september of 2011. I was quite calm for Kkang's. Probably because he, the Heenim that we know had fractures here and there, the Heenim that we follow is known to hate getting drenched in sweats.

Therefore.

I am very proud of Kim Heechul, our Cinderella Heenim for volunteering to enlist in the army despite of all the things we had all been worried of. Once he sign up, he is already the Korean Pride. Once his name is official for the army, he is already E.L.F. pride and Super Junior proud boys.

Of course, I cried and reluctant a bit. Its just normal that I'd be missing him, his crazy antics and his magical presence. Pretty sure all of us fans are like this at first. But this is what he wants to do. We shall put faith on him, as much as he believed on us.

Releasing him for 2 years from the glamorous world would even make our love for him even greater. Wonder how the comeback would look like?

Would you still be here to welcome him back?

Me?

Definitely.

I'd be waiting for you, Kim Heechul ♥ You'd be making the greatest comeback ever \O/

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: I was planning to send both him and Jungsoo but within these 10 days? I just don't have the fund to do so plus its Eid. LOL


Lyrics translation of Kimi Ga Oikaketa Yume from Gackt taken here

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When Reality Strikes Your Delusionality


Ryeowook : LOL Y U MAD?
Norfy : *SOBS* I IZ NO MAD
Ryeowook : I C WACCU DID THAR. HAHAHA
Norfy : kadhfak;jdkajdk;aj


Hello ^____^

Remember that I've always being self-conscious when it comes to delusional fangirls? Well, its not like its prohibited or something, but most of us are claiming K-idols as theirs and even fought for it are what stood as wrong to me.

Or maybe something like he remembers you in gazillion people that he had seen at the same time.

Well, at least thats what happening to me. Hehehe :P Did you even remember this entry?

Appparently, that younger me being delusional, are broken by the hard cold truth today.

Nothing beats the magic delusional state of mind other than the person who casted the spell of you being delusional himself.

Check it out.


picture cr: dancingkyu@twitter

Yeap, up there is Sungmin's Thanks To in the anticipated 5th album of Super Junior :3 Isn't him the cutest, trying to convey his heartfelt to many ELF around the world with lots of languages? XDDDD HE EVEN HAD SWAHILI! The last time I read something swahili is from Michael Jackson's song "Liberian Girl" so I was quite surprised he even wrote that down being heartfully thank you OMG, I love this man....

Oh, ah. Okay. Yeah. LOL Was carried away. So, my point of showing the picture above is none other than my delusional being broken. You can see theres Aku Cinta Kamu in hangeul written in the 5th paragraph from below. Yes, thats cute isn't it? >W<

And he puts Indonesia at the side of Aku Cinta Kamu.

First of all, I am going to be very sorry to sounds seriously butthurt. But let me explain to you why I should feel like this. After all, I need to clear up about how this is breaking me being all delusional back in Super Show 2.

Roughly estimated, since I don't follow his nice round-cute-butt like sasaeng fans all the time, I didn't know if he had traveled to Malaysia by himself before.

So as what I knew, SJ used to come to Malaysia to shoot for the very first Boys in City and MV Dancing Out. The Pudu Jail's great wall are now broken down to pieces and SJ commemorated a good picture of them in both the MV and photobook.

Then, 2nd time; SJ came again to receive MTV Asia Awards, winning for Korea best artist in 2008. And finally Super Show 2 stopped at Malaysia's shore on March 2010 after local ELF almost gave up on hoping to get them here. Thats a third for them here in Malaysia.

Thats not the end, SJ come again for another stop of Super Show 3 in Malaysia which I couldn't attend because of my class field trip. Fourth time in Malaysia.

Sungmin then joined Super Junior-M. Super Junior M flew to Malaysia the last March of 2011 for Hari Belia Negara and the acceptance are hot mess! Fans attending are mostly K-POP fans and not just ELF; its a really pretty sight. Fifth time for most Super Junior members there in Malaysia.

But dear, oh dear. I don't know if our acceptance of Super Junior aren't just enough for Sungmin to even remember us fans in Malaysia. Because Aku Cinta Kamu are shared lovingly with two nations; Indonesia and Malaysia.

I am not trying to make a fuss over this. Its just that I felt; after all the visits Super Junior had here, Sungmin couldn't come together in his mind and put 'Malaysia' in his thanks to.

It blew to me that Malaysia isn't rocking enough to him.

It had come to knock me into reality. That what I've experienced back in Super Show 2, about being remembered, making them happy especially Sungmin, is just a mere piece of delusional.

And I've finally wake up to the hard truth.

However is it, I don't blame Sungmin.

He had to meet lots of people in his life. He is busy achieving his dreams and entertaining fans at the same time. He can't remember everything and probably being assisted for the thanks to. Not trying to imply anything, just to ensure you guys, Sungmin is a normal person. Forgetting here and there are just showing that he is a human living his life; he is an idol but an idol is no God to start with.

I don't want to be a nuisance; I just hope one day we Malaysia fans would be even more remarkable.

At least to the man that I admire the most; Lee Sungmin.



Eh.

WHAT.

NO CRYING.

I don't blame you I said T___________T

I'll just make sure you're going to remember 말레시아 ~갸아아아아아~~~~!!!

Ok, fine folks. Next blog post is going to be about Malaysia's flashmob coming soon :3

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: I just wonder who else actually reads this? LOL ;___;

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[CAUTION] This is a suicide note

Me: OMG TAENGOO Y U SO CUTE, I GO KILL MYSELF
Taeyeon: . . . . . . O_____0
Me: ......Thats a joke
Taeyeon: No funny .__.


This is going to be a quick post and I might not be going all jin kaliwa jin kalak since my head is unsettled with homeworks and coming Final Exam on Wednesday, but as a self-proclaimed ultimate fangirl, I need to do my part.


As a true fangirl.






Eventually, I'm going to cut my wrist.
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Why are you surprised? :/ Isn't this normal amongst us fangirls and fanboys of KPOP?

............................What do you mean you don't know? That is what we usually do what? Together? Like, hello?

And on top of that, we need to listen to KPOP, looking sick and sexy-fied!!! Probably something like this :



Then just gonna kill myself.
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON' T UNDERSTAND? U NO TRUE FAN OF KPOP.

THE BERITA HARIAN SAID SO, OKAY?


Okay, I was kidding.

You've got to click on the link I've given to you up there and you'll get what I'm trying to say. If you're too lazy to click, ok lah.

Berita Minggu printed an article, oh, 2 pages of EXCLUSIVE part in their newspaper last 24th of April 2011, Sunday. I was trying to distract myself on tweetdeck for a while since my flash assignment is killing me softly the whole day. LOL

And I read what my Natasha tweeted to me and I was like. . . . . . . . . . . . .

OH



NO




YOU



DIDN'T

*facepalm*head-desk*


Don't have much time but yeah, yeah, of course we wear VERY REVEALING CLOTHES and SOCIALIZE like wild animals.



I don't know what do you call this, but I think this is called dancing and it is very healthy!

And yes, we spend so much money on KPOP merchandises to support our favorite celebrities. We spend money on projects too. Oh, and yes, we spend money on CHARITY PROJECTS to be precise.

Just for a note, if you realized, I couldn't attend Super Show 3 which was held at Malaysia this year because I have to attend my University class trip; I mean, yeah. First thing first, my grades are going to depend on that class trip anyway. Oh, I have not killed myself yet that time.

Okay la, non-KPOP fans. If you see the KPOP girls or the boys wear something revealing or sexy, at least they're just doing it for show. Ooh yes, thanks to sasaeng fans who are everywhere taking pictures of the Korean stars, we know our idols off-stage are very full of life, youthful and doesn't act like how they portrayed themselves on stage (beastly, mushy-cute, seductive) when EVENTUALLY, few of the young generation in our own local celebrities are...uhm.. deviant even for our very own culture? Noted that one of the reason why some of them lost our respect is when they deny the bad habit they did without even bothering it is clearly detestable; Jay Park a.k.a the former member and leader of 2PM slammed hard by the people of South Korea for saying Korea is gay in his previous MySpace (like 2-3 years before he debuted?) when he mean it in other way as an English speaking Korean-American. He is willing to go to the darkest hour so he could regain people's trust on him again today.

I can't be telling you what have I gained after I discovered KPOP. There are too many of them and it has truly enrich me as a person; because as a fangirl, there are too many things to be done and to acquire all the good stuffs, you need to have THE SKILLS. And how do you get the skills?

Learn it la. . . Do you think being a KPOP fan is easy?

The fandom of KPOP mainly clustered to each of the artists (groups, duo and solo); each fandom are similar in terms of doing projects, translators for the updates on their oppas, hyungs, noonas and unnies (sometimes dongsaengs too!), uploaders for all the great pictures and fantaken video (oh, we love to collect pictures and videos), updating our friend the news, arranging fan projects, friends from around the world sharing the same interest of certain celebrities etc. Then out of that, in our life, we have career, school, family, real life friends and personal goals to achieve.

I wonder where is that space to spare for partying like a wild Energizer bunny, choosing sexy outfit to wear at school/office (OK I LOLed by myself) and do you really think... we spend our money on KPOP like everyday? Eh. . . most of us are real picky and choose only to buy official merchandise, only to support by buying original albums. The person who goes gaga over merchandises even when it is not official, can I say like.... Let them be?

Eh, I don't see any people complaining about spending too much on A PAIR OF UGLY SHOES to hit that dance floor tooonnnnnnnnnnniiiiggghhhtttt LOL

And about people who spend like RM1000 just to get that one very rare stamp. Yes, collecting stamps. Nobody complains. So what have we done to get such huge defamation?

OMG, football fanboys are going to kill me but why nobody said they are going to do negative stuffs too? They go 'lepak'ing at Mamak late at night, why you think no wildsocial life ka?

So now, you judge by yourself.


Oh, by the way. Berita Harian, I am going to say again that you have made the world upset with your insensitive Ultraman cartoon before about Tsunami. And now the 2 page so called EXCLUSIVE article was translated into English and KPOP fans around the world have read about how shallow of a mind Malaysia media is. Surprised? LOL Dude, don't you know that KPOP is actually one of the South Korea CULTURE?

THE LAST OH. I'm not going to buy your newspaper again. This is already the second chance and you are being _________*FACEPALMSOHARD*

Some SAUCY-WILD-KPOP video for the wrap by SNSD. Which would probably going to make you kills yourself :)


Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: BTW, I'm a proud supporter of Malaysia's local hip hop scene and I do enjoy local dramas and skits like Maharaja Lawak (JIN KALLLEEEWWWAAA, JIN KALAK ).

Also, waiting for the Koreans in Malaysia to get upset on you.

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[FASHION] I spy a new craze from Korea?




Promo Poster for Marry Me Mary
Descriptions here


So I watch Marry Me Mary and is officially in love with the drama. Look, I don't watch drama often (its eating a lot of time and I'm pretty bored with steep plot) but anything with Jang Geun Suk and Kim Jae Wook can never go wrong LOL

*Jang Geun Seuk as Kang Moogyeol(left) and Moon Geun Young as Wi Mary (right)
Kind of reminds me to a gypsy couple; and to twist it, like John Lennon and Yoko Ono

It surprises me how Mary dressings are considered normal/peasant in this drama when I thought its boho and I pretty love whats happening on her. Moogyeol lives to a rock star style, but I'm impressed that curls he got there both names him a 'pretty boy + rock star'. Joong-In in this drama is a luxury man, but I love his playful colors on his suit. And when he is casual, I can't help but to say "YO ROCK STAR"


Kim Jae Wook performing Walrus

However, I found this a bit surprising. Lee Ahn's outfit when he meet Joong In secretly in Episode 6



As you can see, the vest is connected with his trouser. So I immediately pause the video and observes. IS THIS FOR REAL. What do I call this? Jumpsuit? A vest?

I decides to call it JumpVest LOL And if you think I see it wrongly


Look at how the crease at his midriff connected through the vest section. Its totally a jumpsuit but with a twist of a vest.


This is a clearer view. LOL no doubt eh. Can't be the vest is too long so its definitely connected.

I went through YesStyle since this might be a new craze in South Korea and googled Jumpsuit Vest and anything that could relate to this piece of clothing but I end up with nothing like this. I think this is something new, like the harem pants Hyukjae wore back in 2009 for Sorry Sorry promotion; its now widely worn by other K-Pop stars like 2NE1, MBLAQ etc.

So what do you think of this style for metrosexuals? Yay or nay?

Marry Me Mary is on KBS World channel 391;
Every Monday and Tuesday; 9PM-11PM (2 episodes per day)
Currently is running until Episode 4 in Malaysia but its already Episode 14 in Korea

Follow Marry Me Mary news in twitter (its in Korean)


Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: Yo, I don't know if the earlier episodes are running in the new Korean channel because I don't subscribe Beyond LOL

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[VISUAL KEI] Too Many To Share, Too Little Time

Its been a while since I last updated anything. So I re-vamped this blog just for my own leisure LOL ^^ What do you think? Yay or nay? Heck, I'd just stick with it y'all! ROFL

And God, I deleted my chatbox ;___; I didn't meant to do that but I was rushing myself, too excited and realized I just deleted it OTL This is so lame and careless. Will add it back once I recover my email, password and all LOL

For this long while I've been absent, I've encountered a lot of things and what thumped on my head the most would probably be my failure on Research and Communication Methods paper. I can't believe I just fail, this is like the first time in my life. Hopefully the next semester I take this subject again, I am more prepared then before ^^v

And then, I grew curious on what Gackt have been up to lately. So I checked my last fandom before I migrated to K-POP, Visual Kei (OMG, don't argue with me that VK is not music, I'm going to slaughter you). I thought he was slowing down. Guess what? HE ISN'T! But from an SJ-WORLD staff bb, Berrujunjun, she said that Gackt would be retiring in music career anytime soon T.T

So I was like this sad ---> T____________________________T

Until I found a video of him with this person called KAMIJO. Come on, click on, its subbed in English (or else I wouldn't understand a thing LOL).


I was focusing entirely to Gackt and I picked the guy's band which is VERSAILLES (Versaiyu, as they pronounced it) or VerJAPANsailles or VersaillesJapan or VERSAIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLEEEESS as suggested by Gackt. And then I was, this guy was a Malice Mizer's roadie* eh? Judging from his act towards Gackt, he seems to treat him as a very respected senpai. I mean, just look how polite he is and his bow is almost perfect 90 degrees ROFL. So I Youtubed Versailles and look for their songs. First song came, SERENADE




I was. . . . . . Hey. . . . this bring back memories of Malice Mizer
Malice Mizer; with deceased Kami (in purple?) and ex-member Gackt (in black)

And I thought that I finally found a girl (the one who plays guitar, in gorgeous French red dress)who are making name in Visual Kei, turns out its a HE. LMAO I forgot that the people in Visual Kei scene should present androgynous, fantasy people OTL FAIL FAN. But yes, I really like the clashing guitar sounds which is really harmony so I went on to find more of them.

The title is really catching my eyes: Ascendead Master (what is that? LOL)

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZYYYYYY Harmony clashing beats, and KAMIJO's voice (oh, yes, the guy that talked to Gackt before, he is the vocal, forgot to tell you guys that LOL) are just....... The kind of voice that I'd listen to with such ill rhythm!

I think I'm in love with this band. Seriously, what is there not to love? Harmony metal, great vocal, doll-like appearances, crazy people who are crazy in their music, gahhh... just totally love it.

And seriously guys, all of you who believes Edward Cullen is a vampire, you should check this band's vocalist out. KAMIJO.
Pretty sure KAMIJO's image was inspired by Tom Cruise' Lestat
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From Interview With The Vampire; a trilogy by Anne Rice

Edward? He isn't Vampire enough for me, sorry folks. I did both reading and watching.
No, not for me :(

Wow. KAMIJO is not even my favorite member in VERSAILLES, its Teru and Yuki OTL

I will just introduce their members after this post. Its supposed to be a comeback post, a warm one but I spazz without intending to -__- Long post is long. And today is actually Super Junior's special stage on Inkigayo? And I haven't spazzed about Sungmin's drama which is PRESIDENT (YAAAAAAAYYYYYY!) here, but I do it almost like 24/7 at my twitter. So, if you guys are still stuck in blogs, myspace, facebook, come jump in to the bandwagon of TWITTER. Its super cool, I tell you. LOL

Till next post! CIAO MIAO (LOL copied from Hoshie!)

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: To be COMPLETELY honest, I forgot how I discover VERSAILLES. But its pretty much like that. Ahe :P ENJOY the vids!

*roadie : the band or support members who tours alongside other, usually, famous or more recognized band around nation or cities.

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If you're still wondering why is this blog Sayanghaeyo



Pretty much says it all :D

Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

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Of This Upcoming Raya and Homesick

Norfy: *still fasting* Come, lets take a peek. Uuuuuuuu~~
Sungmin : GO AWAY, CREEPER.
Norfy: I'M FASTING, NOT A CREEPER

And thats two completely different adjective and adverb.
Is that even adverb?
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Ok, fail.



Ok. Its not like I don't want to post about Sungmin's newly found tattoo; I mean, hey! Its his own will, like, okay........if he likes it, then its fine. APPROVE anyway. LOL I just get curious on what is that text-long worth of tattoo and why is it at his back? LMAO Credits to PerMINent.Net for being all cautious :D

Norfy is a girl who loves to run away from the hecticness of her real task to do something else in life. LOL I do a blog post when I'm supposed to write my corrections for 4 articles, 2 in English and 2 in Malay. Meh. Yeah, I guess I'm kind of a "TAKE ME AWAAAAAAAYYYY! TAKE ME AWAAAAAYY!!" when I came across being hectic (aaaanndd, screwed up).

Babble much/slapsself.

Whattup much for my Raya. I can't wait, like, seriously can't wait XD First, its a break for varsity which means running back to my hometown! OMG I LOVE YOU JB! And Air Katira Abu Bakar, Murtabak Kampung Melayu, Mee Rebus Haji Wahid, Otak-otak Kempas, Nasi lemak Senibong, Pineapple Tart I want to do my haiiiiiiirrrr, I want to hook the nicest baju kurung in silver metallic (this year's official color for my family), I want pedicure, manicure, akjg;akjgaj;gkjkaj calm down Norfy. You still got 37 hours to go home. Sabar boleh tak?

Ok la, I admit. Despite studying near to Johor (I used to study at Terengganu before) and had much dose of everything I want being here in Selangor, I just....I don't know why it made my desire to be home often even higher. LOL OK la, I homesick la. Imagine staying at Seoul for 3 years? I think I can be crazy, I am too local, too much of girl next door (really? LOL). That is why getting married to all the SJ boys are just out of my league :P Imagining of that just made me OMG! NO! NO NASI LEMAK AND PENANG CHAO GUO TIAO? CAN'T LIVE And why when it comes to Malaysia its all about food? Then I wonder why my weight scale tend to increase? LOL

DIAM LA NORFY.

OK.

I'll go back writing my articles.

Bye you guys :')

LOL the guy at 0:56,
he can be my friend of OPENING YOUR JAW BIG AND LOUD


Sayanghaeyo
Norfy

p/s: Oh, TBH. I do mind a bit when I encountered the news of Ming with tattoo, but thats just my feelings. His tattoo would grow on me, like how his cuteness grew on me up till now ^^ He is still Lee Sungmin what? LOL


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