Wednesday, December 22, 2010

[FASHION] I spy a new craze from Korea?

Promo Poster for Marry Me Mary
Descriptions here

So I watch Marry Me Mary and is officially in love with the drama. Look, I don't watch drama often (its eating a lot of time and I'm pretty bored with steep plot) but anything with Jang Geun Suk and Kim Jae Wook can never go wrong LOL

*Jang Geun Seuk as Kang Moogyeol(left) and Moon Geun Young as Wi Mary (right)
Kind of reminds me to a gypsy couple; and to twist it, like John Lennon and Yoko Ono

It surprises me how Mary dressings are considered normal/peasant in this drama when I thought its boho and I pretty love whats happening on her. Moogyeol lives to a rock star style, but I'm impressed that curls he got there both names him a 'pretty boy + rock star'. Joong-In in this drama is a luxury man, but I love his playful colors on his suit. And when he is casual, I can't help but to say "YO ROCK STAR"

Kim Jae Wook performing Walrus

However, I found this a bit surprising. Lee Ahn's outfit when he meet Joong In secretly in Episode 6

As you can see, the vest is connected with his trouser. So I immediately pause the video and observes. IS THIS FOR REAL. What do I call this? Jumpsuit? A vest?

I decides to call it JumpVest LOL And if you think I see it wrongly

Look at how the crease at his midriff connected through the vest section. Its totally a jumpsuit but with a twist of a vest.

This is a clearer view. LOL no doubt eh. Can't be the vest is too long so its definitely connected.

I went through YesStyle since this might be a new craze in South Korea and googled Jumpsuit Vest and anything that could relate to this piece of clothing but I end up with nothing like this. I think this is something new, like the harem pants Hyukjae wore back in 2009 for Sorry Sorry promotion; its now widely worn by other K-Pop stars like 2NE1, MBLAQ etc.

So what do you think of this style for metrosexuals? Yay or nay?

Marry Me Mary is on KBS World channel 391;
Every Monday and Tuesday; 9PM-11PM (2 episodes per day)
Currently is running until Episode 4 in Malaysia but its already Episode 14 in Korea

Follow Marry Me Mary news in twitter (its in Korean)


p/s: Yo, I don't know if the earlier episodes are running in the new Korean channel because I don't subscribe Beyond LOL

Sunday, December 19, 2010

[VISUAL KEI] Too Many To Share, Too Little Time

Its been a while since I last updated anything. So I re-vamped this blog just for my own leisure LOL ^^ What do you think? Yay or nay? Heck, I'd just stick with it y'all! ROFL

And God, I deleted my chatbox ;___; I didn't meant to do that but I was rushing myself, too excited and realized I just deleted it OTL This is so lame and careless. Will add it back once I recover my email, password and all LOL

For this long while I've been absent, I've encountered a lot of things and what thumped on my head the most would probably be my failure on Research and Communication Methods paper. I can't believe I just fail, this is like the first time in my life. Hopefully the next semester I take this subject again, I am more prepared then before ^^v

And then, I grew curious on what Gackt have been up to lately. So I checked my last fandom before I migrated to K-POP, Visual Kei (OMG, don't argue with me that VK is not music, I'm going to slaughter you). I thought he was slowing down. Guess what? HE ISN'T! But from an SJ-WORLD staff bb, Berrujunjun, she said that Gackt would be retiring in music career anytime soon T.T

So I was like this sad ---> T____________________________T

Until I found a video of him with this person called KAMIJO. Come on, click on, its subbed in English (or else I wouldn't understand a thing LOL).

I was focusing entirely to Gackt and I picked the guy's band which is VERSAILLES (Versaiyu, as they pronounced it) or VerJAPANsailles or VersaillesJapan or VERSAIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLEEEESS as suggested by Gackt. And then I was, this guy was a Malice Mizer's roadie* eh? Judging from his act towards Gackt, he seems to treat him as a very respected senpai. I mean, just look how polite he is and his bow is almost perfect 90 degrees ROFL. So I Youtubed Versailles and look for their songs. First song came, SERENADE

I was. . . . . . Hey. . . . this bring back memories of Malice Mizer
Malice Mizer; with deceased Kami (in purple?) and ex-member Gackt (in black)

And I thought that I finally found a girl (the one who plays guitar, in gorgeous French red dress)who are making name in Visual Kei, turns out its a HE. LMAO I forgot that the people in Visual Kei scene should present androgynous, fantasy people OTL FAIL FAN. But yes, I really like the clashing guitar sounds which is really harmony so I went on to find more of them.

The title is really catching my eyes: Ascendead Master (what is that? LOL)

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZYYYYYY Harmony clashing beats, and KAMIJO's voice (oh, yes, the guy that talked to Gackt before, he is the vocal, forgot to tell you guys that LOL) are just....... The kind of voice that I'd listen to with such ill rhythm!

I think I'm in love with this band. Seriously, what is there not to love? Harmony metal, great vocal, doll-like appearances, crazy people who are crazy in their music, gahhh... just totally love it.

And seriously guys, all of you who believes Edward Cullen is a vampire, you should check this band's vocalist out. KAMIJO.
Pretty sure KAMIJO's image was inspired by Tom Cruise' Lestat

From Interview With The Vampire; a trilogy by Anne Rice

Edward? He isn't Vampire enough for me, sorry folks. I did both reading and watching.
No, not for me :(

Wow. KAMIJO is not even my favorite member in VERSAILLES, its Teru and Yuki OTL

I will just introduce their members after this post. Its supposed to be a comeback post, a warm one but I spazz without intending to -__- Long post is long. And today is actually Super Junior's special stage on Inkigayo? And I haven't spazzed about Sungmin's drama which is PRESIDENT (YAAAAAAAYYYYYY!) here, but I do it almost like 24/7 at my twitter. So, if you guys are still stuck in blogs, myspace, facebook, come jump in to the bandwagon of TWITTER. Its super cool, I tell you. LOL

Till next post! CIAO MIAO (LOL copied from Hoshie!)


p/s: To be COMPLETELY honest, I forgot how I discover VERSAILLES. But its pretty much like that. Ahe :P ENJOY the vids!

*roadie : the band or support members who tours alongside other, usually, famous or more recognized band around nation or cities.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

If you're still wondering why is this blog Sayanghaeyo

Pretty much says it all :D


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Of This Upcoming Raya and Homesick

Norfy: *still fasting* Come, lets take a peek. Uuuuuuuu~~

And thats two completely different adjective and adverb.
Is that even adverb?
Ok, fail.

Ok. Its not like I don't want to post about Sungmin's newly found tattoo; I mean, hey! Its his own will, like, okay........if he likes it, then its fine. APPROVE anyway. LOL I just get curious on what is that text-long worth of tattoo and why is it at his back? LMAO Credits to PerMINent.Net for being all cautious :D

Norfy is a girl who loves to run away from the hecticness of her real task to do something else in life. LOL I do a blog post when I'm supposed to write my corrections for 4 articles, 2 in English and 2 in Malay. Meh. Yeah, I guess I'm kind of a "TAKE ME AWAAAAAAAYYYY! TAKE ME AWAAAAAYY!!" when I came across being hectic (aaaanndd, screwed up).

Babble much/slapsself.

Whattup much for my Raya. I can't wait, like, seriously can't wait XD First, its a break for varsity which means running back to my hometown! OMG I LOVE YOU JB! And Air Katira Abu Bakar, Murtabak Kampung Melayu, Mee Rebus Haji Wahid, Otak-otak Kempas, Nasi lemak Senibong, Pineapple Tart I want to do my haiiiiiiirrrr, I want to hook the nicest baju kurung in silver metallic (this year's official color for my family), I want pedicure, manicure, akjg;akjgaj;gkjkaj calm down Norfy. You still got 37 hours to go home. Sabar boleh tak?

Ok la, I admit. Despite studying near to Johor (I used to study at Terengganu before) and had much dose of everything I want being here in Selangor, I just....I don't know why it made my desire to be home often even higher. LOL OK la, I homesick la. Imagine staying at Seoul for 3 years? I think I can be crazy, I am too local, too much of girl next door (really? LOL). That is why getting married to all the SJ boys are just out of my league :P Imagining of that just made me OMG! NO! NO NASI LEMAK AND PENANG CHAO GUO TIAO? CAN'T LIVE And why when it comes to Malaysia its all about food? Then I wonder why my weight scale tend to increase? LOL



I'll go back writing my articles.

Bye you guys :')

LOL the guy at 0:56,
he can be my friend of OPENING YOUR JAW BIG AND LOUD


p/s: Oh, TBH. I do mind a bit when I encountered the news of Ming with tattoo, but thats just my feelings. His tattoo would grow on me, like how his cuteness grew on me up till now ^^ He is still Lee Sungmin what? LOL

Wednesday, August 18, 2010


My small hand is trying to reach for the stars;
Realizing there are too many obstacles to go there.
Give up?
Absolutely NOT :)

I. Am. Dying. So. Freaking. Busy.

By the way, just want to let you know that I'm still alive. LOL

Do wait for my actual comeback.

This time, no promises .___. I need to get a grip with myself first.

I love you guys.



Wednesday, June 9, 2010

For Delusional Fangirls

I used to call Sungmin as my husband in my early years getting involved in KPOP.

And at that time, people hardly took glance on Sungmin, at least on the circle of people I know (LOL its amazing how out of 10 people, 6 of them loves Donghae or Heechul the most XD). So I have Sungmin all by myself to be called as....hubby. Yes, I used to be possessive over him. I got all upset when P-Sshi said she likes Sungmin too despite the fact her ultimate bias is Donghae XD

And on explosive Sorry Sorry era, I encountered lots of Sungmin's fans. I was....overwhelmed. I was so happy that I get to actually appreciate that one man together with other people who think similarly with me. I stopped using 'my hubby' because apparently, Sungmin isn't for me alone to own after all. My circle of acquaintances grew to one group that actually embrace Sungmin as their highly-placed His Majesty in our heart, I know its appropriate to stop claiming him :)

Therefore, I couldn't help to feel annoyed when people starts claiming the boys to be theirs. I know its an old issue; and its up to you if you want to change that habit or not, I'm just saying that, instead of being over-possessive, why not share the love with other people? LOL I used to meet a person who said that she is afraid of that if Super Junior gets more attention, more people would love her 'husband'. I mean....the boys had always wanted to be successful, and by being well-known, that one route can make their dreams come true. Why the selfish note, sayang? :(

So, for delusional fangirls out there, still thinking that any of the girls/boys are yours, claiming it out loud and starts to annoy other people with it:-




Sunday, June 6, 2010

[060610] SJ at Singapore and guess what I'm doing?

I'm a Johorean, residing at JB. My place is just few miles away from Singapore but I couldn't make it to see SJ though I had all the advantages with me :/ From speed demon, transportation, people, ticketing and stuffs (LOL Yoojinjin had my backs for the ticketing T.T). And as I expected, judging from what Philippines and Malaysia's SS2's organizers did, the route of SJ's arrival are channeled somewhere else to avoid the crowd of fans. I feel bad for all the spectators and fans there, truly sorry for what have happened, but at least, do know that they acknowledged your presence there and felt the warmness that you guys displayed :) So don't be upset much, feel a bit better about it, please? ^___^

So! Instead, I did some weight training and its 2.2kgs (5lbs) for both my biceps and triceps. Before this, I just had some push ups and darn it! I'M SO HEAVY I CAN'T PULL MYSELF ROFL!! So I think its best for me to start taming my muscle first with the dumbbell that my papa bought for my brother which went to waste -_____- I was shaky at first (the same thing happened while I'm doing push ups) and its sore so bad, but I know, its a good pain :D

OH! And I did my lunges again after 48 hours of break. Surprisingly, it doesn't hurt so much like it does before :D :D :D I'M SO HAPPY!! And when I'm dancing to Galjeung, I can feel that my kick is much more powerful and it feels easier to do so 8D

Now I need to get down with my abs. I was so afraid to do the crunch since I'm imagining my back bones to break ;_____; I had a lousy vertebrata, it hurts severely when I'm on my menses. Though I had my calcium fixed, I'm still so very afraid to do the crunch. LOL I better not be so paranoid and try first 50 crunches/day :)

I can't wait for the fancams/fanpiccies of the Samsung's Showcase; and all the piccies ^______^ Remember to visit ChocoFam and SJ-WORLD for spazzings and updates! Will update my calorie intake of the day soon enough after 11PM :3
I want to be Krystal and hugs Sulli like this T^T Sulli....why steal unnie's heart? You're so precious, unnie loves you so much ;A;

p/s: Meh~ I want media to ask Yoobin on how she manage to get such abs and shapely legs after all the horrible coverage on her packing some meats a year ago~ Seriously! We had the same issue at the same time but she is so diligent, she got teh abs when I'm still pulling myself together into it LOL

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

4th teases us with a little pic

source: NEWSEN and Sookyeong
Hmmmm boy, I like that ;D

More news about it here and here.

My 2 cents: LOL why did I feel the come back is a bit rush and the concept is kind of a cycle of Ring Ding Dong? Whatever, its testosterone we're talking here. ROFL! I thought Hyukjae was JO KWON! I can't seem to recognize him at first LOL! And Kyu....oh nais. Sleek short hair. Oh. NAIS. SHINDONG! KEEP THAT HAIR. I LOVE THAT HAIR!! PRETTY PLEASE!

And I'm loving Sungmin's bad ass look, it suits him. I'm imagining him belting his electric guitar with that look. OMG. Please let it be something rock-ish + a little house. That'd make a perfect OUTSTANDING trend despite of candy-funk loaded right now in K-POP.


p/s: OK! Spread the pictures/news around, babes and dudes ;D WE'RE GOING TO ROCK THE HOUSE DOWN WITH 4TH JIB! Like it, or not


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Weeccky weeccky wow wow! Bang bang~

I'm in the midst of exam period and I'm trying to struts some stress out here. LOL

So everybody is feeling the heat of SJ's 4th Album which is going to come out real soon; it gets worst when the boys started to change their appearance, working out (SEE EXAMPLE ON MY POST BEFORE/sorry this blog is Sungmin bias =3=) and of course, the Twitter fever amongst them! LOL

It starts with ShinsFriends, continues with donghae861015 (but I think henrylau89 and Choi_SW joined first before him? LOL but I'm too skeptical to believe those are legit accounts at fist -W-) and myblacksmile out of the blue joined the chaos. LOL and OUR DIVA steps in with Hee18 first before he Cyworlded about how he is struggling with it! LOL He cancelled the account and starts an obnoxious new one with the name of Heedictator. Those drama happened in one day. . . . That is sooooooooo him. LOL

You don't have twitter yet? COME DO ONE! And make sure to follow these oppas and ehem, FOLLOW ME! LOL Oh, kamon. At least say thank you for giving you links? LOL

I always love Plurking, but twitter comes really handy especially to update me with news and what happened around my friends and stuffs. Yeah, not much of FB user but I do have one, like, finally -_____- LOL But I don't update much there. I love Twitter and Plurk better :P

So I'm incredibly happy that our beloved SJ members are giving efforts to be much closer to their international fans :3 Shindong is probably the most senior in Twitter amongst SJ members, so he is really good at controlling his Twitter ^^ I just need to share the LULz especially Ming's failure on uploading pic XD LOL Donghae is giving effort on saying something in English (LOL he wanted to be friends with a Filipino celebrity XD) and Heenim's case with Twitter is the MOST EPIC. LOL


I think our love from the whole wide world are getting to them, slowly :D Come and visit SJ-WORLD and see how you could help to support the 4th Album fan support ^^


P/S: I don't put any pictures or videos. Sorry..... I'M JIGGLY PUFF.

Sunday, April 18, 2010



*stealing this from perMINent@Twitter

And I'm not a perv. I'm just....anticipating. KTHNXBAI.


p/s: I'm not a perv ._____. *innocent* OK. BRB. Blood couldn't stop running from my nose.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Laughing Out In The Air! CHYEAH!

A short post because I'm still in my hiatus and I'll be facing final exams soon *need your prayers sayangzz, pretty please ;A;*

Heard of KPOP groups coming to town. Well, a lot of them. Too many that I grew suspicious. Sorry, I'm skeptical. (generally media people is like this, LOL. Publisher wannabe XD).

My advise that I know, it came to repeat very often to all my sayangzz:-




Because no KPOP fans should get their hopes crushed into pieces, they deserves only the truth, the best and the reliable ones when it comes to getting their dreams come true.

As much of you know how heavily biased I am, I still had this sense of a 'fan'. I know exactly how you feel in your shoes as a fan no matter what fandom you're in therefore, I am your friend when it comes to being a fan. And fan to fan, I'm speaking. Boldly, for our rights. Yes. This is Sayanghaeyo.

Thats it, I love you guys and keep on rocking as a fan or as a human being! Prove to them all we rock in every field!! *rock fingers-sign*
credits to jajhejijoju92


p/s: Spazzing so much because of Mimi's solo stage; thats and oh myyyyyyy~ his voice is just....OMG! HE SHOULD GET MORE LINES!!! Also~ sharing the great success of SJ-WORLD for SS2 :D :D :D
Eheeeee~~ click click click click *seductive*

Sunday, April 4, 2010



Just pretend you got fool-ed or else I'll cry LMAO

Until The World Is Filled With Sapphire Blue Balloons


Until I get to say to Sungmin; I admire him so much.


Will forever be Everlasting Friend



Would continue to live no matter what.


Thursday, April 1, 2010

[ANNOUNCEMENT] Sayanghaeyo is closing

Hello there, sayangzz

Yes, like I've stated in my title post. Yes. Sayanghaeyo is closing. And this would be the last post of Sayanghaeyo.

Its hard to say it out; but like what I've been concerned of quite some times ago; finally its getting to me.

I'm quitting fangirling.

For all these time, I thought I was one strong girl with loyalty more than a bunch to our beloved Super Junior and KPOP fandom mostly. So I went all out, strutting and giving out what I got, trying to make it all possible.

But it hit me one time, that I am not going anywhere with this.

I'm an university student with average scoring; fangirling had taken almost 85% of my life and it leaves me merely 5% to study diligently and score my best. Its really upsetting; I've been depressing about it for several times already but I keep on motivating myself; saying that I could do this.

But it hurts too much. All I want to do is to do well at school and when I get myself involved into fangirling; its all the time that I had for it. Talking about bad time management. And the only solution for such a failure like me; I need to remove one LESS IMPORTANT from my life to achieve the best of the best at the other part.

So I gave up fangirling.

This was long decided early this year actually. But since SS2 is coming to town, all stuffs that I need to take responsible with, I just take in and bear with it. I thought of announcing my resignation right after SS2 (thats the reason I'm reluctant to post fan account) but theres some problems I'm experiencing for weeks after SS2, so I need to take hold of the announcement.

Now the final problem is all done, here I am declaring to you.

I know, it might sounds too drastic. I barely am E.L.F. for 2 years and I'm quitting already. Its so irony on how I kept saying I'll be forever E.L.F.

But I got ambitions to catch up with. I got family to make them believe in me with. I am just a normal human being. I am not a super girl.

Thank you so much anyway, for the joy that we share together, spazzing about the boys and girls together, being silly, dreamy and dorky. Its really nice to know you guys, dudes and babes all these while, I'll keep in touch with you all, don't forget to add me at MSN if you still wants to be my friend :') I will always keep blue as really meaningful color to me and I would always cherish the moment that we had together, no matter how little or huge it is. I will treasure it forever.

Thank you so much Super Junior for the love and joy you gave me, thank you so much to all the sayangzz that I know, that I don't know, that I'm yet to know. Thank you so much for supporting and following this crappy blog of Sayanghaeyo till the end of it. Thank you, thank you so much.

At the end of this post when you're reading this;

I am no longer

Everlasting Friend (E.L.F.)

and within 24 hours of posting this


would forever vanish from this earth

Thank you so very much, I love you guys, I sayang semua-semua

Monday, March 29, 2010

8TV Nite Live : Catch up TV FINALLY! XD

I remembered back then when Progression won the Sorry Sorry dancing contest at 8TV Nite Live, I was looking for catch up tv at but couldn't find any trace of them D: So I did requested for it, and I believed most of the viewers and avid fans of the show requested it too :)


*Drum rolls*









*click on image for larger view :D

How proud I am to see that finally 8TV Nite Live is listed when I hover my clicky at the Catch Up TV button at the main page of ^________^ *confetti*

Don't forget to visit here to get to know the show and the emcees better XD

Kamon! Bookmark it, pay a visit to them regularly, spazz about them, spread around
and don't forget to give them a lot of love! :D

I really miss chatting at 8TV Nite Live and follow the show diligently, unfortunately my time as a student + fangirl recently had taken a toll on me and sometimes I just watch, I couldn't response :( though I'm dying to do so. Sayangzz out there, who had time, please, please, please show your love to the show ^_____^ At least, I know one viewer who couldn't watch (me, LOL) would get another 30 new viewers pershow (I'm unrealistically ambitious, LOL!!!).

Hopefully, 8TV Nite Live will continue spreading their wings a lot wider and soar higher than our expectation is :D

Because I'm an addict to the show, and because I love to spread love rather than hate ^___^V


CONGRATULATIONS to my gay partner, my sayang, my bb, my dearest SMAP GANG; Hoshie a.k.a Sherer for becoming the Cassiopeia Family forum's admin!!! Hopefully we could see more Cassiopeia being active the year coming here in Malaysia :) You got my support babe, Cassiopeia + E.L.F. + Shawol + SONE = SM Love XD


p/s: I really can't give up on giving updates about Ming, don't I? If you have twitter and loves to get updates on Ming news (its not Sungmin's official twitter account) please follow perMINent ^__^

Friday, March 26, 2010


*I'm still in cloud 9 after a week of SSII, so please forgive me if you found me annoying/irritating/unreasonable/poyo/perasan/bitch but like I've told you, I'm high with delusional thoughts and I need to share it here before I go insane or my sorority sis send me to TAMPOI or TANJUNG RAMBUTAN!! LOL*

If you know that
I was closing my eyes when you're serenading
At the same place, at the same time, together with you.
Your voice went straight to my heart.
I'm so happy, listening to your serenades alive is what I really like to do.
And it realized after a year confessing my love to you.
I couldn't ask for more as your fan.

You went by to where I was at
If only you really see
I was blowing kisses for you
I would like to think you saw me doing that,
a foreign fan of yours is blowing kisses to you
Even if you don't
I'm just glad I conveyed my love to you through those gestures
If its alright
I beg to you to please let me think that you saw me did that

After that, you never went by to my side again.
I'm fine. I understand you're well loved, you got people to entertain.
Thats the purpose you're there
I'm happy to know lots of people are in love with you as much as I did.
Hopefully you'll receive more love in the future, with different ranges of people :)

Its weird to me that I cried
When I see you updated your Cyworld with nothing but happiness.
You're happy, at my country, doing what you love to do
If only I could be allowed to think that
You're happy since you've got few air-kisses LOL

How I would really like to see you again
and talk to you comfortably
and listening to you attentively

If you could wait for a bit
Lets grow together in our own terms and ways

and then, lets meet again ^^

sa-jib dae-bak!!!


p/s: I SERIOUUUUUUUUSSSLLY APOLOGIZE if you really feels the sudden urge of puking when you read this post. LOL I just need to vent it out somewhere! Do you have any delusional thoughts too? LOL Share with me here by posting comments below ^^

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

:) *90 degrees bows*





Personally, I understand some fans really, really want to see them again and again, more and more. But for me, I would like them to shop or do normal stuffs at ease, at least they could do that here in Malaysia. Even though my body is aching to run and chase them; so I could feel their existence near me; I, had nothing but this GREATER penchant to separate my real life with fangirling.

Thus my brain thought like this:-

They are my idols. They are my Super Junior. I love them so much. But to meet them while I'm screaming at public place, I. . . .IDK, thats not me. I respect them too much to do so.

But then again, the fans who'd been following them wants to show their love, that they're well accepted here in Malaysia~ I'm going nothing against that. Just remember not to hurt them and show really good manners :)




Oh, no :(

What happen?


*running stomps of boots*

Lets heal them with the power of love!

*nods* YES! Lets do that!

Go go go go~

Collecting CINTA

Charging up SAYANG

Harvesting KASIH

Can we heal them?






:) :D :) :D :D :D :D XD

♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

Don't mind the weird shape; its just me being random :P

And with love, with love, love, love, love and love, two broken hearts are warmed up again~

Hopefully it'll continue being fuzzily warm at the last stop; SS2 MANILA! :D

Please give our Filipino ELFs a lot of support ^^


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Bawang-ing will go frighten Edward Cullen away

Just so if you want to ask me anything. I'm currently bored. LOL


Spare me a bit. I need a space to breathe~ Hiieeeuuuu Hiieeeuuuu~~ can I sayang?


I just realized that I talked about Sungmin every single updates that I had before. What the. . . . This is sick. . . and scary. LOL

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

S.A.Y.A.N.G is L.O.V.E


Oh, yes gaiz. They've turned a year the last 1st March and I just get my chance to wish them in Sayanghaeyo, personally with all the Sayangzz witnessing ^^

The first time I blogged about 8TV Nite Live was back in last year's May; Sayanghaeyo is really green during that time (and I'm such a noob, I kept ranting about old videos of K-Pop LOL) and Hunny Madu was the host back then :D The show is fairly new and the variety is drawing me to love it. I remember before Hunny Madu leave the show, she asked the viewers about what the viewers would like to see in 8TV Nite Live ;) Eventually, and gradually, the show concluded a segment that I love the most, K-Pop segment.

However, the essential part that made me follow 8TV Nite Live diligently is how the viewers could communicate with the staffs and the emcees :D And I like the facts and informations that the show is updating us viewers; I really had broader view on gadgets and technologies recently because. . . . . Mike is such a great techno-freak.

AND OF COURSE. The lovely emcees strutting things, ramblings, very laid back and fun! They kept changing people but FINALLY found the permanent ones, our lovely Jules unnie (coz I like her so mash), Mike sunsaengnim (becoz I learnt A LOT of techy stuffs from him LOL) and Moe oppa (JUST BECAUSE), and of course the staffs behind which I think is a very great team ^^ YOU GUYS ARE PACKING WHOLE LOTS OF AWESOMEZZZZZ!

. . . . . . I drafted this back when I was doing a wish vid. And and and. . . . LOL Thank you 8TV Nite Live! I love you even moar~ and I wish I have the power to tell people to enjoy the show just how I enjoyed it :) *fangirl's spazzes* LOL I sounds like a CREEPER and STALKER when MnM said "She is everywhere, twitter, blog, facebook*, chatbox," XD But at some apparent point, I took that as a compliment. *easily flattered*

FYI, I still remember Wall said I'm going to answer KPop idols in my test when I texted at the chat carpet; I'm going to have an exam the next day ROFL. :fist:

And I just need to have my say on Sungmin
ROFL He brings Hyaku everywhere? Seriously go get married Ming XD

Hee~ I am glad that he opens up a little bit of himself finally. I've been suspecting him feeling that way (as in being in the 'average' range in almost every field of entertainment) since the days of SJ during Adonis Camp. I always think of that way; do Sungmin ever felt something like that? Like inferior or something. And I'm happy he could finally open up about it. He kept too much things by himself and I'm afraid he might be stressful at one point. Letting it out would be a good therapy (and good topic to get in variety show too! LOL!).

Am I being too obsessed that I want him to talk about his private life? D: No. Its not that. Its just that, it'd be good if he could at least share his portion of life being an idol. Oh, well. Ming is a really private person I guess *cough*soundslikesomeone*cough*
Ming: I got a stick, FEAR ME.
Norfy: *is not scared* Try again
Ming: You'll just see what I'd do k k k k k k

Of course Sungmin. You'd be thriving the entertainment field just how you want it. But first, of course, a lot more hard work. I'll be always supporting you, our multi-talented Sungmin~ I'll work harder just how you're working hard too ^^ Wouldn't that be fair, Ming oppa?

Let us shine at our own field just how we want it. You as Lee Sungmin, and me as a fangirl.

You can check him saying so here. I couldn't embed it here, it was disabled by the uploader ;)
Norfy: akhoai;hga;jgkamhknh;kah;aj;akhkahka
Ming: Don't tell me I don't warn you kkkkkkk


p/s: About 2PM's case with Jaebum; as I always did. I don't take sides. But the chaos that embarked quite getting on my nerves. I'll explain my stance about this soon, since theres a lot of you out there are being quite emotional about this without the base; I decided to talk about it. Soon enough. And I'd be talking about Hangeng too, just so my Hottest friends wouldn't say I'm bias and I don't have any idea about 2PM because I'm too shallow on fangirling over SJ. OUCH! That hurts.

p/s/s: In a lighter note; EVERYBODY SHOULD WATCH SHINEE's HELLO BABY. Its too cute and I found my stresses released just by looking at the cute Yoogeun and of course, the adorkable SHINee. Shoot. Jjong and Onew are seriously the same as me -___-;

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Imma be Imma be Imma Imma be . . . .

Almost 4 in the morning and I just finished my Korean cluttering home works. I did some intensive study since I found myself being left out at some apparent point. LOL! Oh, and while I'm typing this, heck I forgot to hang dry my red dress and funny how I need to wear it tomorrow at 1PM. I hope it'd dry soon enough for me to wear on our faculty's event =3=

I don't know how to give you a picture of the ridiculously busy me in the past few weeks. At some point, I found myself randomly dancing and annoying my room mate/class mate just because I couldn't even think how can I cope with my own schedule. It's insane; but I love my life. I feels so important and useful. And the greatest thing is not to get bored.

I like to do my best; I really want to. And I do learnt that if I run for this, I wouldn't get the other. But really, I'm such a stubborn girl. I wouldn't give up until I found myself FAILed on that.

My university is probably the most insane university with 7 subjects per semester to pass through. For my current semester, we need to do lots of out-campus research and not that I don't enjoy it, but the fact that we also got additional tasks like being in the student body. I love my faculty, I do. But for a fangirl who is busy basking herself on fanclubs and spent majority of her life online, the activities are kind of. . . . irritating to me. But as I'm a dedicated student and would like to stay as a good fangirl/student, I'd attend. Every each of them. To support. Yeah. I'mcornysodon'tstartaskingwhy.

I do tell you how BAD I am in designing stuffs. Yes. And for my own torture, this semester we need to do lots of designing stuffs. Wow. And I don't even know what the heck is lasso tool when I sneaked in Photoshop. Not to mention we had to be specialized on InDesign as well, oh. You know, Publishing students. We do Illustration later on @.@ OMG. . . . Please let me be alive.

As to keep my energy HIGH, I walked to campus. So I wouldn't pant when I need to have high stamina in the future. When I hit back home, I'm so freaking tired and went to sleep earlier than I'd expect myself to fall asleep. My sorority sisters always found me lying in front of the tellly; struggling to watch tv LOL

One task down; still I got piling jobs to be done. And to actually REALLY understand one subject; I need more time to study and to be away from Darius. But being away from Darius means leaving fangirling for a while. And its really scary when I did that, I GET EVEN MORE JOBS to be done. Seriously, why is it so hard to be a uni student+fangirl?

I almost cry at a point. When I need a friend to talk to about this, its almost impossible. Think about it, who would understand why do I need to take fangirling seriously? Simply people would kindly/cynically ask me to erase away that one hobby of mine. And if I went to fangirls, LOL. Not everybody knew me really well as in privately me. Some just totally scared of me, some are taking me for granted and some just don't care. Really, I'm struggling by myself all this while.

What motivates me is you. Yes. You. ELFs out there. Why do I need to be here, why am I being so hard on myself, is because of you. I had the ability, I'll use it. I had the chance, I'll take it. I had a dream, I'll achieve it. Everything I did, you fangirls out there are my motivation.

And when I'm almost giving up; thinking this is too much for me to handle;

I know Sungmin is facing a lot more hardships than I do. And he keep on amusing people with his awesome hardworking attitude. Its been a while since I see him updating his Cyworld. And I know he had been so busy, he didn't have time to. What Sungjin wrote on his brother's page convinced me that my prediction is nothing but accurate.

Sungmin had never fail to motivates me as to bring out the best in me. If he is walking slowly; achieving his dreams to be a multi-talented entertainer, why can't I jogs slowly besides him, achieving my own dreams to be a multi-purpose person (ROFLMAO!!) in future. He probably had his share of bitterness as to get to where he is right now, I might be experiencing it now.

Since when hooded-sweats looks sexy to me? *_______*

Its not too much to say that Sungmin had been my drugs since I made him my bias. To only had a thoughts of him randomly could make me smile and filled with enormous energy to move on.

I hope it applies to you all out there too ^^ Happy Early Chinese New Year~ This year is a Tiger year, I hope everybody could ROAR even more this year! XD And yeay for SSII is going to happen in this year too~ we just need our Beijing Fried Rice, our Kibum actor and Bear Kangin to complete this happiness :)

I'll fly to Australia and break his bones! He is hilarious like seriously XD


p/s: I want to say lots of things about Kyuhyun's incident, Shindong's statement and such. But its getting lame if I blogged about it now, its too late LOL. Just I wish you wouldn't be blind on being supportive (you must find a concrete fact) and emotional on plucking them out of your life (you must see the nature of this entertainment tabloid business).

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Honesty is such a lonely word

Thanks to Sarah bb a.k.a ★planecrash- for the pretty poster~ XD

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Monday, January 25, 2010

I Will Protect Super Junior

You may hate them for various reasons
and I don't even care about it

You may hate me for loving them
and I don't care even as in tiny bits

All I know is, Super Junior made me believe in miracle once again
after I thought it was long vanished from this earth

People thought I become their fans merely because of their looks
I could be a fan for more than one boy bands; drools over their looks
and could even find hotter, younger, more good looking boy groups
I could have gone wildly to every each forums and claim love on each of the boy group members, and casually forgetting the 13 boys that is slowly aging.

Its really sad how people couldn't see the inner thoughts I had for them

For proving to the world its possible of getting all 13 different
personalities, talents and image into one group
and stays strong until now,

For getting through the obstacles together with generous smiles and laughter
we didn't know they're crying in their heart instead,

For giving a refreshing breath on every field they touched
they made wonders and unconsciously started new trends,

For being parted into sub-units and still grow a lot closer
even make it big in a totally foreign country together with the other two lovely members,

For teaching us fans to believe in friends no matter what happen
we now know why they call us Ever Lasting Friends

I am Super Junior's Ever Lasting Friends, I am E.L.F.

I will do all my might to protect Super Junior
How about you?

(non-typical fangirl)

p/s: in the midst of writing this, my internet disconnected 17 times but I insisted to blog this, I can't stand it when I see Heenim cried. Because he seldom did that in public

*YT credits to RaiBaka, original uploaded credit: thincia的视频空间, thanks to Heekmah who Plurked this video to me

Sunday, January 24, 2010

My connection is seriously INDECENT

*cr: 4minniemink@YT

Oh~ Oh~ Prettiest Hong Gil Dong with ahjumma hair *_______*

Did I told you before that I want to update you with the news of SSII in Malaysia?

I know, I did.

And I know I didn't get you updated. I'm seriously sorry!

For sayangzz who didn't know, I'm a public university student doing Bachelor on Mass Communication Publishing line. I might be underestimating my sequence; for saying I wouldn't be that busy for my second semester. I was wrong. As Publishing students are RARE and limited in numbers, we are pushed and bounded to be active in student's body. I totally didn't expect that; but now I'm assigned as leader for academic field trip. akjg;ajugi;akhmma;lii;mb; you have no idea how PALE I was when I took the responsibility.

Not to mention I took extra learning credits time by taking Korean language which are held as night class. In a week, I got three night classes, two for Korean language and the other one is for International Advertising (I'm going to do magazine anyway, so yeah). I got 8AM-9PM classes for Wednesday and Thursday; I tried my best to stay awake for my assignments and I am mostly free on Monday and Friday. However, I still had discussions, meetings and academic research to be done during the spare time.

I tried my best to get you updated; because I love you guys, I love Super Junior and who ever loves Super Junior shall be loved by myself as well. If I had the gayest chance ever, I'll hug every each of you to thank you for loving Super Junior just as much as I did. Enough said, this is my motivation to keep on going.

And everytime I felt ambitious to give out informations.....

My sorority's connection (yes, yes, I live in sorority, not dormitory ;D because the environment is better) is seriously not helping. It went disconnected by itself for SEVERAL times everytime I went online. We didn't know whats wrong, because the neighbors around us are experiencing the same issue too. I know, I could get a broadband instead, but man...I PAID for this sorority's connection! So I need to use it till the end of this semester, k?

As I tried to apologize, I'm explaining. I'm not trying to make you say:"Ohhh... poor you, so busy, couldn't update," :insert crying emoticon: No. Its just that I had this feeling; people might be saying; "I was waiting for updates! Where the heck is it" just in case if theres any. But if theres isn't...shall I be glad? LOL!

Oh, and thank you so much for all of you who are very kind to wish me on my birthday (even earlier and belated, LOL) because I need all of the wishes so I could get through these first few months of 2010 REAL HARD AND SMOOTH! I'm sorry if I couldn't reply you due to my sucky connection. But ailabeu so much~

Ok, thats it I guess. LET US ALL FIGHTING TOGETHER!!!


p/s: GET UPDATED SOON FOR ONLYSJ T-SHIRT+ SJ GLOW STICK ORDER!!! Watch out for it at Choco Fam and SapphirepearlsMalaysia :D :D :D

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Sayanghaeyo On SSII In Malaysia Issue

Ryeowook: Awww....look whose begging and crying for us now?
After babbling bad about us in her petty blog~
Jungsoo, Hyuk, DongDong: (Oh yeah, revenge is sweeetttt)

You know, I'm just an E.L.F. with lots of privileges with me and with that, I only would like to cater you guys the best information I could get in hand. Just to help each other. In the name of being a fangirls. I feel you totally.

I know I'm super excited and even day dream almost half of my time since I know Super Junior back in 2008. Can I say I spent the rest of 2009 believing that Super Junior actually had the desire to come to Malaysia? LOL I'm delusional like that.

I believe I'm not alone too.

Since the breakout of that piece of news SSII coming over Malaysia, I was nothing than being excited (I fainted). And the next day of it, I can't help being suspicious (if I could be suspicious on a little boy stealing my manga collections, how am I not to do so for something like this?).

Up until today, though the Dream Maker website had put up the schedule and local organizer had fly over SM Entertainment banners there, I'm still......I don't know. I'm like this. I don't understand this brain of mine either.

From what our sister affiliates (MYSJ) admin , Karen onnie told me, I think we need to all calm down a bit. The ticks are not going to be up until Monday anyway =3=

Anyway, they promised to update about it soon. I'll update Sayanghaeyo and cater to you guys nothing but the truth. if i messed up you can poison me by blocking me from loving sungmin.



Kindly please do not spam my mailbox, MSN, PM/Comment box at SJ-World with questions of SSII. I'll let the information floats around once I get anything that is reliable.

And oh yeah, whoever had my numbers, I'm so begging you please do not text/call me about SSII, I got lots of important things in hand already. I understands that you need clarifications quickly but we promised you we'll update when we get the confirmation.

Please, private life is private.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Ah!! Eh...Uhm...Oh...Ugh!

I'm tired of rumors starting, I'm sick of being followed stupid.

I'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me them.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Sayanghaeyo is currently CORRUPTED

*credits: OnlySJ





Ever Lasting Friends, brace yourself.

2010; we're going to be



Sunday, January 10, 2010

Do you want love?

Sayanghaeyo stands and kept posting because of its name.

To sayang everyone and to spread sayang.

So everybody please take your time off from YouTube, forum and downloading a while
and join this project to really prove how much do you love our lovely Super Junior members

Due: Two weeks before February!
Details please click here and guidelines click banner

Due: 1st February 2010/Monday
*click banner please*

Due: 1st February 2010/Monday
*click banner please*

Everybody could say, "hey, I'm a fan of Super Junior too you know". And its hard to differentiate casual fans with real fans as there are no concerts to attend, no fanmeeting, no nothing stuffs like that. While the boys are hard to reach from a far, some fans decided to bridge the wide contact between international fans even though they might not see it, they might not know it.

So your chance is here ^^

If you could spend some time to do these projects, I'm quite sure you'll be contented of being a non official Ever Lasting Friend thats working hard to get them known :D

Please support the project a lot!

And shout out to all Team Moe-ers who have voted SHINee Ring Ding Dong MV last night;
KAMSAHAMNIDAAAA!! *shows you saranghae*

Moe oppa showed his gratitude through Twitter
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and yes, as you can see at my shoutbox, still I screen-capped it LOL!

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Thank you so much to all of the sayangzz who voted! Go Team Moe XD Follow Moe oppa at Twitter, Facebook and Blog for more info about him :3


p/s: Speaking of Twitter, do you know that our Shindong oppa is now on Twitter? :D Its not a fake one, because TigerJK (OMG I LOVE HIM! But he loves to SPAM HIS TWITTER XD) already proven that its the real Shindong! Follow our lovely Shindong oppa on Twitter

p/s/s: Infinity Challenge Team was here in Sepang, Malaysia last weekend~ OMG!